skydog

I see, I see thanks

If 99.99% of people on this forum said this was nonsense as I think they have on another thread I made on the same subject, would that make it nonsense.

Nice poem Leon.

FORM IS void and void is form. Why do people go on and on about "emptiness" as if it is the "only and ultimate truth" its not. Passion is part of life, emotions and desires are part of life. I get highly annoyed when people express their creativity and other people shit on it!

and im on day 35 or something of no porn, I havent been paying attention to lower dan tien etc but my creativity and other issues have really just exploded to some degree. You may want to experiment , now Im of the opinion there is little/no benefit of porn/masturbation.

Oh and personally I know 95% of people dont agree with me but Im sharing my opinion, forget conventional work, that tends to make me fucking insane and hateful. People like you shouldnt be in certain environments, it is just my opinion, feel free to ignore etc. If you want owmake moeny do something unstressufl im trying a security guard etc on top of creativty. the post I made about highly sensitive person (which I guess would be you) would indicate that procesisng too much is very damaging to your sense of peace, doing too many tasks at once, dealing with constant pressure, rules and obeying others will destroy creativity imo.

Some more thoughts coming to mind Root Chakra and 2nd chakra, 3rd chakra etc etc etc is about things like safety, feeling stable, feeling at home, feling powerful, sexual energy, creativity, passion I was doing stillness movement for 5 months ish I had lots of creativity then. Only thing is Paying attention to lower dan tien I wouldnt obtain blissful, empty high states of mind so easily, I would also feel grumpy and tense. Now I know that is partly to do with past life memories where my feelings of being safe, belonging, struggle where extremely messed up, feeling suicidal etc. I also felt like this "focus" was very different to letting go, and this ground energy was of a different quality to heavenly energy and in many ways I liked the heavenly energy. Recently I found it very important to stay grounded otherwise Im gonna explode/fly away somewhere etc. So my point is your lower chakras are in need of work, and your in need of grounding which will help all those things like feeling safe, stable, powerful, belonging, sexual energy (also creativity is the same energy) This can be done in manyw ays experiment and find what works for you you can try stillness movement, horse stance, spontaneous movements/dance/animal movements etc AND AND heal the issues, the past life memories, the current life memories, the stuff from ancestors which is making your issues with the lower chakras difficult. The cellular memories and trauma IMO lives in a place or dimension for ever and will always contribute to how you feel and meditation, exercise can cover up the pain temporarily but not forever so memory healing, yuen method, healing codes, eft matix reimprinting etc etc. Also another thing might like for grounding stay in the body and bagua etc etc. WHen you start to feel passionate, powerful, belonging, safe etc you will attract more of that like law of attraction. I am writing this because Ive been sharing the same struggles, and can relate. Oh yeh and talking about things/concepts may be useful but most useful is removing the feelings, the energy or making decisions or taking action etc.

Desire is part of life. The desire to give up desire is a desire itself.

Also sense of power is very important..If you feel weak, powerless, not good enough, not capable your probably not going to create much.

http://sixrevisions.com/productivity/designers-creative-block/ Maybe perfectionism.

Yes exactly I like to express my thoughts on this forum for example...and when I do be sure to know there will be 10 people giving me "advice" about how there is something wrong with me when I make a post expressing something I enjoy or an epiphany, even if for one second I believe them and put more trust in their view than my own all my faith and trust in my self is smashed, relying on others for knowing. School system says you dont know and were going to teach you. Just have faith in your self your own voice, but I also feel that particuarly for you your creativity is changing like I mentioned in the first post yeh be creative but loving creativite. Being yourself is an interesting subject because "self" is coming from the environment, experiences in this life and perceptions of those experiences, gender, achievements, social conditioning, other lives, what you call self is not really limited to the personality you think you are.. Also forget about humility, and forget about ideas why your not good enough. Humility can be very blocking. Think about it like yeh your amazing and so is everyone else. God

You may find your creativity is different after you go through healing. You can create from a different heart space. I mean theres people who are creative at mass killings and then theres people who make disney films/love songs. Be thankful to this experience for teaching you what it needs to. My perception of my parents telling me IM worthless (which I dont even remember anymore due to perspective change) I try to see it as teaching me that I can trust myself and not depend on them for my sense of self or the environment or society, or understanding how parents can be. Kind of like every cloud has a silver lining and then the situation changes once your perspective changes. Having past life memories recently of being a really violent father, and being a kid who got abandoned and beaten by a father. I feel pretty thankful for my parents now. Change your focus, ignore reaffirming this idea of whats happening or complaining it just strengthens it. I really wish you the best man.

I agree Love yourself, love others

hmm

Lol Ah I was a weee young lad I finished volunteering abroad after my first year of university. It was such an amazing experience. My mum gave me the tibetan book of the dead. I read it and wanted to make a website, and was making articles based on my understanding of the book. I wanted to make the articles as good as possible, and watched as many videos on near death experience etc it was on a mind level to show other people but helped me mostly I think the mind works like that, helped me quit university, move to a different part of the country to find a job to go travelling, where I had no friends, no family, also distanced myself from groups of friends I felt were not for me, I figured how I would want to live with no fear of death moving towards that.

It is a good subject to contemplate I spent a few months contemplating the subject deeply, helps to put things in perspective, I was having a chat the other day and it seems that buddhists aim to get out of the cycle of birth and rebirth, a lot of taoists want to fly out of their head/immortality, whereas some others believe that life on earth is about growth and the universe is constantly growing, and you can have certain lives to rest, but ones soul chooses incarnations on earth in order to grow. I find the latter view more suited to my own tastes but to each their own. I do find that the view of everything as empty as extremely nihilstic and actually some people actually have described hell as where there is nothing and no meaning.

^awww shucksss

I would be loving and kind as possible, be love, and have fun doing some things I enjoy. I would then tell you that form is void and void is form and your getting really obssessed with emptiness.

It could be a past life issue or something. Get advice or healing from a psychic. I have/still experience feelings for someone who two different people told me was my wife in two past lifes.

To be edited later... I did speak a bit judgmental, but my experiences with this is pretty good so far.

Havent seen that show...but yeh right now I can imagine what someone who overdosed on crack and died felt like.

Im a fucking nuclear bomb