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Gnosticism is really helping me maintain my celibacy at the moment.

Answering the first post, language.

I believe I have experienced both. My intense suffering (The Healed) lead me to question the meaning of life (The Wholed). And here I am today. Still not quite healed or wholed yet.

Over the last few years, through self awareness, I have been able to sense when others are experiencing emotions and thinking about me.

Even if its from others, you can do the world a great service by freeing that energy. Love, kindness and happiness to all.

I can feel emotions that run through me.

I don't mind Gnosticism. Just another piece of coloured glass to see the world through.

I admit, I don't give much attention to visions or the imagination because of my past dealings with it. But when I called out to Mars, I saw the face of a grey wolf with glowing yellow eyes. Does anyone know what the symbolic meaning of the 'Spear of Mars' is?

Interesting that I am made aware of the Energy of Mars while practicing celibacy at the moment, due to the conservation of sexual energy. The balanced energy of Mars expressed is one exhilarating and terrifying sights to behold.

Such a powerful realisation that I need constant reminders about. Contrived mediation/zazen, silent illumination.

I prostrate before Mahamudra

The most important thing is balance. How does one find the center point? One must first find the extreme end points before the center point can be seen clearly.

Ever thought pain is just pleasure taken with a different perspective?

Its quite celestial

I wouldn't be afraid of my natural state of mind either.

I believe complete contentment and at ease, is our natural state/supreme state of being. I've only experienced the bliss of orgasm circulated in my head once or twice.

Be natural and at ease. No need to inflict damage upon yourself. Let us use our efforts to repair ourselves.

Attachment is the root of suffering. Or so said the Buddha.

What type of bliss? Like a feeling of completion, the feeling of your mothers embrace when you were a child, complete contentment in the moment not needing anything else? Then there is the bliss of orgasm. Extreme sensory pleasure.

Osho had a similar thing happen to him when he was young if I remember correctly.

Contemplating death is a good way to work on attachments. Nobody can win against death.

From my experience only. Fasting and celibacy.

Allow everything to just be. Then all things will return to normal.

Its quite wonderful to be in empty space, with nothing to grab hold of. Limitless infinity in every direction. Be careful not to try to grab something in this space, just relax.