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I prefer more sexually oriented methods of self-cultivation. I might start doing the deer exercise again, Last time I did it I didn't notice any results.

I've considered drinking and smoking drugs also, Maybe that might help.

Where the hell did you get that idea from? I just don't see the point of the accomplishing anything because in the end it's pointless. I can accomplish anything I want, But I'm questioning the point of it all. It all seems worthless now.

Well, I'm also mentally/emotionally unstable. Maybe that might be my problem?

What if I blow the entire realm of existence to smithereens? Would that help me let go?

The act of letting go makes me suffer.

Gee whiz, That'd be spondiferous. I don't really care about all that stuff, Except the perfect wife of course.

The idea of enlightment depresses me, Or maybe it's the fear of letting ago. If someone was really detached or serious about enlightenment then why don't they let go of life altogether and meditate until they die like the old woman did in India.

I'll be impressed when he lives past 120.

That takes patience and commitment though. In the mean time I could be on the internet looking for answers that might or might not help me.

It's basically the closest you'll ever to get death. At least, The conventional concept of death.

What's better than not realizing you exist in the first place.

What's the point of higher existence anyway?

Yes, Long ago far far away.

Also, If we're reincarnated into lower creatures then how are we supposed to redeem ourselves?

Because they could do what they wanted when they wanted how they wanted to who they wanted.

I believe in LOA, If I wanted to get a mansion using it then I damn well could. By being omnipotent I meant being able to do things like psychokinesis, levitate ,etc. I have many passions, So much that I don't feel passionate about much anymore.

Gee whiz, I never said I was considering suicide. I'm just questioning the point of existence, Life seems like a slap in the face to the living.

Gee whiz, I only wanted to learn Taoism so I could whack off 45+ times a day and use the energy to manifest.

Alright

I wanted to build spaceship and travel through space, The only reason I got into metaphysics is for my own selfish gain: Become super strong and immortal, Get the perfect wife, Become billionaire, etc.

I was actually kind of content with being a semi-sapient being who had to work hard to achieve his dreams, But seriously what's the point? Those dreams are just insignificant anyway.

Everyones ascended? Futuristic Halo like world? Some sort of apocalypse has left the world in ruins? A utopia of world peace?

Ha, I know how you feel dude. As Aries, We both live in the here and now. And it's torture for us when we realize we won't get something we want right away. The only thing I can say is we must become persistence. Our desperation, rage, boredom, and insecurity are our main drives. So channel them. Something that helps me is imagining myself accomplishing my goal and feeling the rush of excitement. It's this moment that'd often motivate me to work hard. Too bad i'm a lazy bastard now, and i'm only 17.