Protector

You are trying to rationalize the irrational Imagine time being a line with future going one way and past the other and you in the middle That's the rational way to think about it While in reality the dot that is you does exist, but you can't write it down on paper or graph it The rational reality where you are is something that you imagined You take a piece of paper and decide that the drawing on it will represent time and that's how it works This drawing is something that gives you the feeling of control and you reassure yourself that it works by testing it After playing around with a clock you think you find the truth and you feel safe And you feel safe because letting go is scary You fear that the dot that you drew that represent you will disappear if you let go, but you the dot were always free The reality is very scary for the rational mind but sometimes the reality let's itself to be known, especially in this age People start to notice these thing more often now and soon... I don't know what will happen, I can't see the future

Sounds familiar http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NJ9S04VMz2E

Let's say you have problems in your life and so you start looking for how to fix your problems. Then the worrying about your problems becomes a problem itself. Then you try to reach enlightenment because you feel you need it, but the want of enlightenment is what is getting on the way. Enlightenment is something that is hard to describe and hard to reach because you don't know what or where it is. You don't know where it is but you still keep walking or running thinking that maybe looking everywhere is the right thing to do, but then you die and it's over. And so, wu wei

Maybe it is maybe it isn't The story is not about enlightenment of how to get it, it's about what's on the way to it

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9LoWS9kzv8Y&feature=g-all-lik&context=G2768465FAAAAAAAAAAA

Before enlightenment carry water chop wood, after enlightenment carry water chop wood Enlightenment is not the goal

Think of it as an exercise, growing muscles on yer brains

Twinner is a real man and Taomeow is a real woman

I think that if you think of something as weird, it will really become weird How many threads like this did you make already? By the way, I used to think of my body as weird while doctors said it was fine. Sometimes I would feel sick for no reason and this other time, while I was like the weakest kid in class and feeling sickish, I sprinted as fast as the fastest kid in class. While I was following him and I ran almost as far as he did but I looked back and realized that this is not normal and no one else was running as fast. Then I felt like my heart stopped.

It might seem like it but instead of words I hear only emotion

Horse stance should be a type of pokemon

Horse stance makes everything more horse stance

Ey horse stance is not boring, you are too busy doing it to also start feeling bored

Never tried SFQ and Chia stuff The stuff looks boring

MYYYYYYYYYYY LITTLE PONYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Hey, there are some advantages to pain Do you know why people practice punching in a low and painful horse stance? Not to waste time for once Also, without thinking or directly intending it, it directs chi more into punching Imagine you have a river splitting into two, both rivers are equally strong but if you close of one of them, there will be double the amount of water going into the second one.

Just a theory I came up after reading a little so it might not be right: You don't have the natural healer thing, because of your hypermobility thing your skin just doesn't work properly and it's more water then metal. Imagine the 5 elements cycle, Something like this Your skin is metal element and the air around it is fire element Fire beats metal and water beats fire Metal nourishes water and so you have this invisible barrier around your metal skin made of water that protects metal from fire Your skin is more water then normal and the barrier not actually real, it's an energy thing. So I think your skin became a lightning rod with yin charges and when yang charges get near, circuit gets complete and you feel zaps. With energy flying all over the place by itself you could use it to your advantage somehow but I don't wanna think about it 'cuz I don't wannaaaaaaaaaaa

WHOOOOOOOOOOOO THIS SONG

If I get ready for a life that's harder then it's actually is, real deal still wont match my expectations

If nothing works http://artofmanliness.com/2008/05/28/the-perfect-hat-for-your-ugly-mug/

Come oooooooooon, I already thought of a thousand ways to counter my arguments, add something already

No, there is no right or wrong answer like both sides of the road that don't define it Knowing that, the chicken crossed anyway, ready for the FULL LIVE CONSEQUENCES!!!

Why did Taoist chicken cross the road?