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Copy-paste from http://gnosticteachings.org/books-by-samael-aun-weor/treatise-of-sexual-alchemy/1741-the-two-witnesses.html Enjoy.

I know why you get results faster, because you give your personality away. Your personality fades away when many other people are around and you are used to it. Personality is usually the first obstacle when you meditate in a quiet place. I noticed similar when meditating infront of a grocery store when waiting for a family member, with the sound being so much that you have no problem shutting it down mentally. Totally different when being at a place with very few people

I could post you guys the entire site.. so much resonance and missing pieces! http://gnosticteachings.org/books-by-samael-aun-weor/the-elimination-of-satans-tail/288-the-kundabuffer-organ.html

The duck posture many people nowadays are having, due to our "modern days" lifestyle sitting on a chair, ass out, chest caved and head forward strenghtens further this so called "Satan's tail" / Kundabuffer. Descending force instead of ascending! The most ergonomic position for a human skeleton to DRAW IN energy is this duck-like position. Even it is shown in Mantak Chia's books, only used to draw in energy. But to guide energy up the spine, you perform a pose similar to a horse stance. You cave in, round your back, so you can pull under your hips to fully utilize your sitting musculatur to gently bring the energy up. The energy literally shoots out of you, when you stay in this duck-posture. You have no chance of holding it, even lesser chances of bringing it up. The orgasm escapes you. Test this yourself. This position forces your lowest gate open, so you lose all the energy again. I have tested this myself with unpleasant feelings that was translated from my emotional state as a feeling of a literal loss or depression. So many topics you find on the internet regarding male depression after an orgasm. This depression is the downward energy, down from your spine and out through your perineum/down your legs. OF COURSE so many men become fatigue, want to sleep or eat an entire meal after ejaculation. Which yet costs another load of non-existant energy, just to reproduce sperm, just to continue the cycle anew.

Regarding the other topic I have posted (Kundabuffer), which is a continuum to this topic has sexuality as it's main issue. The duck posture many people nowadays are having, due to our "modern days" lifestyle sitting on a chair, ass out, chest caved and head forward strenghtens further this so called "Satan's tail" / Kundabuffer. Descending force instead of ascending! The most ergonomic position for a human skeleton to DRAW IN energy is this duck-like position. Even it is shown in Mantak Chia's books, only used to draw in energy. But to guide energy up the spine, you perform a pose similar to a horse stance. You cave in, round your back, so you can pull under your hips to fully utilize your sitting musculatur to gently bring the energy up. The energy literally shoots out of you, when you stay in this duck-posture. You have no chance of holding it, even lesser chances of bringing it up. The orgasm escapes you. Test this yourself. This position forces your lowest gate open, so you lose all the energy again. I have tested this myself with unpleasant feelings that was translated from my emotional state as a feeling of a literal loss or depression. So many topics you find on the internet regarding male depression after an orgasm. This depression is the downward energy, down from your spine and out through your perineum/down your legs. OF COURSE so many men become fatigue, want to sleep or eat an entire meal after ejaculation. Which yet costs another load of non-existant energy, just to reproduce sperm, just to continue the cycle anew. Are you a slave?

5 Part series, if you are into details on how your everyday chatter affects the energy flow of your entire bodily and conscious system. Putting this to use, will increase everyone's practice drasticly. Obviously. Take care.

It started after weeks and months of cultivation and one can direct it. Somewhat limited for now. But very peculiar in itself. And pleasant, very pleasant. One can create it with the perineum, lower abdomen and the mind. And it creates like an explosion inside you. Explosion is a great term, lets call it rapid expansion. And it feels somewhat blissful, very pleasant. Yes, it is a mixture of heart energy and sexual energy. We can rapidly let it rise up from our lower bodies to the middle part and throat with easy. Can we also guide it out of our bodies? No experience yet.. What kind of feeling is this... is this familiar to you?

Very interesting, I also had a couple of those you have listed Regarding this pulse I started the thread about, it is very similar of what you describe appearing from your heart area. I could let this pulse rush up into my heart and cause there / fill it with a expanding sensation that was very pleasant. Interestingly enough, this feeling can rarely brought up by will (yet). It appeared randomly. But not randomly out of nowhere.. like it was partially my will, but never full.

