Unseen_Abilities

They do - Maybe not all of them at any given time, but all of them at the right times

Is it possible for Black Magic or (very) negative experiences with the Occult a few years ago to create the circumstances within an individual that would make them experience these "repressed memories" in the way that I've described? It's like that in the past I did have demonic entities/thoughtforms attached to me because of mistakes I made that I remember, however at the time of the experience that got triggered I had more or less completely gotten through the consequences of those mistakes and, though feeling sleep deprived, I was going quite well for the most part. Can anyone recommend a Psychology forum they feel could be helpful here?

Sounds like good watching.

Send a copy when you've done the filming, Taomeow.

Hey Mar-Vell, fair point on the F.I - It was just what I was thinking at the time. Collective Karma. Be well.

I'm also sceptical about these memories, though many things do point to the possibility (not necessarily the likelihood) that something could have happened. Does anyone know if false memories can get triggered in the same sudden kind of way as genuine repressed memories can? Or do false memories get created in a more "gentle" way - Just the mind piecing things together incorrectly over time? Thanks for the lucky wishes, lerner.

So I looked up "How do repressed memories surface" and discovered that what I experienced is actually typical of the way repressed memories come up for many people - The painful/traumatic memory gets pushed into the unconscious part of the individual after the event, and then (often years) later something can trigger the memories in an instant, leading the person to experience them again without knowing why, leading to trauma. Then, apparently many go into denial before it can all come up again...This is basically exactly what I described in the O.P. Crazy stuff.

It does seem to be true what they: "The more you know, the more you realize how little you know". I have my own methods that are serving me quite well, but thank you for bringing my attention to thoughtforms once again - I can see how focusing on generating beneficial thoughtforms will serve me well.

Thanks for a Spotless reply, dude I basically agree with everything you've written there. Admittedly, I've just been through hoards and hoards of negative energetic assaults, control and potentially other things (see my other recent thread) but, you know, I guess it could be all self-generated thoughtforms, or a mixture of my own and those of others...many different kinds of people seem attracted to me - This is a blessing and a burden because you just can't be sure of what's going on inside other people most of the time...Say someone like myself leaves a Christian congregation or group and then, a while later, comes onto social media and clearly now operates in a paradigm outside theirs, you can probably understand how that person might be on the receiving end of many many prayers and/comments. That's just one example - You can probably see where you're coming from, but yes, I have to sort this out myself. A strange and difficult time, at least I know what I do.

What are the best books/other sources to learn?

From this week, I'll be training Martial Arts in a club setting again as well (I left the Dojo I was at before and haven't trained in a class for a couple weeks)...that always helps.

idiot_stimpy: Not entirely sure I agree with that. Nungali: I've been using EFT today to help me find out whether or not I'm holding actual repressed memories or I've just fabricated this at a Subconscious level for some reason or another, and to accept whatever comes up from doing that from a higher perspective (ie. not freak out with whatever comes). After doing a session I felt tense in my Body and kind of weary so I went to lie down, at which point some memories came up of things I definitely know happened during my (late) teens (not physical abuse, just memories of weird things going on in the House) - I also had images of my Dad staring Hypnotically into my Eyes when I was 4 years old or so. I remember having a conversation with an Uncle of mine as a Child where he was explaining Hypnosis to me. I'm detaching emotionally from this - It will take more work to get down into the nitty-gritty/the details (including what I could be fabricating) but I'm going to a Music Festival today, so later it will be. It's interesting that all that would pop into mind after doing the EFT though. You're probably referring to a poem I posted up here a while ago (?) If so, I would have written that one just after the first experience.

Thanks, idiot. Anything is possible here. Like I said, I don't want to believe stuff like this happened to me (it is quite far fetched) but lots of little things point to it at least being a possibility. It's at the point now where I'm healthy, so exploring a number of avenues to find out if it did or didn't is probably a good idea.

soaring crane: Thank you, the Family Constellation method seems interesting. Bagua: I'm on a regular rotation of those baths, thanks.

I'm open to that possibility.

Thanks for your contribution.

I rarely use a Hair Dryer, however I just bathed so my Hair is still kind of wet.

My conscious mind has a very difficult time believing such a thing could have happened to me. Proper memory regression seems like a good way to go here.

I could fairly easily organise that kind of therapy, it's just a matter of finding a suitable therapist. For obvious reasons I'd like to know the actual reality of what I posted about - No one really wants to believe that kind of thing happened to them, including me (I do still have doubts about whether or not it happened in the physical world) but it's something I've got to do. Thanks Seeker of Tao.

A favourite quote of mine.

Being on The Tao Bums has directly and indirectly taught me lessons in Patience, Creativity, Martial Arts, Sexuality, Magic and Mar-Vellious People.

If responding to a Koan with a Koan, is each Koan still a Koan? If conversing Koan to Koan, is it still a conversation?

I'd go Flying (no plane) like instead of going for a walk in the morning, go Flying. Jumping long distances at the very least. Unseen_Abilities

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UPDATE: I'm now quite sure that I was indeed dealing with a curse here...Having done the healing work a little while ago to dissolve any remaining connections to my ex, I had hours of the greatest sex I've ever had in my life last night - So passionate, such a beautiful person, such a good experience.