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Regarding Kong, empty-force and it's understanding - Nature to it
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aJwLKDu2Pj8 to our eyes it looks silly, because we are so influenced by the very movies we have created and how we, from mind to mind, say ourselves how it has to look. And if by nature, it does not look that way, it must be wrong mind is so funny, human especially, at times. but Nature, always knows (better/complete) and as soon as we include our mind into "what is" and listen, we possibly get it right away - high chance. Source: simple meditation -
I come across alot of ideas of protection whenever I face groups of individuals who are spiritually awakening and getting to know their mind It is unimportant from which direction the Self is getting approach through the mind, after a few invitations of that spiritual side of Nature (capital N, the One Nature, not earth-only nature) and because one does so from one's own personality, a certain kind of threat is experienced and the idea of protection is raised This threat is only experience through bias of what one does not yet want to see and/or experience, but is part of the whole. Having no concepts yet for it and not seeing that it actually is possible and plausible to live without any concepts at all, shutting it out is natural and pain is experienced. In all honesty, looking at the spiritual evolution of current mankind with the most neutral eyes possible, a minority is only interested in getting to know one's Self directly from or as it's Totality ...and along my journey I have understood why Personality Personality is the only reason why protection is needed. Personality because one wants to achieve something, wants to improve one's Self and show off to others and all the myriads of ideas of seperation, of being unable to (...) in so many ways and needy for something external to complete oneself, participating in this entire false, but apparently necessary, game we play Personality is so easily acquired by just looking at objects, interaction through mind via thoughts and emotions are automatically created and shape the individual. It is the standard program of a human on auto-pilot and which at one point in the evolution of the individual gets questioned and eventually, through conscious action, replaced If there is willingness to know Truth, followed and then acted upon that impulse, the individual will know it's limitations very fast. It will understand that there is an infinite number of personal truths which s/he is constantly facing in this human life and also and most importantly having to face it's own truth based upon mostly unconsciously formed, partially consciously formed, personal beliefs. The individual eventually will realize that in order to know Truth it has to surrender it's personal ideas, for these ideas were always at War with all other individual beliefs and with a greater flow of something that sustained him or her over the years and slowly is vanishing, more pain is experienced. Eventually the individual will surrender it's personal beliefs in a moment of complete exhaustion and in that very moment something will find him or her. And that which will present itself to him or her will be so profound and so vast in power and experience of the perceived energy that all interest in further accumulating of more personal ideas, beliefs and a future lifestyle out of it, is completely discarded. All energetic layers of the individual have been shown what Truth is again. From there on the individuals knows that the uppermost protection he or she can ever have, will be the interest to Know One's Self and to Live From That Place. This can be read as the most ignorant and toxic information but in Truth (with a capitcal T, as The One Absolute) it is the highest truth that you will ever hear and know for your Self: Group-thinking is poluted. Community is poluted. Society is poluted. All ideas we have on this planet right now of co-existing with eachother are totally corrupted. They are corrupted because we do no longer see them from the Source. We see them from an individual perspective that has not yet realized it's totality and can not yet live, both as individual and as totality again. It can only live as individual for now and therefor is a complete imbalance in that very expression. Subject to change of course. The only Reality (again with a capital R, for The One Underlying and Absolute) is that there is only One. This One is both you and me at the same time. Unfortunatelly the nature of the individuals mind, coming from it's personality sees something external to itself and experiences all the lower emotions, from Human Heart downwards, where all ideas of seperation are generated from. If your spiritual understanding grows and you want to evolve into the One, when you reach your Heart, in order to proceed, you have to let go of your personality. To every Ego, surrendering the individual's personality, this sounds like the most frightening and threatening thing, I just have to remember bits of my own past before this personal exhaustion happened, but in essence it leads to the Complete opposite, to complete Creative Freedom as a self-realized, individual consciousness. The freedom to slowly but surely experience your Self as everything And this human body at the same time. With it all ideas and feelings of seperation dissolve. All energies and expressions out of it, abilities, come naturally. Did you had a struggle to walk as young human? Did you have to manipulate your energy in order to perform all the actions you do, with your body? No, you just went with the flow of the natural way of how God creates and experienced bliss in your very young years until more and more blockages from this then forming, personal mind shut it out It is yours to understand Just this and release and evolve with the Interest to get to know your Self. ... I am praised in my skills to express my Self in my mothertongue, german, and I do my best here in English and I