As I have already posted before, but have to post again, due to lack of knowledge (on my side) and lack of proper translation on side of the author of this video (which you will see in the video). When do you breathe in, in this video and when to you breathe out? The practice does require (to my understanding) only one in-breath, when raising the arms at the beginning and then holding the breath, when turning the hands and pushing upwards from the shoulders. Keep holding the breath until you push your single hand outward, coming back and both hands down. Then he says "now breathe again". Inbetween he is translating his knowledge unclear, so I might have grasped two version. The one I have just explained or the other one in which you breathe out, right in the beginning, when you have raised your arms, pushing up, slowly slowly breathing out until you are finished, pushed the hand forward, coming back and down. Then breathing in again. One in-breath and holding the breath, out-breath after pushing hand outward, coming back and both hands down? Or one large outbreath, really really slow? I did it by holding the breath. Required a getting used to. But the sensations after being able to breathe again, is fantastic. Not speaking of how much nonphysical energy you are gathering by not-breathing.

When you practice the very popular blue and red-cross technique, the circles overlap in the beginning and shake. Or in my case overlap and then my vision turns to the usual focused vision. Is peripheral vision already peripheral, when you overlook the object and see 4 instead of 2 objects? Or is peripheral vision achieved, when like described in the method, you morph those two seperate pictures into one Without completely morphing your vision to focus again? For me 1 cross moves from left to right, one from right to left. They do not really meet in the center, rather they cross eachother further, until said focus / standard vision is achieved again. How do you 'hold' the vision between in the stage between? * in case the gif doesnt load automatically, pls click on it *

Could anyone possible up something in a torrent way for individuals not able to purchase said DVDs at the moment but are willing to learn what he offers? This is greatly appreciated and the exclusive handling is gratefuly understood.

Remember yourself as a child, the same being you are now but when this physical form was young and fresh. Straight from the maker. And then look where you are now. Where most people are. Confusion and pain. Often external stimuly to get near to that stage of happiness. A few years ago when my conscious journey started I asked myself why I was happy all the time when I was a kid. Probably 'the' question that starts it for everyone, a longing back to an age where everything was flowers and sunshine. What happened in the meantime? Main cause: Free Will?

We draw in energy and store energy. The energy storing can very clearly be felt as an accumulation. It does only deplete if we participate in detrimental actions, such as arguing or being negative towards someone in any shape or form. Or, ejaculating as male. So in essence, we are not letting the energies freely flow through us and let it sustain the bodily functions as they should be to live healthyl 100years as possibly defined by gods natural program, stored in our DNA (figurative), we alter the course straight to Creation itself. We (re?-) create something in us.. What else other than what we know that is a Black Hole can "store" energy? Nothing to my knowledge can ever effectively store energy, ever. Other than a Black Hole. Everything we have manufactured on this planet, does not properly store energy. Every battery loses energy over time, naturally. Forget everything you know from the media about BH's, since that information is completely misunderstood. BH's are an integral part of the Cosmos. Are BH's birthing stars? Are we creating a Black Hole inside us, by cultivating in the Lower Tan Tien?

Thank you and others. Yes, karma is nothing to worry about. Regardless of what religions have made out of it. It's a form of learning. But ask yourself, do you really have to stick with the job you are doing? There are vegan restaurants. Eating meat because you have to, for taste, is an excuse Btw cave temples, I had to google it .. beautiful crafts

This is what you see in our expanding society: War is now who eats healthier. But what use is eating so called healthy, in terms of balancing and healing foods when what you speak and what you think is creating more problems then sticking to a regular diet? Yes, that question came up often in resent present moments. On the other side I have no interest in encouraging other individuals to continue eating their regular sensual diet, while never putting effort in actually creating genuine emotions that come from one Self, are at one point stable and not substituted. Like the food mostly is, leaving the individual in an illusionairy world that all is fine. But when there is no substitution, hell breaks loose.

After a day full of internal cultivation, I sweat in the night when sleeping. Top of my head faces mostly north, but I switch consciously positions to south, once or twice a week. Waking up around at 4am due to alot damp heat under the sheets. Ventilation. Going back to sleep. Where is all that sweat coming from?

God, I had to laugh so much. Thank you, very fitting Yep, not bingeing. What I guessed, I meditate not much lately before going to bed. Interestingly enough yesterday I did. Which is for automatically a yin stage. Perfect, thank you!

