Disabled Not Broken

This is my opinion... Been dealing with Kundalini for over 21 years... You are playing Tug_of_War..........and YOU are Holding BOTH Sides of the Rope You are your best friend, and your own worst enemy Eventually, this rope you are playing with, will either.... bind you hang you or be an escape ladder to the heavens No matter what you seek, externally Is temporary Stop jerking your Rope

Qabala, Egyptian, Sumerian/Babylonian, Solomonic Grimoires [Goetia, etc.,], Greek/Roman, Gnostic, Chaos, Some Vodoun, Psychotronics/Radionics - RHP and LHP ..

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Neidan: http://lovebliss.eu/Satsangs/29_inner_light.html Awesome link OP

http://lovebliss.eu/Meditation.htm CAREFUL! I was trying this one out...it might just release, for some of you! ***Careful what you wish for! ---- http://lovebliss.eu/Kundalini.htm

We/I exist on multiple time lines. Once I can thoroughly 'grok' this, then I, can work with it... Elusive...[like nailing a chunk of jello, to a wall] Non-linear 'time pendulum', swings forward, backward, and side-to-side I can 'connect' to my past, future and present 'alternates' [side-to-side] I look in a mirror, and shatter it to pieces- I exist in each fragment, now Hologram I scatter the pieces, but, I am 'still there, but in different positions' In meditation, I summon 'My Selves'... I choose/Will-- to 'tap into the consciousness stream of 1 of my future selves' Once I establish a 'link', I siphon from that Golden Body~ That is my best teacher, because He/She(?): knows best, of what I "need" Should one of my selves, pass me, as I walk down the alpha highway ... 'we know'... [the meeting, of mind(s)]

Point of Reference/Fulcrum of Focus

Define: "How Good"

I know the feeling... Indeed.

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Without revealing too much of the technique, with due respect to the authors: This is my source- "Kunlun The forgotten practices of self-awakening". By Max Christensen with Chris Tittle page#49 -------- Other than Jenny Lamb's DVD, I had no idea Kunlun had a video out, also lol

Twenty One years ago - I had a full blown Kundalini Awakening [as opposed to an Arousal]. Don't want to be repetitious, you can search my other posts if interested When I do QiGong, I always have to make certain 'adjustments': I keep my mind buried under the Earth, many feet deep- almost to 'the core/root' [sometimes I can feel a cold blast of air hit me in my perineum] If I even think about the 3 'third' eyes they get flooded instantly. My crown feels like I am hiding a magnet inside a hat. I practice meditation 2 hours, daily, in full lotus - my body keeps being pulled backwards. If I start to intentionally sway counter-clockwise, my body grossly exaggerates it, and I can literally end up off my mat. [usually sway clockwise - to send the energy downwards] I can tell when a new moon or full moon is near - especially a full moon. I often wonder if the tales of Lycanthropy have their origin with a Kundalini experience. The solar flares are really affecting me [thus my thread about them] The benefits are astounding, but I do not want to get into that topic, as it just sounds like an ego stroke. My earnest intention is to continue onward with this In the beginning, [1992] the 'power' subsided - and the chase began to find it again, and because it was elusive, it brought on that depressing yearn to feel it just one more time. 1996 it happened again - another huge surge - total 'whiteout' Last year - it feels as though it is building up again - this time, like a tsunami that feels it has the potential to smash me into pieces. I am trying to prepare for it I never had a teacher, and I do not know many of the technical terms, let alone, pronounce them. I never had transmissions, attunements, never been to a seminar I have healed many people, and have given Shaktipat numerous times. I live my life as a monk, a loner. That might be the core of the problem, but I prefer tranquility, a drama-free atmosphere to continue on my path [obsessed] If I shop @ Walmart, passing people, I can feel their anxiety, moods, etc I can feel WiFi, etc, also - which leads me to believe we are wired with magnetic resonators [like some animals] I much rather read a great book, than do the Disneyland trip I am always searching for the 'right technique' that fits this...although, at times, I am unsure what 'this', is Also, not sure if anyone experiences this- but I am having very big EMIs... Electrical appliances are breaking, light bulbs burning out quickly, and loud crackling and popping sounds on the plasma screen TV and PC monitor. The walls bang, like poltergeist phenomenon, but I used to practice ritual magick, so I know it is not 'entities',... just PSI If I am in thought/Alpha, or talking with someone about something 'relevant' -- things start popping. My son, who is 15, is actually leery about spending the night over the house because of all the stuff that is going on now, sounds, etc., I guess, what I am asking, is if anyone else has experienced this? I want to be able to channel it, to use it constructively - rather than have a 2 hour meditation just grounding lol My Ida/Pingala channels are balanced, and the right and left hemispheres of my brain do not feel more 'energetic' than the other Lower Dan Tien, no longer spasms, nor squeezes - the thought of it makes it jerk slightly and tightens up Middle Dan Tien similar to lower, but much larger and pulses I spoke about the upper Dan Tien previously Feedback appreciated! Thank you for your time:)

Thread: Servitors/Tulpa/Thoughtforms that Create Physical Results Literally? Servitor construction.

