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No need to apologize, to me it would have looked the same but I was pleasantly surprised. Currently I am 30 days in. I can definitely say the mental states are so much more pure. Another interesting thing too is people who repress their sexual urges and then those who transcend them. The video explains that when you abstain from orgasm the downward flowing energy reverses and goes back up the spinal column. Very interesting from a gnostic point of view.

Actually the original video had the same message. That message was abstaining from orgasm and ejaculation.

I like it

Thank you very much everyone. One of the things I took from this is the ability to be centered but without being overwhelmed. In the past I have dealt with similar people and felt no effect. As long as I can stay in my center and be in balance then I don't care. As someone pointed to before, it seems the concentration of presence has to go up, otherwise forces seem to quickly overwhelm you. And although those forces could also be 'you', it doesn't make the experience or sensation of low vibrational energy very pleasant.

Its actually face to face customer service so I have no choice. They can actually get physically close. Now I may be getting into a bit of an unbalanced state of mind, but this guys power was massive, I just hope he wasn't trying to suck on my energy or anything, as I have been celibate now for 30 days and have definitely found my power going up. I guess I could have just been experiencing my own energy based on my perceptions, however sometimes its hard to know if you're feeling your own or someones else's. My intuition was telling me this guy was evil and was a walking time bomb waiting to go off.

Thank you very helpful.

It seems there is an energy transaction on a subconscious level. I don't even have to think anything and there will be a wave of negative energy hitting me. I have read that some people become a type of energy vampire. So even if this is the case, is the best path still to surrender to what is? Some say Samatha meditation to improve concentration power. Ultimately if I can stay in balance, then nothing happens. When there is enormous power behind someone, they seem to knock me off balance and I quickly get overwhelmed. Or is the problem doing and not just being. If one is just being then it shouldn't matter.

Is 'all is one' a belief? All is me. As if everything experienced was a projection from me, then all is me.

what do you make of this? Internal material arts.

Anyone been in contact with a demon?

"The road to hell is paved with good intentions" What do people take from this quote? Through ignorance and lack of knowledge could one think they are doing themselves and others a benefit, only to really cause increased suffering? Is there any other viewpoints it could be taken from?

The secret to life is, that you are life itself.

http://www.ramaquotes.com/tree.html I don't know about you, but I how found the information on this website very helpful.

When I found out from my workmate that she was Buddhist, I asked if she did any meditation and what type. She told me meditation was only for monks and that she only had to follow the five precepts. She is Thai.

Thank you for the explanation.

I do not care what she does. What she does is up to her. Yes, I was holding onto a belief that Buddhists meditate, and this surprised me when she said meditation was only for monks. It just goes to show that your personal reality can be shaped with your beliefs that you hold onto.

I was a bit shocked when she said meditation was just for monks.

To make a long story short, I managed to raise some really heavy energy from my lower areas into my brain. The energy was a bit buzzy. Anyway its seems on both occasions after I have done this, I have gotten sick with a sore throat/flu like illness. Therefore I think I have learnt my lesson to not try and do this anymore.

I'm sure being celibate caused the pain. Lets just call it what it is. BLUE BALLS

The vas deferens can get in a knot which cuts off the blood supply and loss of the organ. I think the pain is extremely bad if this happens. But because I had never experience bad pain as I had never gone for longer periods of abstinence, I was worried as this happened to a friend of mine.

I cannot practice with anyone. However I am only day 24 of abstinence. I did have a wet dream at day 18 though. Around day 7 to day 15 they hurt like hell. As long as I know that my tubes are not tied, then I can bear this pain. My friend had a twisted testicle and they had to remove it because the blood supply was cut off to too long.

I think, its only important to be intimate in relationships, if I believe its important to be intimate in relationships.

Merging the formless with the formed - Does this have any meaning to anyone? Merging heaven and earth. And when they have merged, what is there left?

The 'ME'

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