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i quit

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hah. cool story

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i was having trouble putting it into words thank you for the help...

my partner is neither supportive nor non supportive of my practice, seems to not put it down or increase my lame self importance

i am trying to cultivate love and acceptance for all beings. i have a partner. i also fall in romantic love with anyone who is nice to me and not an asshole. i'm potentially on my way into a poly relationship, one girl and one guy. Limiting my compassion? i think NOT. Though, i do energy practices and meditate and my partner(s?) do not. Guess what? My practices rub off on them and advance their development, to the point of my progress giving them inspiration to be able to fight their depression. i throw in some energetic healing for good measure. To wrap this point up, i will leave you with this: If your practice is at all negatively affected by anything external, it is ALL YOUR FAULT. You need to work on yourself, not push people away and call them toxic. If you were really advancing as well as you claim to be, you wouldn't have aversion to integral parts of human experience. If you can't handle loving or being loved, you are a frail, weak person who by the standards of a person who considers themselves very open and happy will NEVER become enlightened. Whatever the hell that means. Hehe

wow, that is a really helpful post. i can definitely apply that information

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and you all thought it was Mo Pai? SUCKERS!!