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either everything is cool to laugh at or nothing is

i take it as a challenge meditate harder! till a blood vessel in your brain bursts!

my mom says when someone brings her out of deep concentration she feels annoyed at them

the forum is cutting the sides off my sig pic :'(

omg, semanticssssssss

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i think i did it as a child, by having strong emotions and wishing for it.

damn, wasn't fast enough to read this one

can we get AIM and facebook spaces in our profile contact info? and maybe some kind of button that direct links from the profile to our personal practice journals? idk, i like these ideas and they don't seem that complex

why bitcoins? i just herd about them the other day lol

i had an extremely powerful experience the other night. more out of touch with reality as i know it than i have ever been. i couldn't tell the difference between my boyfriend and myself, thought i was in his body. saw him mirroring all of my movements and speaking the same words at the same time. i was stuck in a loop like that for an hour thinking i would never get out of it then he was laying down, and i tried to see if he was breathing and i couldn't tell honestly i was really scared. i have never felt this way before it was probably scary because it happened because of drugs and not meditation or something like that i felt as if he would instantly know all of my thoughts because we were the same that kinda freaked me out i didn't have many thoughts other than a sense of fear and confusion it was more intense than anything. i don't know what to think about it other than be in awe i never understood what people meant by being as one, and i didn't even consider that as what it was until someone(NAJA) told me that's what it was though this was more intense than anything i have ever felt before, i only tend to have spiritual experiences like this with josh. i never felt one with the universe, it was completely about us i forgot i was on a drug. i even forgot that i existed. later on it the night, i had another powerful experience. i thought if i meditated "hard" enough while focusing on my pelvis area that my penis would transform into a vagina. it was extremely sexual. josh went on a walk and i thought about becoming perfectly yin so that he would have a cool yang adventure outside. then i started having the genital transformation ideas and i kept thinking about having sex with him with my new vagina when he got back also, before i took a larger redose of the drug i was on, i found it incredibly easy to astral project. i could feel myself in tons of places, though not at once

aww, it isn't possible to move all the replies too? o.o was kinda hoping for that....

i use meditation as a catch all for that stuff ;p

can a mod please move this to my personal practice forum? i feel like i will post in this for a long time and i don't want to bug everyone every time i have a thought. lol

i told my mom about the unity experiences, and even though she knows about my drug use she didn't ask if i was on drugs when i experienced it. Then we talked about god together. It was nice

every day i feel that way about this forum

i feel close to taoism. but i feel like to call myself one would be un-taoist. i'm probably just overthinking it

i can chew ONE of my toenails. My hip flexibility in one leg sucks. i can totally disarm my dog by touching his face with my completely open palm. No matter how bad he freaks out. i just hold my hand over his eyes until he gives up fighting.

i can do that too, its called being yourself will update with my response later when i have time to mull it over

omg those really picked me up in a time of need XD

i know right? weird stuff XD

This describes my life perfectly right now. all my emotions and thoughts are just flowing out of me like trying to hold water with my hands. Some really low lows....but i think for the first time not just a few minutes ago, that just saying "all is one" made me feel so much better. It has never done anything for me until just now.

the search results have barely anything involved with actual yoga injuries. most are just funny joke yoga pictures

idk. my personal belief is that anything that can be perceived exists on some level. Can you perceive consciousness?

hah. i think my mom would say something like "awww" after reading this. i will report back with her reply