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Naked Lunch Great read for anyone who wants to practice maintaining equanimity in the face of...horrifyingness lol i would say caution for the faint of heart, but i think the reason it was written was to shock such people so maybe they should take the gamble and give it a read

hmm, didn't think about that! i was pondering if internal focus might hinder detoxification, and if i should just watch and let go. Have a heart blockage i would really like to bust through though...

yeah. i go through the same thing. as a rule of thumb if i ever get to energy high and start to have thoughts like "i am gaining so much power" i remind myself to do some grounding and training in morality. if i put all my intention into feeling cool it goes to that, and i eventually crash. if i ground in morality and responsibility i maintain the energy for much longer

amazing the connotations this phrase can have when viewed under the lens of spirituality

i say just start creating, and whatever comes out comes out. If it is hurting to get it out maybe it is just a blockage release and once its fully done you might not feel the need to express that pain anymore. definitely wouldn't bottle things up if you are still feeling them though

yeah pretty sure most if not all discomfort is the body doing something about it. That's why a lot of quick fix western medicine masks the symptoms instead of treating the root cause

i have problems with always having internal focus, for me it is a good thing to let go

i personally don't believe in this word at all, but if we are talking shoulds and should nots i think the people who write this kind of stuff should make it in an understandable language. Great you can read it, but if you had noone to tell you what it really meant you would have never figured it out.

on 2.5 hits of lsd i laid down in the redwood forest and the tops of the trees leaned over and pointed straight down at me

i go into that state depending on the kind of incense used. A lot of them stimulate the third eye region. Some just stimulate

Even when you think you have seen something really eye opening on acid it is normally just illusion.. It is like the difference between seeing the light directly and seeing the light sticking out from around a corner. You never get a good look at it. i feel like the only thing lsd ever opened my eyes to is my shadow self. Does a damn good job of that though, highly recommended if you are having trouble in that field that you just can't make a breakthrough with Though the basic high with dxm, some people getting it at really low doses, you can have no thoughts or sense of self. You are basically just observing everything happening. This perspective can and normally does carry over to everyday life. Sometimes people don't like it and feel like they lost their soul, but the ego loss brings euphoria to some when the no thought state goes away. Say what you want about non natural drugs but chugging cough syrup has done more for me spiritually than any drug in its more natural form

You probably got some weak sauce. Even people that give you fairly good hits nowadays you still need 2 to really trip Also i have done nutmeg a couple times, for me it is just a strong marijuana like high

really confused about this. i am reading that it can be one or the other depending on how you do it. Can someone explain this in detail for my simple mind? Also is there any way it could be both at once?

i could google this, but i will ask you what it is

dunno how i feel about ephedra being soma. it is essentially speed. but i guess if one feeling is holy they all are awesome mushroom amanita muscaria. Used to forage for them when i lived in humboldt california. Great time Surprised they live in the arizona mountains as well. Its pretty cool there is a mushroom out there with hardly any lookalikes (and the ones that do, look nothing like it if you know what you are looking for) that is incredibly easy to find

i keep getting conflicting results (is a peanut really a starch group food?) and i need some help i would like an accurate combination chart and a longer list of foods than most sites seem to give for anyone who cares, soon i will have phased out inorganic food, go on a fast and resume eating with (mostly raw) vegan food. so if anyone has any good vegan trophology recipes i would love to hear them, cooked or raw combinations welcome also how do you feel switching to a trophology diet? what can i expect?

are rice and beans okay? according to this info they arent but i thought they were great together, a complete protein?

i have seen elsewhere that a carrot is a starch as well, dunno what to think

oh yeah and what category are spices? particularly indian food spices

so is a peanut a starch? o.o

i started this thread a little while ago, check out my created threads also i want to hear the animal rainbow body story

not sure about lotus, but for every other leg and hand posture i hear it is right over left for men and left over right for women i experiment with both, but right over left always feels better. Who knows? maybe i have an imbalance and am just doing what is comfortable and i should do it the other way?

Even if he is right about everything he is saying, i don't care because it gets me closer to suffering not further away from it.

i don't buy books because i am too poor. my mom bought me a kindle so i use that i loooove it. It isn't a moral issue for me because if i didn't pirate books i would never be able to read them, so it isn't like someone isn't receiving money that they would get from me. If i had money i would use it to do something responsible like better my material situation or see my family i haven't seen in years or find a teacher instead of relying on books. Not to mention, and this is something i will NOT argue because i stand strong in this belief and will not waver - if you have something incredible and liberating that will rid people from suffering and you charge buttloads of money for it, wtf? i know other people will say "oh but they need too eat too" Well you can save it, because you aren't changing my opinion. If i had information like that i would put it out there for free Also LOL at the phrase "suggested donation 10$"

nope, nothing. tried kunlun lizard kunlun reptilian kunlun people and all i get is this thread