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  1. Testicles hurt when focusing on dantian

    It might be a good idea to move the qi around your body. I don't understand your method. When you have the "fire" in your TD, why don't do something with the "fire"?
  2. is time real does it exist?

    Isn't that a waste of time to discuss if time exist or not? I guess the number 1 lesson in estoric study is that everything is empty. Why is time any different? I'd like to know the nature of time and how to manipulate to my advantage.
  3. Spiritual Eye (Blue Pearl) in Taoist literature

    Well, I guess you haven't read one of the most important taoism book: the secret of golden flower. Since your third eye is kind of open, Wilhelm version won't help you much. The Cleary version is good. Deci belle wrote many excellent articles about it in the forum. I just recently started applying. I haven't figure out exactly how it works yet.
  4. To strengthen your will to change. Rebel against status quo. I'm more of a pacifier.
  5. Hello from student of Internal Arts

    welcome on board. Good lucks with your book.
  6. Tao v. Wade

    Thank you for sharing your personal life experience. My ex wife did indeed have an abortion without telling me. She later revealed the information in anger during a nasty arguement. The anger has been with me for many years. I hope I'll be able to forgive her in my heart because she did what was "right" to her at that moment. Ultimately I'd forgive myself for being ignorant. Love conquers All.
  7. I like this model. How do you nullify the operational code? thanks.
  8. HELP!

    Yes. It's type of thing that when I look back and shake my own head and say "was I crazy? How did I do it? I don't think I can ever do it again." I did smoke a little weed when I did that 12 hours run. Vanity, another deadly sin.
  9. appearance of enlightenment

    I think you're right. However, I still wonder if it's a good training tool to teach yourself how to generate lights. Or is it a leakage of energy? Any input? thanks.
  10. Tao v. Wade

    You're right as well in another level. People like me tend to encourage diversification. To keep balance, people like you promote unification. We're just doing what we're "trained" to do. Until I become a "real human", I don't know who is typing this.
  11. Tao v. Wade

    From my reading, spontaneity is a result of tao practice. Can a person be spontanous with a predetermined answer to a loosely defined question? If my wife aborted our fetus without telling me, I'd have a problem with it. If a raped girl didn't want to carry the fetus of the rapist, then it's her choice. I don't even know why I should get involved. Tao allows paradox and contradiction.
  12. My path.

    It must be awful feeling to be rejected by someone, evern someone who's irrelevant to your core life. How to handle situation when others have different opinion than us is a skill of life long learning, for individual and society as a whole. You'll make new friends.
  13. HELP!

    http://thetaobums.com/topic/25797-multi-orgasmic-man-am-i-doin-it-right/page-2 In this thread, Alchemistgeorge and I already answered some of your questions. It's good to open MCO. But it may take a few years. What do you plan to do with sex at meantime? I still think it's very useful to separate orgasm from ejaculation to get to multi-orgasm stage. Most teen masturbate frequently anyway. The prostate massage is a good idea in general. However it's totally new experience. And, you're only 19. How do you feel about inserting something into your anus? it's not a simple skill either. It may take a few years to experience orgasm through prostate massage. Any compression is effective and dangerous. I don't suggest scrotal compression to beginners. You're only 19. You shouldn't worry about ejaculation yet. Remember, anything you learn, you want it to enhance your life, not panicing over leakeage of vitality.
  14. The Highly Sensitive Person

    It's not easy for any type of person. Most people feel beeing short changed and deserve "better". I don't know any good way out either. All I know is if I do the same thing, I'll get the same result.
  15. My path.

    Sorry about your friend. What happened?
  16. Good music. Good graphics. I'm not advanced enough to enjoy the pace. It's a bit too fast for me. I need more time to gether energy with concentrated mind. Thanks for posting.
  17. HELP!

    Well, not everyone learn to swim wants to swim across English channel. Most people are just content with splash in the back yard pool. IMHO, i don't think these are "must" at all. I could do two hours on average without a single day of meditation. My personal record was 12 hours non stop except rest for water and breath. That happend before I knew any form of meditation. I think that's good enough for most people's need.
  18. Falong qong (free) 8 Brocade (free) tai chi 18 form qi gong or shibashi (free) Kulun by Max
  19. HELP!

    First, you need to know what you have to work with. i.e. your own body. Be familiar with your own body. In a comfortable position, close your eyes, try to feel your genitals, perinum, anus and tail bone in detail. Practice this daily in different situation when you're more advanced. Second, you need to seperate orgasm from ejaculation. The self edging is a good tool. Basically you pleasure yourself as long as possible without ejaculation. After that you need to understand your girlfriend's body/mind/energy ... However concentrate on the yourself first. It may take a while.
  20. Yoga & Qigong - Compared (by you)

    I'm not enlightened. I don't know the path. I can tell you where I am and my experience so far. For me, the first most important thing is "realization" of nature of this world. I've seen this world as illusion. The world emptyness is tossed around by everyone. However the realization is not a world should be used lightly. It could change the brain organization. The second important thing is that me isn't really what I thought I was. The "me" is just a result of conditioning/training. This is a very hard concept to actual "realize". Pavlov's conditioned reflex experiment is a very simple and extremely clever demonstration of how I was "made". In one of my meditation, I went through the process of reconstruct my vision. It gave me the clear idea that what I "see" was a result of my "brain" processing a bunch of "information"/energy. Now I'm trying to figure out the real "me". Some people advocate to cut the root of "ego" or to kill your "ego". I can't do that for I have to make a living to support myself and my family. Those poeple probably have enough money in the bank or make a living by telling others how to live. I can't follow their advice though it might work for some. I like tao approach better. I'm just live in the moment with mindfulness when I remember. I'm sorry my answer seems to be irrelevant to your question. That's best I can do at this moment. Sooner or later you'll figure out anybody can answer your question but yourself.
  21. Yoga & Qigong - Compared (by you)

    further to where? Is there anything missing from your yoga practice? If not, why do you look for another practice? If so, can you tell us what you want that your yoga practice can't give to you?
  22. Skeleton meditation....focus point...

    According to Chinese reflexology, the left big toe is connected to pituitary gland, which is related with the third eye. In a simple word, the skeleton meditation is just to feel every single bone in the body at same time. Or there are more to it?
  23. Bumps on the Cultivation Path

    Thank you very much. I've been wondering about this for a while. This answered my question. The "stupid" Chinese yoga book was so vague. It said to fix the inner sun and moon with your ear. Of course, the instruction was meant for both external and internal. It's hard to be specific and general at same time.
  24. Happy Easter

    I was expecting cute bunny and colorful eggs. This serious looking man scared the big jesus out of me.
  25. Microcosmic orbit discussion

    Can you describe the procedure? I sometimes turn the small MCO (nothing higher than navel front and back), when I gether enough momentum, I turn the MCO. Another mehod that I don't know if it's safe or not. I stimulate my prostate with breathing control. It viberates at certain frequency by itself. I feel like a small heart beating down there. But by itself, it doesn't have enough juice to turn MCO. I have to connect it to LDT. Then my LDT become a power horse to turn my MCO. I haven't done that in a while. Because I had spetacular result, and also some QiGong phsycosis (or premature K).