WillingToListen

Those videos didn't do anything for me. I'm going to start burying my feet in the ground everyday. I wish all of this would just stop.

i'll watch, but the thing is i never practiced anything.(still don't :/) i prayed once in a while, i meditated once in a while. smoked weed once after months of not doing it, k crept down from my brain into my heart.

Not comfortable I want my creativity back, the void is huge- I used to just be able to do it whenever i wanted. Now there's this monolithic wall of sadness casting shadow over me, I feel like I cant even move sometimes, sometimes i can barely open a door i want to be able to write again, i was very happy with my skill level. i want to make music again. i want to to be able to write a book at some point. i want a friend. i want a girlfriend. i want my opinion back, indifference is knowing oftentimes- oftentimes i'd just rather be an opiniated dick(actually though) i want nothing more from kundalini, all i wanted from it is to be able to help others- people can usually only be helped when they're open to it/ready to recieve it- not often. i can't help others nearly as much as i wanted so i want to start helping myself theres not much of myself i can help :( i dont feel like im here half the time. it gave me a kind of supreme insight, at a point my senses were so heightened i could barely stand it. i could tell when people were lying, i learned a lot about my surroundings, i could communicate with nature and other stuff. i've seen so much that i just started closing myself off to everything, closed my brain back up but now it isnt the way i left it, it feel like im a husk.

:( :( :( I have no money and neither does my family I can't bend like that, I've never really done yoga before

Upon my awakening I felt my mind/senses open up so much, as of late all I've been doing is closing it back up and going back to a vegetable. The world is too much. But they won't legalize euthanasia here.

That's cool ^__^, I've read about similar eperiences. Did you notice any lasting effects from the experience? Astral projection is something I wish to master.

who said i was joking.

Nothing is real. You have saved me so much thinking, really. Thank you. You might hear news of me soon, via the news simulation.

So I can kill as I please, because those people don't really exist. Thank you.

if this is all a simulation, what is there to stop me from going out and gunning down a crowd of people. there are no repercussions in a simulation.

Does murdering someone give you more karma/karmic debt?

because they think a church is a building.

god isnt real.

aliens don't exist.

Being alive

Sometimes, usually when I'm feeling optimistic, when I'm focusing on an object for too long outside in the sun, like a bird, tree or a plane, I get this weird pulsing ring in my vision. It's transparent but not at the same time. The best way I can describe it is like a ring of vibrating water in the center of my vision. Once my concentration is broken, it slowly starts to fade. It's so weird, it pulsates inward to a center point- like a built in crosshair or something hahaha Then Sometimes when I'm focused on something outside, I start to see little clear "orbs" or circles in my vision. They don't differ it's always the same pattern (although lately it's changed slightly)- this makes me think I have an eye problem. Is any of this energy or 3rd eye related? Because I'm thinking about trying to get an appointment with an eye doctor.

What point is there to not harming others? Why not kill whomever you'd like? What is the point of doing good acts? What is the point of finding emptiness or reaching nirvana if you're still trapped in a mortal shell and are forced to live amongst suffering/unhappiness until death does you part?

Yes! It's more transparent of course but that's exactly it! It weirds me out how it pulsates and stuff, but then when I stop concentrating it slowly dissipates. I wish I knew what it was I have a feeling it has something to do with my mental faculties(maybe third eye) but I don't know exactly what it is or how I can begin to utilize it. I don't understand how no one can know what this is. I feel like some know and they just aren't informing me about it :/

I'm still having this problem. Does anyone know what's happening with me? I get this weird tunnel vision thing that only happens when I'm outside and concentrating on things? I don't know what to make of it really, sometimes it flares up really intensely but only when I'm outside- it's been that way for months. It's like a semi-transparent pulsating orb in the middle of my vision. Like how sometimes puddles on the ground give off this kind of iridescent sheen, that's what it's like. Like the film from a soap bubble pulsating in the middle of my vision, in a perfect circle. It's weird and only when I concentrate outdoors. I've asked many people and no one gives me a straight answer. Sometimes my ears get that earth frequency ringing thing and I'll see small flashes, then sometimes when I look up its like the very very top of my vision is sprinkled with glitter. C'mon someone has to have some kind of knowledge about this

and how would you suggest I go about diminishing the pull that these non-physical influences from my ancestors have on my every day life?

It's hard for some to believe in magic, because it's right in their face everyday. I think it'd be similar to asking a fish if he believes in water

hahaha, just as I was responding to you. I typed it that way, punctuation is also important, to be misleading. I wanted a genuine reading.

nope. I was actually in a really good mood, still am, I had just gotten done speaking with my therapist. I've had my own experiences with heightened senses, but of this matter I am quite skeptical.

It's a username, for an internet forum, I really don't see the big deal. You judged wrong, I'm quite active within my community volunteering. People ask for my guidance-often. I'm sure my relationships with others is something I could stand to work on- as is everything else... your statement just strikes me as very vague. What exactly are the 6 harmonies to you? To my knowledge what you have "described" me as has nothing to do with them. I hadn't made up my mind in advance, or else I wouldn't have asked someone to perform a "genuine" reading. A reading based on an avatar that has no resemblance to me physically and a body of text that could/could not still be resonating with my current mood. What do my "ancestors" have anything to do with this? Or did you "read" me and all of my lineage coming from Russia?

Someone tell me how I'm feeling right now. I'd also like it if you could report the time/time zone, regarding the exact time in which you "read" me