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Yes, energy has a great deal to do with it. There is far more inherent energy within "bigger" emotions and in my experience this provides more energy for the observation (visual, sensual, olfactory, auditory etc) when clearing. Though a very low energy clearing still always achieves the transformation (with TLM).

Just adding to that Idiot Stimpy, I feel that the 2-4 year old you determined that it is/was the energies he was feeling that was causing this, when rather it was his adverse responses, feeling and resultant formed belief about that which was causing the "disturbance". It feels like a point at which you are stopping the Heavenly light (Yang) from descending into the body (Yin) and scourging up any blockages. So, you might find it therapeutic to blow pure yang (Fire) into the yin (Water) of the body (below atlas c-1) - thus letting the water harmonise more with and communicate with the descending fire. Try that daily for a while as a meditation and see how that feels - coupled with transmuting the emotions and beliefs around this issue. But if you do that, you must do it with the agreeance of the inner child as he is the gate keeper on this issue which to me seems like a floodgate point and is probably in response to whatever cultivation work you are doing.

This full moon has smashed me about, so I'm not at my best...but this is just practice for me - I'm not a professional psychic or healer - and I'm not offering this as medical advice - but hopefully my practice process may lend some insight. But, I'm feeling this is about navigating yourself in the world. Over the weekend I meditated on this. I saw a few things which may or may not help - but ultimately this comes down to some emotional clearing. I saw you at ages 2-4 years old starting to deal with a building energy that was troubling to you. I saw a young boy with a toy truck that you had between ages 2-4 years (the colour blue is present, though I'm not sure if that was the truck or the blue shorts I see you wearing lol) - and would push it around on the floor playing by yourself. I saw this young boy playing away like this and twinging his neck as the playing posture was making your chin come forward and your atlas and medulla/jade palace region twinge together. He'd stop and feel the feeling in his neck and be upset by it. I then saw you somewhat older (maybe more recently) working with some kind of inflatable or similar, like a jumping castle, inflatable boat, something inflatable with you under it pushing it up and straining your neck on it. Neither of these things were the cause, but perhaps points in which the spiritual energy manifested at the physical level due to not being resolved. It may be that the images I saw were representative only and not the actuality that occurred... But I see the issue arising at that age because it is the age that we as human beings (currently) come into our own auric shell. We are protected within our mothers auric layers (Wei Chi) until we come into our own auric egg as it forms at around age 2. So, I feel you, as this was forming - starting to feel uncomfortable with all that you have to field for yourself in this newly growing state of independence in the world. You were very sensitive as a child, and as these twinges start occurring I see you looking up (memory recall - looking to higher self and spirit) and assessing what happened. You can see it is linked to the newly fostered weight you are now carrying - but your consciousness didn't resolve why it was hurting like this. There was a point in which you focused on that situation - the mounting pressures of the world and how to navigate them whilst traversing further into density and leaving behind the spiritually connected state - and didn't realise that your thinking and emotions about all of this started to create resistance. The resistance formed a belief and emotion of "I can't see how to help myself with this and don't know how to navigate out of or through it" - like the progressional development into maturity left you feeling as though it was an unfamiliar vehicle or you were not able to continue as you were when in spirit and in the womb and the first few years. Now, as the earth has been raising its vibratory rate (There is more light hitting the earth these days than there has been for some time...http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2385401/A-storm-coming-Suns-magnetic-field-set-FLIP-lead-bad-weather-radio-disruption.html) this and any other "block" of energy is being challenged - as it seems to be your intention to revert back to the original state once more.... So, that is all through my filters.. I would like to know more about how this "block" makes you "feel"...as that will be the inroad to resolving it. You can PM me that if you wish, but I'd like to see you sit quietly and list out all the things you feel about this block.

Ah, eternal grandness!! Blessed were you all. Nice post.

What you are describing here is simply the first step or realisation. You've set in place a given intention thus pulling to yourself all that stands between your current state and the end game. Pulling up the shit but not taking responsibility for it. Looking into the abyss and coming out with the gunk that you seek to bring into correct perception, but not activating or having the tools to transition and transmute the energies from negative to positive. Thought is fire. Energy. It's energy whether its positive or negative. You simply need to take responsibility here. Responsibility for creating the thoughts in the first place, responsibility for allowing yourself to progress through them and take the gold from the darkness. I've never delved into the Law of Attraction because I know that those behind it wield the whole idea with their own agenda. But, this is about you, me, us - not about one age or the next. We are not victims of wrong thought. "Wrong" thought is the very fabric of manifest existence - because the true original way or "Right Thought" left us in spirit ad infinitum - with no ability to experience at all. So, the trick must be "Right Thought within Wrong Thought". Apologies for the lecture.

