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Sounds like a form of sleep paralysis. You're in the in between of the transition. In your case, you have some muscle control, but not totally. When I played with lucid dreaming a few year ago. It's normal for me to be in that state, especially in the afternoon nap. From wikipedia. Sleep paralysis is a phenomenon in which people, either when falling asleep or wakening, temporarily experience an inability to move. More formally, it is a transition state between wakefulness and rest characterized by complete muscle atonia (muscle weakness).

Are they relevant to my life? Not at all. The mosquito bite on my arm demands more attention than that. They might be of great interests to some. I just think it silly. Again, can you tell us some good aliens story?

Flolfolil, stop being depressed. Sorry, I just did that. I believe Flolfolil has the capacity to rise above his own depression without help from anybody else. Show me how it should be done your way. I might learn a few things.

I accept anything that works for me. I still believe Christ is the best person/plot/story/design. He loves all and forgives all. He doesn't put any stupid rules on others. I don't trust anyone who doesn't believe in Christ. Why? Because if a person can't accept a noble person like Christ in to his word, that person for sure won't allow me with so many faults into his world. Please, no religious flame here. I'm talking about Christ, buhhda and Lao Tsu as individual person.

"Sitting in meditation without being grounded on natural soil." I have no idea what you meant. Do you really sit on your butt on the "natural soil" during sittint meditaion? I've read Dr. Yang, Jwing-Ming's book and watched his video. He seems to be knowledgeable. Calling him a snake oil saleman just because you don't agree with his opinion is extreme.

Music. Don't forget tai chi music. You may want to do a slow demo routine with good music to put them into trance state first. You'll be OK. The tai chi god is with you.

Thanks for posting the video. I like them. The tai chi in the video is standard form. I know there is white crane tai chi form, which I like. I think it'll be more interesting to put that on DVD, at least it's unique.

The Lost symbol by Dan Brown. It has similar plot as Da Vinci Code. I like this one better because I didn't give a damn if Jesus was married and had kids still alive. I think his biological kids is no more special than any other human.

Good visual and music. Thanks.

Where is the good aliens who do nice things for us? Like cutting my lawn during my sleep, telling me new inventions, or satisfying my carnal desire with their exotic bodies? If aliens only kidnap people and poke them in their ass, I'd ban aliens from my world.

It'll be interesting to see Vmarco and Sree (from the tao of dying thread) having a conversation.

Hatred begets hatred. Isn't self cultivating about to improve oneself? Or is it to find a bigger srew up than oneself to feel better?

If you keep doing what you're doing, you'll keep getting what you're getting. You're a smart guy. You know the solution. you just need to excute it.

Yes. I did experienced "god", more than once. I also experienced "heaven on earth" for a few weeks, twice.

What is mind celibacy? Can you give me some solid examples? I used to work as a bouncer in a strip club. What could I think to have mind celibacy in that environment? Thanks.

I understood it as "from mountain to sea", i.e. anywhere between mountain to sea and including mountain and sea. I read "from outer to iner" as from inside to outside and every thing in between. Language is tricky.

Do you have to figure out the very last straw that broke the camel's back? You have head pressure problem. That's bad. I don't know any system that utilizes the headache. Kunlun isn't a water method. Can you do crane neck? How's your spine? Do you do any breathing excercise (qi gong or running)?

Nature vs. Nurture. Age long debate. Of course it's both.

Thanks. lolo. I'm so proud of my reading skills now. NOT.

There are people here who think you can't get enlightened without a "lineage". There are people here who think you can't get enlightened with ejaculation. There are people here who think you can't get enlightened without meditation. Everyone has some stupid pet peeves, me included. Don't pay attention to it. Or regard it as accentric instead of pig-headed. Again, truth is self evident. If you're true to yourself, you'll figure it out.

Is that possible to see light when your eyes are open? I guess my question have been answered by testmony about seeing light with eyes open in this thread.

Everyone needs to look into mirror more often. Deci Belle wrote an excellent posting to state her real life. I've learned a few things.

Why do I need a rumor about a druggie "master" who might have "inner peace" to justify my own behavior? Truth is self evident. Why can't you be the master who occanssionally having fun with drugs?

Qi Gong is Chinese Alchemy. After familiar with water method, I guess you need fire to melt the ice into water and boil the water to steam. (I don't know much about water method, I may have wrong view about it.) The only book I know is the Secret of the Golden Flower. I highly recommend it. The other is Kundalini Tantra by Swami Satyananda Saraswati. It's a treasure box.

Do you really believe it? Or just another catch phrase of the day? If you do, then why are there positive and negative? Good and evil? Higher and lower? I guess the "no right, no wrong" model won't work. Besides, what's wrong with being "wrong"? Or what's right about being "right"?