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Nobody sucking your energy. When you're at high spiritual frequency, your mood has more effect on others than another way around.

Then you have to rethink what meditating means to you. Most people think meditating is to hide out in a cave to sit in full lotus to face a stone wall. Well they probably got their ideas from movies and books. The majority of real sages are among us as regular folks. I'm not saying you can't become sage by a hermit. But those types serve different purpose. I learned how to have orgasm without ejaculation. After having a few orgasm, I tend to be in a good mood (who wouldn't). Then I'd have another orgasm. If the orgasm was strong to the point of painful. I spread the vibration and good feeling up to my other chakras. I opened up a few chakras that way. Then I found out that prostate massage could open up my pelvic area very well. Of course, breath, breath and breath. I tried experiment with different type of breathing. Different type of breathing for different situation.

I'm an engineer. One model is that we're reverse engineering the universe (outside and inside). Everything under the sun is inside ourselves or outside in the whole universe already. We only get "divine" inspiration. This view is related to another view that we human are AI. The major difference between human and AI is that AI can't come up with an original idea. I disagree. I believe we're playing a game of pushing envelop. Each new generation has the accumulated knowledges of the previous generations, and are equiped with better tools. They can either add new definitions into the existing world, or push the limit of some old definitions. Back to fortune cookie. During a period of depression, I got a very uplifting message inside a fortune cookie. "Your existence is a contribution to the mankind" It was of great help to me. Who cares what the truth is. I prefer to pretending to be the favorite creation of God than thinking oneself a trapped bug inside a glass jar. I'd rather want to feel empowered than helpless, curious than dull, content than bitter sour.

That'll be a good start. Living is better than dying for most part.

Have you heard about holocaust? The guy who behind it, Adolf Hitler was a vegetarian. tell me about fall of man?

Well, you can have them appreciate you. It'll be a glorious night spend with "God" for them. You can have them massage you, fetch you fancy drinks, bring you a juicy burger, and any other harmless fun you can imagine. Carry them to fly like Superman. You sure get the idea.

man, you need learn how to meditate. Maybe you can figure out the trick to turn those fantasy ladies into your companion in your lucid dream state or trance state. I think TI has the tools to do it. But he doesn't seem to be interested. Please tell me how when you find it out.

That's how you show your love to a cow: kill the buffalo? I had some good buffalo burger at Ted's grill. But it's a little too lean and gamy. I still prefer the cow burger. Sorry, the cow must die.

AI or human, it's just a name. I'm not overly concerned with names. I think I'll find out about what "death" is in due course, i.e. when I die, at least another thirty years. Then I'll take the trip of death. Now I'm living. I want to figure out how to have a good life. I'm not dying to figure out death.

Really? How do you know that? If it's not your "ego" who wrote these above paragraph, who wrote it? Are you beyond "ego"? Is "ego" that "bad"?

If you're sure that you're AI, how about the environment? Are they "real" or "made" as well?

Is reptillian bad? Is lower bad? Is instinctual bad? The way to go to fourth dimension is to think in that dimesion. Some unsolvable problem in 2 dimesion isn't even a problem in 3 dimension. Along the same line of thinking. Some black and white problem in 3 dimesion is not an issue at all.

You've spent too much time on the farm, you know? Do you use a ladder or chair?

I always try to blend in when the environment is pleasant, i.e. make my body vibrate at the same frequency as my surroundings. From my experience, the noise inside a moving car is very comforting.

I think the "fu" in this context is related to tao idea of "realized human" or "real man". It may be the same stage as "awakened" in Buddhist. The "immortal" is the same as the "enlightened".

If one can't show another person, who is supposely buddha at heart, feel the love. It'll be almost impossible to make a cow feel the love.

Samosa. The veggie version is almost as good as the meat version. Then again, any fried stuff taste good. Fried donuts, my favorite. yum.

Have you tasted a veggie burger? It's dreadful. If you can come up with faux meat that tastes good, I'll have it regularly and reduce my meat consumption.

Very true, Tao in a simple sentence. Unfortunately, truth can only be experienced; can't be taught. Fortunately, there is a whole world out there for us to experience.

During meditation, my hands are alwasy in one form of mudras or another.

Anger is an useful energy. It can easily turn into courage, which is very much needed in the battle field. Human history is a war history. We males are conditioned to generate anger easily by millions years of fighting. To change the "circuit" of anger machine in a few years isn't easy. One method I use is to convert the anger energy into other form of energy. One form is what I call crazy man lion roar. Basically I stand firm with my leg a little wider than my shoulder, raise my both hand upward. My hands shaking fast, the vibration permeat my whole body. I shake my head violently (be careful with your neck) to loose my face muscle, my eye opens wide, and I made the "lion roar" from my LDT. After practice, I can do it silently in the stall of a bathroom. If that's not enough, I turn into the Iceman/Chuck Liddel pose, and shout up to the sky "f%$k you, God. You f&$king piece of shit!". Also in silent if people can hear me. I think it's a good use of energy. I fixed a few blockage that way. Of course, it's a temp fix. Good luck.

Search for third eye on this forum. There are quite a few good suggestions by our knowledgeable members. Get the Samual Sagan (spl?) book, you'll understand how to "climb" into it. "climb" isn't a good choice of word. I guess the teacher wasn't a native English speaker. Or one wanted to sound like Yoda "the dim blue dot, climb into it, you can't; the bright pearl, fly into it, you may."

The definition of some words that you used. Endeavor: Try hard to do or achieve something Motivate: To provide with an incentive Discipline: Training expected to produce a specific character or pattern of behavior It seems that you force yourself to do something that you don't like. How about doing something that you love to do and good for you?

Isn't that the "norm"? One feels good after sex? Otherwise, nobody would do it.

I recently found out that I've got nimitta, the mental sign. During meditation, I open my eyes look over my nose for a while, I can see a ball bundle of very faint white threads. They gradually become more and more dense. The color appears to be golden. It feels like the light come from my third eye like a mini flash light (not a powerful one). I can project the nimitta on the ground, on a wall or other place. I have to move my head slowly for the nimitta to follow my movement or it stays in the old spot. My question is what to do with it? Can you post your personal experiences please? I don't care much about book recommendation mainly I don't know much about Jhanas and I don't have time to go through the terminoligy of various buddhist books.