idiot_stimpy

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  1. Okay. I'd really like to start living again. :(

    What do you want? Make a mental list. Now 'really' let go of everything on that list, and know that those 'wants' are the very things which is causing the problem in the first place.
  2. Master Nan Huai-Chin Dead at 94

    Another take on this could be that, you are re-born everytime the 'I' thought arises.
  3. I read somewhere in the Western esoteric tradition, if you cross over and the personality takes the emptiness/void as an object it has obtained, you fall and become a black brother. Instead of realizing that the emptiness/void is actually the true you that has no boundaries or center.
  4. Master Nan Huai-Chin Dead at 94

    The Buddha died too. All this talk of immortals that people are hoping and wishing for...
  5. Would you want immortality if it was a lie? How much are you willing to stake on the search for truth. This forum post is not directed at anyone.
  6. Buddhists forum vs Vedanta forum

    alwayson are you saying only Indians can be true Buddhists? Or only Indians can be true Hindus?
  7. Not for Buddhists as 'all is suffering'. Although I am not a Buddhist. Would you say you're interested in the glorification of the personality? To raise it up to god like status.
  8. If you had 1 Week to Live?

    I have been listening to the audio series of Jed Mckenna every night in bed. I am really enjoying them. Just finished the first one it went for over 9 hours.
  9. Well that depends on how you define the ego, being either good or evil, or neutral.
  10. It seems that peoples search for immortality, in the effort to keep the EGO alive after the death of the physical body.
  11. Conversation with my mom

    I would say its more of a trance, if you start losing awareness of everything else other than the object you are concentrating on.
  12. Huai-Chin, Nan, and 2 of his books...

    Going by the price of these used books, the publisher really should do another production run.
  13. Dark voices

    These thoughts are yours. Once you take responsibility for them, you will have the ability to gain power over them. You start to gain power over the thoughts, when you stop believing them. Fighting these thoughts with more thoughts is not the way. Surrendering to the thoughts and knowing they're false is. -in my experience
  14. Clicking and tapping sounds during meditation..

    The sound didn't happen to me all the time. Sometimes there were pops, mostly not. At the start, in a 30 minute meditation session, I would hear around 1 to 2 pops. Depending on how deep I went, there was also a rushing of wind in the ears. I had no control over these phenomena, it seemed to me they're just a bi product of meditation.
  15. I am very interested to hear about your thoughts, on the difference between the Pure Land and Clear Light? How do they differ from each other. Thank you Kind Regards
  16. Clicking and tapping sounds during meditation..

    During meditation I have heard clicking/popping/cracking sounds coming from the inside of my head. It is extremely similar to the sound when a chiropractor does an adjustment on your neck. I have not heard these sounds for quite awhile and was more prevalent when I first started meditation. My question is, are you sure the sounds are coming outside of you? I can tell, mine were originating inside my body.
  17. Electrified body, energy in the back of my neck hurts

    Thank you very much Gerard. 'Everything', I am having trouble with this area also. It is exactly where you say, in the Matrix movie where the the cords go in. Deep meditation on emptiness brings on the nerve like pain. This is coupled with the sensation of the breath from the nose becoming cold and pure. This has been going on for some months however, the pain seems to have worked its way out. I have found the Jalandhara Bandha yogic throat lock to be helpful.
  18. Dzogchen Teachings

    It is an extract from the Youtube video. It is accredited to Tilopa.