Thank you for that

Tip For "Haunted" Kunlun

Links Fixed and Working: http://www.inominandum.com/blog/?p=821 http://freethoughtblogs.com/pharyngula/2012/03/31/athiests-actually-is-a-misunderstood-word/

I should also mention- In Chris Lee Matsuo's ''Kuan Yin Magnetic QiGong'' - the videos shows Chris 'making a ball' -- but he never relinquishes the ball - rather he compacts it, then absorbs it, through the third eyes

In your particular case, it matters, much... An Arousal means the Kundalini is no longer dormant, just kicking around. The symptoms it causes might eventually subside. A Full Blown Awakening means it will not go away, the Kundalini is here to stay- and will likely cause you further 'distress', until it does what it wants to do. The symptoms, though, lessen to a degree- it is always "Evolving" If it is Awakened, either you will bend to it, or it will break you. No 'in between' - sorry. [i had mine Awaken in 1991]

Certain this is Kundalini? If it is - this is an Arousal, NOT an Awakening, and the symptoms might subside on their own. Using drugs might turn it into a full blown Awakening... The solar activity might be aggravating it- cut down on exercise and eat heavy foods during the acute flair ups

When I was a kid, I got beat up a lot. Racially divided area, and I also had many emotion and mental problems [briefly mentioned on my other threads]. Started power lifting, but as it was taking a long time to develop size and strength, I also delved into Martial Arts. I combined what worked- I always thought I invented Jeet Kune Do Living in NYC, there were literally hundreds of used book stores, and most of them had boxes of expired magazines that they just gave away. I would load up my backpack with muscle, Karate, KungFu and any other magazines with covers that seemed related to my needs. Important Note: They never freely discarded Playboy magazines Once Bruce Lee etched his mark in Hollywood, I found less and less free Karate & KungFu magazines. The articles in the Pre-Lee era, contained fountains of flowing Chi information. The Post-Lee period stuffed magazines with movie posters. I knew there was gold in those Chi instructions. Again, I was just an early teenager, and really couldn't disseminate what was most useful, but I practiced many of those Chi techniques. Some did not do much good, reflecting back - my Testosterone was not yet, a bubbling fountain. As fate would dictate, though - I did make use of a few quality practices. The names of these "Oriental Exercises" [Political Correctness wasn't invented yet] have long been forgotten, by me. However, I still recall quite a few routines. [Asperger eidetic memory, thankfully] This one had a drawing of bubbling fountains, with huge, golden men [immortals, I presume] From them, freely flowed the liquid gold, which is captured in an ornamental vase. The vase, pours out, into a diamond/square cut out, through top of the head. Where the Chakra locations are, spinning wheels holding cups, capture this flooding essence. As they capture, they turn down, spilling towards the front, and release to the next waiting wheel of cups. Process is repeated until the flood reaches the groin. Waddling in a pool of white water, right below the groin, the cups now refill with this [bottom] liquid light, and scoop/move back, upwards, to the rear of the body. [refilling the cups, up to the crown] Basically, the Governor channel pulling up white light, while the Functional channel is flowing down with golden elixir, from the Immortals. The mixing of the two liquids - in the pool, creates [2 opposing vortices] bubbling fountains [similar to the Immortal's]. These ascend through the central channel- as red and blue dragons [this description does no justice without the pictures] Since the passing of those years, I have recognized many previously [free] released techniques and practices, re-packaged in costly DVDs and Books, and redistributed to the mass commercial market. Some of the 'pet favorite techniques' I have seen mentioned in threads on this forum, are some of the re-packaged and re-distributed. Slight alterations, here and there, with a dose of "Lineage Transmission/Shaktipat" thrown in. [beware who 'lays energy' on you- those lineage egregores are real, and some will feed on unsuspecting auras]

Early `70's ~ I remember a breathe that incorporated: on your forehead...connected all 3 third eyes... Then another: on top of crown You ran the nexus through them like a weave Like a Hi-Tech RP

It was during these days: Jerome Mackey

We're Holograms, after all..