Unseen_Abilities

All of a sudden, I can hit very powerfully...it's funny how you practise for 'x' amount of time and then become conscious of your development all at once. I feel like I could nearly break a brick wall now - not any walls around here I could really try that on, but it's pretty cool!

I'm having a hardcore epiphany right now - I've never had an epiphany like this about my training before. Jeet Kune Do is the right style for me...I've come through schools and loved their arts but this is something quite profound - I may have been connected to Master Lee in a past life, because this feels like coming home (for real). I was just out on the Muk Yan Jong (I have a Muk Yan Jong in the shed out the back) and I started realizing The Way of Jeet Kune Do is the art I'm supposed to learn. I wanted to share this profound moment with the Tao Bums. Love, Unseen_Abilities.

Exactly...I did have a profound moment of deep resonance yesterday, but as well as that the philosophy is perfect for me with the other art and music I create (which includes neo-pantheistic chaos faith). Perfect.

I last for hours when having sex already. I'll look into Iron Crotch but I'm in no rush - I'm doing lots of occult work right now...thanks for the info, skydog.

Anyone able to tell me about Iron Crotch training?

Amazon, eh? Didn't think of that. People often ask me if I'm from Canada - I have an accent, but I don't know how.

I've got some online from Chris Lomas at www.ironpalmproductions.com but there's also a few places around here that have it.

Also, I'm studying Uechi-Ryu Karate which has body conditioning exercises as well.

I mainly do Iron Hand as part of the freestyle training that I do - I own Sifu Chris Lomas' Iron Hand DVD and training bag, and I use breathing exercises combined with the Dit Da Jow like he demonstrates in the DVD. It's easy to injure yourself doing this, so I'm careful.

What can you recommend for learning basic drills, forms, etc.? Many thanks.

Thanks Michael, I'll look into those suggestions.

"I'm so sorry you spent your 20th birthday in an institution - it's not life as you wanted it to be, but in 4-5 years you'll be completely different, and in the future you'll be thrilled with the way your life is going. Don't let them make you think you're crazy - a whole lot of black magic has ACTUALLY been used against you. You're wondering if it goes further back than last year and this year - well it actually does. Don't give the nurses any more crap because they really do go all out on those guys. You'll get through it - I'm now 24, turning 25 in less than a month and everything has completely changed. You won't love your Mum & Dad but you've taken the right steps for your life. You're actually a skilled Chaote now and you'll learn how to love your life again, and be better than you can imagine. Don't worry, the Music will go well for you again, but the next few years will actually get very very rough at times as well. I know you can hear me, don't get angry - I'm like, really really Scorpio and I'm just your future self bring good to you."

I'm quite busy with lots of stuff right now - there's a local Silat guy who held a seminar a few months ago that I went to and enjoyed...great feel...but I can't take on formal lessons right now. The Kuntao/Silat book that C T linked looks perfect for now.

Thanks, C T, Edward.

Enrol him in local Taekkyeon dojang, develop abilities.

You could lose yourself in the drawing of a sigil for better meditation/visualisation skills, or use eft and/or affirmations to help you out with it. Stripping magic(k) right down and demystifying it was the greatest thing for me - I'm having huge success doing it the way I am now.

Move if necessary, otherwise enjoy

Josh Christ himself probably had a breathing trick or few up his sleeves.

I've been reflecting on my life lately...when I bought The Satanic Bible (now 5-6 years ago) and toyed with demonic invocation I experienced the full onslaught of herds of Sorcerers that wrecked my Life for a good while - I experienced so much black magick from that time up until quite recently (even today they get to me sometimes, but now I've got the Strength, Techniques, Cunning & Skill to get their energy working for me, though I still feel their assaults as they come in) that I'm wondering if, in this case, the Satanic exploration I fell into (through coming into contact with people who told me about the Occult) was simply the catalyst that opened up some (potentially very) ancient things - I've posted numerous times about these things so I won't go into much detail here, suffice to say that using the words "onslaught", "assault" & "torture" to describe what I've experienced would not be an exaggeration in the slightest. On past lives: Is it possible for my soul (or whatever you want to call it) to have been cursed a long time ago, in another life (or other lives) and for it to have carried through to this one? I've felt very strong Karmic Connections (for want of a better phrase) to some very interesting people - famous people, even - and then there's the issue of the family I was born into in this lifetime as well, so I'm trying to work out how I could have attracted the level of attention that I have from these cults. In and amongst the experiences I've had (this is going back a few years now when it was very bad) were faces (and the voices of) certain people saying "here we go again..." or words to that effect and visions of a particular guy saying "most tortured soul forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever..." to give a couple examples. So I'm wondering. Thank You.

Well, that's it isn't it. Pure wisdom.

I've been noticing the archetypal current(s) a lot lately...the Aquarian energy I have (which includes a stellium in the 12th in Draconic) drives me to look outside the already created mythologies and make these things into something of my own...most definitely archetypal in certain ways though - I couldn't deny that if I tried (which I have ).

I've looked at my Draconic chart too, quite recently, and I'm grateful I came across it because I can now see it's influence as I look back over my life so far.

I've studied my own natal chart in detail. It's an intense chart, having the Sun and three planets in Scorpio, Aries Moon, Aquarius Rising and North Node (therefore Leo South Node) in the first house - North Node in the first that is. Also a Capricorn stellium in the 12th with some crazy intense T-Square action, and also a well potent Lilith in Scorpio at 0 degrees after a Libra Midheaven. I've been extremely tortured in life but I'm as good as I could be at this point, with things ploughing along strongly.

Clench the perineum muscles every day - works a treat.