In duality, with the very intention to "dedicate all of the merit of the work to others" (thus relinquishing the desire for materialism to benefit self) the very polar opposite (materialism) will come to the fore. Seeker:"Dear Tao, please allow me to be non-materialistic" Tao:"No problem, but we need to dig up every trace of potential materialism within you so you may re-choose non-materialism in every aspect of your self. It might not be pretty for a while, and you may be tempted in order that you fully realise your original self".

Where exactly (c6-7?), and what is a block to you (a density/fullness/feels like energy cannot push through)? Is there upper cranial pressure pending downward transition?

True, as much truth can be hidden within ridicule as nonsense. But there is no conspiracy! The only conspiracy it boils down to is the people fleecing themselves

That's bc the Vedas are a body of texts...chakras arise on the body of people. Get him to dig around on you instead!

I agree, and that's not what I was calling a sewer, nor TTB at large. Namely, in this instance, the sewer of omnipresently existent tendencies to throw "openly egotistical judgement... at "new age" and "hippie"." Thanks for the clarification/overflow separation.

Hmm, very tasty indeed! The pleasure is all ours (insert bow). "But people's inverted awareness is not an idea, it is unconscious. The inversion of awareness (taoism calls this "turning the light around"), is the basis of self-refinement." Yes, but the originator of said idea was not people but original spirit, and very conscious...thus inverted it becomes the unconscious idea within substantiality (manifest). The self-refinement is no more than re-inverting said inversion to allow the construct of personal conscious mind awareness to Know Thyself (emotionally, mentally, energetically, spiritually, and physically). Nothing is irrelevant to the Tao cultivator, it's all food for reversion.

Well All is never what it seems. Lambs are we all, goats are we made when Wolves tend the flock. They are still there because we put them there. Waning? Yes, but 700-1300 years until from where I'm standing now...(and I've confirmed/validated those time frames with an Oracle.) They only make examples of those that gain enough following to be a concern (for now). But, the control mechanism is not the "entity" driving that - it's the flock itself. How else to sleep and stay sleeping unless you enlist the part of yourself capable of and desiring to control. Then emit a victim consciousness to seal the lid and we all bark down any seer that speaks higher truth.

Thanks Gerard. I've deduced that myself, the bit about other elemental energies. I guess its a good segue to how I use books... So, I learned about the element and tree exercises from trees themselves, and they showed me that I can do it with everything - just that all things have different intensities and balances of elements (and other energies). Then I read Opening the Dragon Gate (having already been working with trees for about 12 months or so) and have started to work directly with the element organ energies and body energies with particular trees. Then when doing my walking meditations my spirit guides suggested I "work with the breath and connecting to the most potent source of each element on the planet one by one with the creation cycle". I said, "what, you mean imagine I'm there at that place?". They said, "No, just know that you are there, you are the earth and the earth's grid and yours are one". So I let go of knowing what "site/energy" I'm exchanging with, and just focus on each organ/element/breath exchange, and intending that higher self will shape the exchange to be with the "highest" possible point of exchange with each breath cycle. Then I started seeing flashes of the locations of each energy as I progress through the creation cycle - a flash of Tall Timbered Trees in Lebanon, the deep south Louisiana Bayou etc The feeling from this is a different kind of deep. Up close and personal has more power, but they (guides) tell me that this is just for now, that "in time" there will be no restrictions on time and space as I see it now. So, there's reading books and then there is reading books. For me books, spirit guides, past life remembrance, and gems like you on TTB and other forums are my teachers, but practice is my greatest teacher. Unless an appropriate physical teacher comes along that will work remotely with me...I can't see that changing just yet. So, do you think that the white gums are possibly (Wood Governed) Fire with Metal then? I feel that Metal is imbalanced for me so I get a little cloudy on the distinction there....

