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Make him feel better. Good will builds our world. Love holds everything together. They are the same thing to me. Shouldn't gentelwind deserve the same treatment as that boy? Especially gentlewind is a saint, IMHO.

I'm a fan of Star Trek. I look forward for the day I board Enterprise to tour the galaxy. The captain Kirk had fling in every other planet. Do Aliens have compatible sex body part with human? I'd find out then.

Please don't be so humble. http://thetaobums.com/topic/28172-animal-flesh-and-the-fall-of-man/page-23 Actually the wise man was bolder than I remembered. "Just tell me some lies that make you feel good about yourself. I'll believe you."

A very wise man once said "tell me something to make yourself feel better. I'd believe you."

It echoes my experiences. Keep doing the fake, the real will follow. Though we don't know for sure when the real will show up, we must have faith it'll show up soon or later. The conviction actually builds the MCO as well.

We can train our body either respond to something or not respond to something. Every response is conditioned anyway. I'd believe in anything that make my life easier and happier. Then I train my body/mind/spirit to behave that way.

Good idea. I just tried to donate money to this forum. It only take bitcoins. I don't konw about bitcoins. I was ripped off by Paypal. I don't use web money anymore.

I read somewhere that 8 extra acupoints was trigger points for 4 meridians link (ren, du, yin bridge and young bridge). The book also said massaging these points would help Qi runing within the meridians link. At that time, I didn't have the ability to test the claims. Now I can't locate the book.

What kind of food are you eating? They sound awesome. I want some.

Good idea. Too bad, I can't contribute much because I'm in the free style group. I do appreciate you guys build the steps and landmarks, so I know where I am in the process.

If I misunderstood what you wrote, I'm sorry. It's not the first time I made blunder. To be honest, I question the validity of weed usage. That's one of the reason that I quit for half year if you read the entire thread. I'm posting mainly for my benefit. I want to erase my own doubt.

Not being able to fit into the environment of your present isn't "awakening". It's called "crazy". You don't need motivation or goal to do something nor you need a reason to smile. Just do something, man.

smoke slowly Breathe in fully Breath out fully and hold until gasp reflex Inhale fully and hold for 10-15 seconds Take 5 minutes to relax and scan your body I just noticed that I actually used a method similar to Wim Hof Method. This method anble me use less weed. I don't do well with pains. The weed ease the unformatable feeling from gasp reflex.

I have plenty of faith in God. If that's God will, so be it. Life is a gamble. We all know that casino always win. Do they have 100% odds on their favor? Of course not. If they win every single hand, nobody would be inside any casinos. The odds are from 52% to 60% depending on the games. I'm a winner since I'm still breathing so far. My odds is surely over 50%. It also means that I made tons of mistakes as well. How can I be in the moment if I let these mistakes bother me? Besides, I have no ideas which was a mistake or wich was a winning move. I resent the statement of sort like "you can't get enlighted/find truth/be able do this and that if you smoke weed". Maybe I don't care about being enlighted/find the truth/be able do this and that. That's what you want and desire, it's fine. You walk your path, I walk mine. If our path come across, I'd say hello and nice to see you. I hope you don't shout back "I hope you die in a desert".

You hit the nail. That's reason we can't have contact with "aliens" now for they are "us". Our collective virtue isn't up to the task yet.

I don't want to be the next Lao Tzu, Chen Sen Fang or Buddha. I just want to be me. Isn't me good enough? Yes, me is good. I say so. And I'm happy.

Why don't you try it and report back since you're so interested?

What's the lineage of Lao Tsu? What's the lineage of Buddha? What's the lineage of Zhang San Feng (supposely the inventor of Tai Chi Chun)? I'd rather to be the first authentic "I" than the second best of anybody. Back to topic. I applaud Tai Cheng for his effort and guts to promote what he believes in with his own resources. I hope he'll do well.

We're much bigger than sun. We're the universe and more.

So what things did you see when you're on drugs? thanks.

Well, the Chinese words are more revealing "make the golden pill" or "immortal drug".

Speaking of chemicals, do you know why Taoist yoga is also called internal Alchemy?

There is a "pump" at Jade pillow (Du-16). I think she activated it. Master Mantak Chia recommended Crane Neck to open the cranial pump. I just tried it. It's more like --->Jade pillow (du-16) -- ->crown (Du-20) ---> third eye circle. I think it's a good circulation of qi. I don't know if the sinuses have anything to do with it except for alignment purpose. Again, I have no teacher. Don't trust my word.

I'm not a Qi Gong expert. I don't have any teacher. So take my word with caution. From my personal experience, one can run qi from any two active points. The qi goes back and forth between the points. If done correctly, the qi will become stronger and faster. The path connecting the two points is alos effected by the Qi movement. If one has three active Qi points, one can move the qi in a circle along the three points. If one run the Qi fast enough, when the Qi head catches on the tail, it'd run automatically by itself. Of course, one can have more active Qi point along the circle. There are so many Qi points in the body, the combination is limitless. Some path are easier than others. So long you feel right, then it's OK to experiment. Good progress. You seem to have good control of your Qi.

Thank you. It's totally OK with off topic discussion with me so long it's useful or entertaining. How can you shake for 5 hours? I'd be exhausted in half hour. Are you in a group setting? Do you have external source of energy like a drum or loud music? Or a cute girl with a whip?