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actually want to go further the mere fact one exists means they are worthy of existance, just like a butterfly or a bird or a bee, or a star, or an angel, they exist so they are worthy of existence any feeling of unworthiness or shame deep down comes from a feeling of believing "one shouldnt exist, one wants to exist, one doesnt exist, one is dead...but you exist...and that is enough..the mere fact you exist means that the universe wants you to exist...

and guys if you find a post irritating just ignore...

If one is part of the universe they are special...

cheers mate may you be happy too

Ive been doing a lot of memory healing...granted with nearly everything one can be a little over eager, or make mistakes or overdo it or hasty. Anyways it seems a physical issue has got a lot better meanwhile my lower back seems to be hurting quite a lot...just from manipulating a memory and not finishing properly or something. Anyways I have faith it will correct itself or I can get it healed whatever but interesting to notice.

cheers although the issue has healed now, I just found it very weird/interesting how manipulating a memory caused my lower back to hurt...and hurt a considerable amount... peace

cheers

Aaron Thank you for your post, I felt more respect there. i appreciate it. yes you have valid points.. Although I will address one point memory healing according to a certain member brought up energetic weaknesses that were trapped, it is ok to do, but if one uses a method that also takes care of these hidden things such as yuen method, sometimes there is great progress but a step backward of mind going crazy happens too. 2 steps forwards one step back. Also in regards to meditation. I am in meditation nearly all day. In fact yesterday I didnt sleep I was awake while my body was in a state of full sleep, even had a couple of dreams this morning in a state of deep sleep aware. If meditation is used as a therapy it is ego enhancing to a certain degree.. Also yes I live with my parents, but am 22 and am working on different ways to support myself without doing work I dont enjoy, I am getting there. I also am doing much better with parents, control and kindness.. SO I am happy about this. Also I do not have much money, so I am alone, but am fairly happy in my solitude, It would be nice to do some things I used to do such as art/dance/drumming etc...but this would mean I wouldnt be able to purchase things I am doing to support me being able to support myself permanently. I appreciate your wisdom, and time spent in meditation... cheers

Hi Thetaoiseasy I have another question, I humbly request you could shed some light on. I am interested in art, and am also using it as a method to live in society without being ordered around in a slave like job for 50 hours a week, as I feel I am fairly sensitive. Also I like to show others some things I feel they could benefit from in a neutral way (which doesnt annoy peoples egos), granted I am no garandmaster, but I still feel there is some wisdom in me... I am interested in Essence Painting and Visionary/symbolic/Psychadelic art, that is art that relates a message/meaning or lots of great energy. I have a friend who sells her essence paintings for a decent amount, and while I am not interested in being super rich or powerful (although to some degree these are concepts and I already am), I do want to support myself somewhat and also so I can learn somethings and set up some projects that can benefit others (I would like to think) Anyways If someone of high energy spending lots of time in cultivation makes a spontaneous painting what is the effect of their painting (their mood?) does it send energy, would it be useful to project energy onto the painting with my hand for say 20 minutes after while being in a good state. I dont want to say I have good energy as that is a bit arragant but surely it can at least be cultivated even more....Also do the energy of the paintings depend on ones current mood in time eg a painting one week might be done at a time of deep relxation, another painting may be more confused. I would really appreciate you shedding some light on these topics.. Cheers Sinan

You are proving my point with your constant mockery and sarcasm..

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lol I was just making the point about positivity, good emotions, law of attraction, is also a cultivation method...instead of all this power obssession stuff with more negativity...in fact power comes from virtue.

For sure man there is a lot of wisdom there too, same as much of taoism/christianity/buddhism...but oh well you wernt here of it unless john chang says so.. ..

cheers man, I am done with trying to give out goodness to people who shit on it

Aaron thank you for your "advice" Im sure you mean well but I really dont like your tone, i find it condescending and almost like I am a mental patient, I mentioned I was doing memory healing which brought up some crap, no need to go on and on about it..I am fine, in fact one may benefit from figuring out where to point this figure at or who to.. The post was about a simple idea which has some negative connotations maybe but also has some merit, I am not fond of being in my eyes attacked for an opinion or thought which happened to go through my head.

Honestly More pie guy, I think there is much wisdom in what bashar is saying, I think you would benefit, forgive me for being blunt or offering information you think you dont want.

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Ah ok that explains things, shy can mean good too, but here it can also mean overly scared or weak or unmanly...which is probably irrational Yes I was shy in a past life too, and wasnt too fond of some parts of this..maybe something that got me into spirituality etc but peace and love to you both..

ah ok, that settles my understanding as I do stillness movement neigong that is good to hear. Yes with this virtue thing, I think everyone wants to do the right thing deep down and wisdom gained helps this, but in the west (Im assuming you are not so familiar with this I may be wrong) There are some sensitivities around who calls who good or bad and people are quite sensitive about how this topic is addressed due to religion, control and dogma...but deep down the point remains the same, please keep posting your virtue posts (you would probably do so anyways but yeh...... Cheers

I am careful, controlled, sensitive..You can call me shy if you want but personally i dont like the implications of this word.

Ok ive realised its cool to feel like im progressing but can annoy me when "I feel" i am not progressing or regressing, are these concepts, conceptual things, should this even be my focus..I am, I exist.... Lets see I guess progress is a dream like thing it kind of does exist and it is nice to feel like your improving or aim at something, but is there a better focus, do enlightened masters ponder there progress or get angry at a situation that may make them seem like they are regressing? Just doodling thoughts again?

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