Nice post! "People are absolutely backwards" But this was the whole idea from the very "beginning" we have to invert awareness to even accept the suggestion of duality and "come here" - the whole notion of "backwards" is the very premise of all reality beyond Tao (ie all that is made manifest from Tao). The idea was to be in it, and not of it. To enter the illusion and still Know Thyself. "New Age" is an Illuminati created platform instigated to lay the foundational shift away from propaganda religions (also Illuminati/brotherhood contrived) toward one world religion. Shepherd the sheep to where you want them by doing it gradually, progressively. But it's actually the sheep guiding the shepherd to tend them (by what ever means required) so that they don't have to know their full potential and do the work.. The power and thirst for non-responsibility runs deep within us. "POLYPHE′MUS (Poluphêmos). The celebrated Cyclops in the island of Thrinacia, was a son of Poseidon, and the nymph Thoosa. In the Homeric poems the Cyclopes are a gigantic, insolent, and lawless race of shepherds, who lived in the south-western part of Sicily, and devoured human beings. They neglected agriculture, and the fruits of the field were reaped by them without labour. They had no laws or political institutions, and each lived with his wives and children in a cave of a mountain, and ruled over them with arbitrary power."

Jesus is a fictional character, but what about the real guy that lived behind the story?

Nice

Man, that was like a drop of truth creating a tidal wave in the sewer. Your compassion is ocean-like spotless...I can't wait to see it bloom

What a gift they are to you then if it brings up that much of your shit within!

Yep, coming into the womb is like jumping into a pool full of broken glass these days.

Sounds too cheap - scaaaam!

It depends how much its opened. I believe it will be different for everyone (Yuan Shen) and even different for each person as they progress. For me at the moment I can see yellow and blue flame like auras around trees, and yellow ones around birds. I can see my actual room at times when meditating (closed eyes) and it jumps from like the normal open eyed experience to a sliding scale of depth intrusion depending on intention. When very deep I can see through my bedroom wall and observe trees outside - again it slides from looking normal to looking at the etheric template where it all shows the blueprint potential and I flit back and forth between actuality and the template. Always astounds me how depressed and unrealised the actual is from the potential in the template. I can see orbs coming and going from my wife as she sleeps, other flashes of energy shooting about. Flashes of scenes real and not. Assehole neighbours that come and mess with me in the subtle realms not knowing I can see them... I can remote view past, present and future seeing them either as "just knowing" or actual portal like windows that open up. I can see a tiny little white star pierce through as it starts to open. I have also extended my whole awareness through the astral tube at the 3rd eye - and once took my whole self into the abdomen and watched LDT disk glow and smoke and sparks, and dark matter, and fires and swirling energy careering, yin/yang dancing against each other. There's not just one way you see...and I feel I've only scraped my fingernail against a mountain thus far. But I know when jing is released - or i've lost chi, or overworked shen...it's all quiet on the western front - even the tree auras reduce and hint sadly at the simple glow of their colours refracting in sunlight. The whole jing-qi-shen transformation thing is very real - we're like a hydraulic system. Clearing shit loads of emotions is what got me there, plus 10-14 years of meditating. But, then I've been acused of new age bs before - so maybe this is just more of that What do you reckon?

Nice post Jadespear! I can relate to your opinion in a number of ways so thought I'd share. I was raised by an athiest and an agnostic. The athiest was virulently evangelistic about what a load of f#$ng BS all this stuff about God is. So, for me being a gentle little fellow, I could only see it as ? and was on the fence, so saw myself as agnostic. A few years ago I had an experience doing Time Line Therapy (which I've just posted a description of http://thetaobums.com/topic/35840-time-line-meditation-tlm/) that gave me a confirmation that God "exists". Now, having affirmed much with TLT, by that stage ie I've cleared things from the womb and confirmed them with my mother to be true, to her abashed amazement. Then a few years ago I cleared something that took me way, way back to what was explained to me (By Source) as viewing the "first born of Source". My time line sessions have never been quite so astounding as that one was. I saw Source. He was a he, and this was not a projection from my own belief, as I didn't believe "him" to be the way I saw it. I said, but Source would not have form like you right? He explained to me that he was "Source", but that in truth Source was formless - that this enormous being was the representation of Source created for humanity to communicate with. He was enormous, like a star cluster - and the landscape was pastel colours and nebular. Source had no face, but had a body and head just like the references from the sistine chapel and other depictions. He showed me that Michelangelo could see him, and could time travel and that's how he got the visions of what he painted. He also showed me that he was not the only God like him, and there were countless others overseeing countless universes. People will say whatever they want about this, but it's the real deal. The actual God/Tao/Source is pure awareness - and has no form - but there is a form used (and others taken on as needed) when source visits gifted individuals. IMO Source created the physical universe as a means to experience. In spirit there is formlessness, and no experience of self - it just is. Source created in order that we may accept the illusion and be in it but not of it for the sake of experiencing and knowing thyself. But, you'd have to see it yourself to believe me - I would to!

There are unlimited chakras