Yeah that was amongst the first google results haha

For example noises that irritate us. Weather it be man-made, like screaming children (not laughing, rather screaming and crying) or sounds from machinery like parked trucks with running laugh motors or irritated wildlife in the garden or surrounding neighborhood that constantly put out alarming sounds? Here I have found a new obstacle in my life. My attention, my awareness. And this is something more difficult when you are born empathic, since you feel everything clearly in certain locations/chakras in your system, rather than feeling or hearing only the sound. When ever I witness something that irritates me in terms of creates a negative response in my being, my attention then sticks to it. Because I have resistance to it. Can we ever get in a state of non-resistance towards something we truly feel causing harm in our bodies? For example yesterday I was in a highly creative mood but when exposed to crying children from the neighborhood I felt how the creativity was naturally fading away. I did not even want to pay conscious attention to them, since after my creative activity I was busy cooking anyway, but even the unconscious reaction triggered a slight sadness in my chest. Like said, putting me out of the creative vortex I was in. Okay, what do I do here? Isolate myself? Which I did in the first place, which brought me in said highly creative state, because I was purely by myself. Normally I have opened windows in my office room the entire day, closing windows for the first time in months felt strange but the results were outstanding. But that is so un-spiritual, so un-monastic "You shut yourself off from the outside, how can you!" Clearly this state is in opposition to the crying from the outside. Resistance to what is. How the heck would someone get create when he or she has a chaotic neighborhood around him or her, like you already know from my previous posts? To ask the main question: What do you do when your attention, your focus, your awareness, your stream of light, when You stick like glue to a certain circumstance that creates such a negative response in you? Can you imagine that I feel how bigger the events get, the more my awareness is on them? This is very easy to notice when you put your attention on birds, which make an alarming sound. The pace in which they put out the sounds gets much faster. Yes, I did two different observations: One with an agitated mood (surely the bird feels it when something "watches" him through it's hearing, which is agitated only fueling his alarming sounds more) and the other one with a purely neutral mood. I would say they ended up changing nothing. I can not clearly say that a loving attention, focusing my hearing on such a bird coming from my heartspace, calming him down.. How do you let the outside be the outside when we talk about noise? How to you stay with yourself, in your Self, and not let your Chi flow into those negative circumstances and polute your being, inwardly through the openings of your ears? How can you stay centered in such situations? 50% of my day is mental activity. I am no longer infront of the computer all day, which I understood formed my eyesight very tense when I looked at animals or humans, creating an unpleasantness. Relaxing the eyes is especially important for me when doing Tai Chi. Regarding the focus sticking like glue to something, medium-hard to get it off but keeping it off is very difficult for me at the moment. Do I have too much mental activity going on? What is this unwanted 'sticking to' something, like glue?

Yes, I understand the point you made. But please remember that pain, genuine pain, not a rememberance of a pattern, is natural and important for us to react on. Otherwise you neglect pain until you are no longer in this physical form. Good job then in achieving having not paid attention to the highest amount possible, but now you are no longer in the form Surely negativity in itself is the same quality of energy like positivity, underneath. But there is a point why you experience it as negativity. This is the most simplest of languages we have. Pain = no, Pleasant = yes. Your ultimate fulfilment will always await you where you have experienced the most pleasant and enjoyful feelings. Yes, we can learn great things from pain and suffering. Ultimately to get out of it and feel good (again). So you can see this as the road of individuals not having internalized a common sense of wisdom in terms of how to approach and handle life. Having to withstand pain and negativity in order to "achieve" something is such a ridiculous and illusionairy concept. Probably "the" most wrong concept we have here. You lower your vibrations by being in negative states. You rise up in realization the higher your vibration is. So what use is there experiencing negativity for just seeing it as "where I not want to go any further"? Pain in itself is something that wants to be understood. Not looked over. Since it contains valuable information for our expansion Not getting into that pain again. Pain in the bodies is a spot of tense energy that we want to losen to experience and utilize the released energy therein. And through understanding it we transform it and can use it's stored energetic potential. Remember we are always formless. It is beautiful to be in the forms, in this outmost extension. I just gave you a glimpse of what you will feel, when you are reconnected to Source. Enlightened. You are still here and you will realize just that, the perfection that is everywhere, in Form. Not fleeing from physical, cooperating with and ultimately shaping the forms. From this God-perspective. I, am eager to see life from this point. I have a good old friend who tastes life from a very high perspective, long traded his personality and ego-mind for a greater consciousness and I can only grasp tiny bits of what he describes of being inexplicable fulfilling being 'here' from this vantage point. Remember yourself when you were here as a child, in a very young physical body, you experienced constant bliss. Everything was fun.

Can you please elaborate further why attention naturally requires analysis? I can simply listen to a sound without analyzing it, can I? Yes, just checked, but it sounds way more vague and not like I have described being an alarming sound. True.

