skydog

it seems like a taboo and a "bad" thing to want to change the world like its somehow evil or unspiritual Personally I want to change the world,

skydog retreats like the little pussy shit he is heee heeh he ye

captain marvelll

cap marvel saw my post so yeh

I dont know made me sad, but then my thought were a little innaccurate etc

One must avoid work Not actual work but the attitude of doing things for future rewards for future money for reputation for fame for safety then one becomes a slave to the future one is not playing one is not dancing one is working like a slave living like a robot purpose of life purpose of living can be killed quickly by people telling you something and you believing it purpose is the soul fine me purpose stay with me soul I become like fire I become like an eagle and soar throughout the world while thunder strikes me repetitively storms and wind blow me side to side I lie cold in a cave as an eagle shivering till I nearly die and come out alive soaring through the sky I come out alive Alive like a butterfly alive with fire I keep my fire alive I like my fire fire is for me joy is for me be emotionless what fucking bullshit joy harmonises sadness be emotionless is impossible intellectual crap

and I didnt destroy anything it was a metaphor

I dont do egoless stuff

rip up my painting cos I dont work for the future with meticulous planning bullshit does this make logical sense do I have to think about that Is this fitting in with the rules Is this ok to do this or that Well I dont give a fuck Ill break the rules cos I enjoy doing that Ill paint today what I feel today and not what I felt yesterday Set it on fucking fire fuck this bullshit of living yesterday or living the future I come through and live now I am on fire and I wont take anyones shit I become an animal and become crazy with remore until I cry wild like a fucking demon till I die https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dp9beHIjkJY&feature=share

http://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/ http://www.nofap.org/ The energy on here is conducive to certain goals, spending 5-10 minutes a day here will be beneficial for those with certain intentions, I aim to

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Thanks for your thoughts, they have validity The post I made is only for people who choose not to fap or want to a little less, maybe not for every body or at least right now. Nice on the GF, btw peace

EDIT: I wanted to clarify myself and reasons, but later I feel this is unconstructive and unneccessary.

Thanks, I appreciate your concern, but am not overdoing it... It may appear that way...but I think mostly it is an appearance

Hahah I know I was trying to choose a name for this thread I actually thought the word no fap/fapping was the least offensive/distasteful, but thats just me

I have one of the windows open on my computer all the time, I might be delusional but maybe it kinda purifies my computer space hahah actually Im sure thats not delusional

Writing some thoughts that come to me now The past is eternal There is never ending amounts of things to heal There is never ending amounts of ancestors, descendants, the worlds things to heal Trying to heal 90% of the time is coming from a space of not being happy with the way things are When one comes to a space of feeling complete acceptance, harmony, play, joy, beauty What is left? Why the need to focus on the past.. The past is done Nature focuses on feelings of hope, relaxation The past is a thought form taking place now One can even try to heal the future Perhaps there is never ending amounts of future stuff to heal Trying to heal 90% of the time is coming from a place of not being happy with the way things are When on comes to a space of feeling complete acceptance, harmony, play, joy beauty What is left? Why the need to focus on the future Maybe see what ones Intentions are once one gets to that state of harmony How are ones perspectives different How are ones ideas different One takes on different identity One takes on different beliefs COming from that space is the space of profound wisdom A vibrational wisdom and not an intellectual wisdom from a blocked heart First get to that space then see what is left Making intentions and actions from a certain vibration is different to making it in a different vibration One way of making Qigong fun, Is to do a playful fun qigong like animal imitation qigong, mixed with dance, spontaneous movement, music, maybe playing ones own instruments, laughter Well it does that for me

Smiling from the inside, breathing from the earth, appreciating life and nature

The idea is not to spend so much time fighting the lust and urges with breathing techniques and repeating mantras like I have control and self discipline and willpower and focusing on the colour green or even one I thought of now 1,2,3 and jump maybe a little bit but have it so far neutralised and purified before one gets anywhere near to it

Appreciation/celebration Giving thanks for things one has, maybe whilst playing an instrument Tuning to the vibration of that

pure truth is that you

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From my experience of walking around trees doing spontaneous movement, and/or dancing to music and speaking and getting lessons from the the tree teachers Yes I believe trees are beings SO I would start off and pay my respects to the tree and get intuitive guidance about which tree is the highest vibration, wants to work with me, is the most powerful etc, I also have utmost respect and appreciation for trees Then I start to get messages and repeat mantras while going around the tree such as Everything is in perfect harmony Its ok relax EVerythings perfect Yes even that haha laughter its ok your safe then I might get a command or information about what I want to ask and then I would receive epiphanies about things in my life I should be doing or start to think about things in my life that are blocking me energetically and lowering my vibration then occasionally I would receive a mantra and repeat it twenty times I would receive wisdom about the future being safe and keep asking the tree questions but the tree is a being of light and would pour down light on me there would be no hatred just strong vibrations of love, of harmony, of joy, of play and silliness I would receive songs, and even bullshit silly stories I would receive poems and non logical rhymes oh yeh and start praying for different people when the time is right it might be right to finish I would allow my whole experience to be about craziness and letting go and allowing the wild to be there intuitively i would know when to finish and when a lot of issues and blockages have been dissolved i would walk away with taks of life things to achieve actions which improve my vibration and walk away with tremendous respect and love for trees i would also walk away in a shamanic state of consciousness one of silliness, one of being interconnected and in love with everything and one of power and there would be no effort to stop thinking because thoughts wouldnt be there. i love trees and yeh really im writing some books so felt like putting some thoughts down..

nice

well this takes balls to keep here and im going to be yin