Thank you! Perhaps you can tell me who are the other dudes:)
It all started after the first meditation, dvd2 watched and done all in one session, noticed, I naturally go slower than the actual pace (it's always the case, no matter how hard I've tried, the minute I close my eyes, I slow down). No visualizations first time, but profound liquid like heavyness noticed right away, figured, must be that Chi thing, tried to stand up, and fell forward, almost straight on my face, nothing could stop it, no dizziness, nothing, just could not hold my weight, it was odd. Never happened again, but things got interesting after that. Here're some examples:
A cathedral inside the mountain, bright light figure at the end of it sending intense white light with dove like hands gracefully moving toward me, the light is neither cold no warm, getting more intense, walking toward it, and...freaking out and ending the meditation...it was the first one.
A dusty pink rose like flower in my hands, pure love and happiness, sadly had to stop and go somewhere...
Am on an ocean shore, one huge nasty serpent approaching across the ocean, brownish blue green, breathing something like fire, no place to run, had to just stand there stubbornly, I think it liked it, snorted and left. Noted ability to heal others, right after that...distantly, by seeing that serpent flow in others going wrong, discovered by chance, something like 'what have you done, 15 min after our phone conversation the pain was gone, I know you did something, it was you, I am like, um, nothing, noticed in what is probably called the third eye something was wrong with the flow and fixed it, don't ask how and why, I have no clue, but yes, I did something...'
An elephant or some milky looking head with big eyes, right in front of my face, was stopping by several times in meditations, lots of good information put straight into my head, mainly about answers to the questions some friends could not solve in life. I did not know the answers, I just KNEW.
Wrote it all off as some chakra openings, since I don't know any better, one more thing, no meditations, just some guy standing in front of me...covered in golden light, I want to think in retrospect it was coming from the lamp above, and the beer did the rest of the effect, otherwise it's a bit much, just had to start a conversation, poor soul was straight from Haiti, a survivor from the 13th floor of the only building that did not collapse during the quake, wondering with child like innocence why was he spared. I am, ah, it's because of you the building did not collapse, thinking of the golden light, only a second later realizing I've actually said that as a matter of fact without any hesitation I was right. It finally concerned me.
After that I've chased away the visualization part, unless it really takes me there, like that long long flight to the womb like space. Am trying to learn how to control the flow of my Chi first, instead of the other way around, have to do it that way in order to continue with the training. Had a few nasty surprises, it's way too big and too strong, and easily gets out of hand. Any suggestions how to do it right?
