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well i -had- plans to move back to the east coast. UNTIL yesterday when the plasma donation center completely destroyed my vein, leaving me with 25% less feeling in my right arm and no more form of income. back to being completely poor

i'm on the opposite end of the country, diagonally with no plans to ever return to NY i might add i used to live in albany...

you don't get to decide what is and isn't human.

lol

i am too! kinda....by putting nonsexual video clips together in the right ways....

Thanks

i already know why my subconscious is projecting that, i don't feel wanted/like i belong anywhere just crazy how i read it so clearly, it was as if the letters were perfectly typed, not diagonal. i thought the words in my own voice, but it didn't seem to be coming from me at all. it was like a stranger had my voice and was talking

it is just like talking about retarded lizard people when they are obviously poisoning the food pointless and it makes you look really silly.

Let's try this: If you just got out of a bad marriage, what would be the first thing on your mind? Sex with another woman, right? Then suppose that 3 women then wanted to sleep with you, you would sleep with them, right? What guy here that isn't celibate would HONESTLY turn down a foursome? Does being a successful businessman somehow make you a pure enlightened being? Hell no! He is just human, and is doing what humans do. Why you need to pick apart his core humanity when there are plenty of -actually- unjust things that he is doing is far, FAR beyond the scope of my understanding. At the risk of sounding immature myself, i see the need to belittle people for being people as being a lack of maturity.

who cares who he was screwing? i don't. also, 4 people doesn't count as an orgy...

As another gay man, i would like to step in and say that gay men can be some of the biggest woman-hating people i have ever met, even more so than any straight man. i have met tons of gay men that since they don't need women for sex, just choose to avoid them their entire lives because they see them as unnecessary to their existence. Women just tend to piss them off by just being around them and being a woman, even if they aren't doing anything negative. They just can't handle feminine energy AT ALL admittedly i have been down this road myself, so i speak from experience. don't feel that way anymore though

i start buzzing from beer within the first mouthful

i have to beg to differ about the benign effect of the alcohol, i am an extreme lightweight and i get a pretty intense alcohol buzz when i drink one of those "enlightened" kombucha drinks. i used to drink one every morning after doing yoga and i thought i was just getting more relaxed everyday! then i started getting withdrawls when i stopped around that time i got plenty of b vitamins because i ate meat. also i believe lindsay lohan failed a drug test for alcohol and got in trouble because of kombucha. That was before the enlightened brand started putting on their bottle that it contains alcohol, then right after i heard about LL i looked at the bottle and there it was! i had saved an old one and i compared and it was only on the new one

is it really that much better? that's cool if it is but a hunch is telling me that you just like it more because of the energy you put into making it, and that it isn't machine bottled and all that. love makes a huge difference in food!

i want to be able to love my "enemies" and friends equally. i can say that i do, but i don't feel like it comes from within. i believe that my annoyance and avoidance of undesirable people is just hatred under a new name, and i don't like it. Does anyone have any advice/books/links that might help me? this could turn into a debate about whether i need to or not, but i know i don't -need- to. i want to. i see other people that feel love for everyone and everything and i don't feel it. i don't see the point in striving to help others other than for my own emotional gratification. i feel like accumulating merit is just a point-system to give us a false reason to feel good about ourselves. Please, help me understand the possible error of these thoughts and bring me to a greater appreciation of humanity.

i can get pretty dizzy when i am meditating and realize i have forgotten where i am, what room i am in, which direction i am facing, which direction is up, etc. What i do is just surrender to the disorientation and that tends to balance me out even though i still have no idea where i am. Like the difference between falling and barely being supported sitting on a cloud

what a coincidence, someone promoting this person stops posting and then right at the same time another user joins and starts promoting the same person

sorry to be a buzzkill believe me, i -want- it to be real. i really do i absolutely love the unexplainable world, once i got a taste of it i became quite addicted to not knowing what is going on at all.

if it is so real why don't they explain how it works? >_> also, just going by how the video itself looks, they could have easily shopped it. i wanna see someone take a long rope and do something with that, or hold a clock in front of the camera so we can watch it tick while someone else runs in circles and then we look for skips in the video

CONCERNS CONCERNS CONCERNS oh wait you said PM

pretty sure this has got to be one of the longest threads on any forum about mlp ever

this is where emoticons come into play...

nvm, didn't read....damn...

even when i felt nothing but pain, assuming i did, that experience led me to a sense of peace after it subsided so i can see how that could be the underlying experience of pleasure in complete pain also, another example is how pain could always be worse. i feel like if i experience nothing but pain and am still breathing semi-effectively, at least i am not being tortured by suffocation. Just because something isn't totally ecstatic doesn't make it not-pleasure it is not death i fear, it is the potential pain and torture leading up to death that i am actually scared of

wow, didn't think i would get ASMR from some dude hitting a bong <3