skydog

Energy transmission, shaking medicine, kundalini

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Words have power beautiful words create beauty laughter, beauty and beauty

talking about ego really scary and creepy coming from the ego letting go of the existence of the ego is like letting go of the nature of existence said tampons *tampex

I am skydog let it be known

yes please

Didnt read the other replies apologies.. but focus on/conjure up emotions of appreciation and love and consider what you need to accomplish before death. There is some extremism about so called "emptiness" on this board.. I wouldnt take it all as gospel peace

ya im pretty sure who i intended the post for read it

You know for the first time I have little thoughts about these kind of subjects, I dont even have an opinion. I see people screaming about it on facebook, but upload my facebook with a picture of a rainbow..lol

They want a man that is not afraid to be alone. They want a man that has the courage to take a step into solitude. They want a man that isn't weak minded. They don't want someone that always has to depend on a crowd or always has to be with someone or is glued to his phone 24/7. They don't want a popular man, they don't want the popular party guy, they don't want a materialistic man, they don't want someone who will bring them drama, they dont' want someone that they have to compete with others or compete for time. They want a man that is tuned into nature, humble, free from restrictions. Women want a man that is himself, and the only way to find himself is in solitude and nature. I developed this loner/ solitude aura which came from lack of love and not hanging out with anyone back when I was a teen. People can sense this for some reason and find it extremely attractive . From the painful feeling of loneliness, I got use to it and it flowered into solitude. It took many many years before it turned into solitude. Solitude where I actually enjoy my own company and being by myself, no distractions or dependence on people or material things. Let me tell you the type of girls I attracted. The materialistic, the non materialistic, the beautiful ones, the shy ones, the mean bitchy ones, the popular ones. EVEN OLDER WOMEN, yuck haha. Trying to be popular, trying to belong somewhere, always hanging out with people, glued to Facebook, social media and the phone. Constant suffering, constant desire, constant for more and more. They live their lives for themselves, their egos.Wow thank you very much for this post, I can really relate...Are you me? haha I used to play basketball for hours to keep me sane too Contemplating this topic of trying to fit in, belong, attract women whilst reminaing spiritually orientated (yes yes, I know there is no difference between normal and spiritual...but there kind of is IMO!) I am getting insecure about the common theme of accidentally shocking people with saying profound/deep/mystical things..some part of me thinks this is very anti social...I also think I cant help this which makes me lonely But It is very helpful to change ones beliefs...I.e moving to zero...currently my thoughts illogically revolve around me thinking I need to be mr popular, on my phone all th time etc That paragraph I underlined is perfect...

lol not sure it seems to have this affect on me strong detachment..makes me very "water" or something...sometimes It is deeply blissful, often feel like nothing matters...depends if ones grounded i guess

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Dont call it pua dont even associate with the stuff you find creepy. Its like spirituality or anything, one needs to go a bit extreme to find some balance

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Yeh..thats how Im feeling these days...Im in bliss doing my qigong why do I care about some meaningless rubbish, but I guess theres some part of me that needs to be more in tune with the world, having fun, being balanced , socially calibrated at certain times with certain people etc etc