Do it yourself and dont put so much interest on the external? If they find it useful and see what benefits it causes in you, they will eat it too. Meat tastes wonderful, what can I say? I am not "a" vegetarian or vegan, I mostly eat fruit and vegetables and nuts and seeds. But still I recall everything about meat. Would I come across the information that all animals are here to serve us on our path to enlightenment and that it is a great option to eat meat, especially that our bodies can digest it well, I would eat it again. Honestly? How many individuals including myself stopped eating meat because of external information? I never had digestion issues myself and I never had any other problems in my body eating it. Not a single one. I had lower blood pressure when I was eating Red meat. Not high, as you should get. All of it started by the media and how it put it, the slaughtering off masses and the theory about animal empathy, showing cruel pictures. Then stories about actually killing an animal yourself, how it feels. Then you have the word killing. Killing in terms of taking life away. You cant ever take life away since life always is everywhere. That being, you "killed" is just then roaming around in an energetic form respawning in the next moment as it's next desired creation. It is a soul like you and me. The soul itself does not care about being killed, because it is an infinite being that can never die nor be born. And there we had sacrifice all over the world. Sacrifice was a noble action. I can guarantee you that sacrifice was an act of love. How about you "kill" an animal out of love? To enjoy his flesh. Yes, from our restricted mind, our system barely filled with love if we not cultivate or create that love in this reality, it sounds absurd. Sacrificing animals instead of "killing" them might be eating meat 2.0 before we ultimately realize that we just consume various forms of light that are purer. When I was eating meat a while ago, I was giving a prayer, like I do regularly before eating, but this time in an extraordinary way for giving my thank to that being, shortening it's time here and all the experience it could have gathered by serving me in this way of enjoying it's body. So all the drama, starts here in the physical form. And I truly want to see the other, infinite side. I can tell you that I am literally fed up with all this drama and misconception and I want to have a clear picture of what "karma" really is, if it even exists or maybe it is just another religious instrument of chastisement. Is there the theory of karma in Taoism?

I am pretty sure you can eat the entire forest. Pine needles can also be eaten, at least in the early stages when they are young and light green during may/june iirc. Taste juicy and sour. I have to try a pinch resin the next days..

I had intercourse with my GF and barely could hold my Ejaculation back. It was late, we had a good dinner with friends and I we both were abit tired. But nontheless I did. We tend to have an orgasm at the same time, because we both are very empathic and can fine-tune it, to hold and release when ever we want. But never happened before what happened yesterday. I prolongued my orgasm with several techniques, best described in Mantak Chia's book on Tantric practices. Healing Love, etc. We came at the same time and I made an attempt to withdraw my ejaculation, barely successful but I felt something going back into my being. I did not feel weak after it but surprisingly my girlfriend did. So weak, she said, she could lay straight down and sleep. She felt lethargic and she described to me what happened: She was about to climax and told me she was shaking, and I touched her hand it was trembling. I put both of her hands on her stomach. Lateron she told me that she felt an energy ball right there very clearly. And when I came, and she did too, I inhaled, arched my back and was only focusing on myself, not (!) on her. My attention was on my perineum and Lower TanTien. I felt a slight pleasantness drawing back into the LTT. But she felt this energy ball getting sucked out of her womb, vagina and it was gone. When the orgasmic feeling faded she felt very weak. Surprisingly she then explained to me, what was so intuitively normal for her, that she was collecting every day, for a few minutes, earth energy. It was so normal for her, that she never had the need to express it or give it names. She stands on the ground, draws in a energetic sensation that starts at her feet, up to her ankles, knees, hips, sexual center and into her stomach behind her navel. She lets it then radiate out into her body, except brain. Where it is not comfortable for her, tends to stagnate and she then has trouble getting it back down. She did this since she was a child. Of course she experimented with it and refined her technique. But she felt this energy ball as something very natural. Until this moment when it left. Very good situation we were in, otherwise she wouldnt never ever felt the need to talk about it. So please, be careful and mindful with what you do. Especially when you are about to climax together, since it seems to create an openness in both beings.

Light can travel through an empty space Speed of Light is defined by the properties of the vacuum, of the nothingness. These are electromagnet waves. They move with a certain speed through 'nothing'. Nothing that can be physically measured. When we have particles with a certain mass and want to bring their speed to the Speed of Light, we certainly need an infinite amount of energy to do so. But that is not accessible (right now). In other words: Only those particles can move at the speed of light which have a so called 'Rest Mass' of 0. Zero. Photons for example, have a rest mass of 0. They have energy, loads of it, but no resting mass. This is the second time I stumble across this information, that when you are in deepest meditation and reach a still point, you are at or beyond the speed of light. How restrictive or expansive do these words feel to you?