can tell you, from the joy I have to do so, to describe the complexity of the transformation happening when you reach it, allow yourself to surrender into it, I say this with full empowerement: It is impossible to descibe it Words end here and words are less and less needed. Spoken word is less and less needed and especially thoughts do no longer interest. For you have nothing to ask anymore. It's just letting the energy that was once used for thought all it's repetitions steadily calm down and be used for finer layer of existance. It is the direct way. And it has no end to it. It is the free will of the individual to approach the Self, as him- or herself, from it's mind or with the willingness of direct experience going beyond the mind and letting the Self present itself to oneself. Without effort, just surrendering and know one will constantly presented more of one's Self and only one's Self. Paradoxically in the beginning phase the most difficult for a mind due to the root and it's fear of death, idea of seperation that in Reality does not exist. There is no stage, it is a direct evolution, a very pure evolution and the ego that will appear and disappear many many times, is constantly be refined. To such a thing degree, that it can be willingly dropped and surrender into the Self, to use the individuals consciousness as a living Sakrament of the Self here in this reality and then stepped out of it and embodied the individual again This Self is you and is me, timeless and at the same time in a time-bound form And it holds the only protection that there is: No protection, a condition that is so fluid and flexible that it can no longer be seen as such It is giving up everything to receive everything. It is living as a transcended being, from human consciousness to God consciousness, freely able to merge at any given time And also able to ascend it's human form to what all of you dream off. But not from a personal, earth-bound, human personality driven by manipulation, but from receiving everything, unfiltered from Source itself. As it. I loved to be a thief, to steal and to manipulate in so many seemingly intelligent ways. Just to stretch my personality to such a disgusting degree that I sheerly destroyed it. You already are this in so many ways. Do it and do it More. Not only bits but with passion! Search for protection, try to protect yourself and find always greater and greater enemies! Until the personal energies of this human vessel is at it's perceived end. Just to reach all of this what I am writing about here... It is reality. This understanding will be yours and deeper and deeper it goes That is why self-realization is the only protection that is and ever will be. Love for one's Self is love for everything, regardless how it appears as one's Self again. That is the reason, the spiritualy-scientific reason that you can accept Why you want to love yourself first. Then you know yourself and what it is that you are actually loving there, then you perceive that you Have and then giving is natural because you are Full of your Self. This energy coming with this realization will show you first hand. All doubts are no more. Free from all concepts, all dislikes, all fantasies and illusion - pure and direct Reality. It is your birthright, take it
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Self-realization, the only protection that there is
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intended, as you already know smiles and exactly that very definition is subject to the perceiver only. That is the mircalous about the nature of clear consciousness. Which is not fixed to any particular location or form it is about the point of Reality from which you define your Self as. You are it, right now. But due to many splits, you are unable to perceive it. You can, of course, if you are a dedicated meditator and familiar with the feel of self-sacrificing your linear time here in this body for this non-linear and timeless experience which will then add to your linear experience in unspeakable ways and clarity -
Self-realization, the only protection that there is
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You speak of yamas and niyamas in context of direct source energy out of which the necessity of yamas and niyamas are lateron created, as cleanse This is not the point here I was not writing about the ascension of linear consciousness, which can make use of yamas and niyamas, but the transcendence of the individual's consciousness and re-merging with the entire field of clear consciousness, God/Tao Two completely different aspects. The one is a way, the other is free from ways - because it creates all ways The one is stepping out of the experience completely and observing it all the way you have described and MooNiNite prefers is act of participating in it And remember it is not about good or bad, like your post implies: Self is beyond good or bad. Linear experience is good or bad, to which the transcended consciousness will return to evolve further, because it will not hold itself in the totality, because it provides no further experience than just the totality. An unspeakably important experience for each soul, nontheless, but it does not replace linear growth, why the soul exists or has created itself out of this totality -
Hearing two different non physical sounds on each side of the head
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Meditation and increased awareness of thought, keeping concentration in the chest and interupting all thought mid-sentence by not listening to them further Has brought up two different, non-physical sounds on each side of my head On the left side, around and a little bit above the right (or aswell in the head at that region) I hear sounds that vary in tones and could easily be described in their totality as wind-chimes On the right side, around the same area - I hear static. The usual electric audible sound you hear when your energy levels have increased from the normal "human low" to a bit more refined When I am in my thoughs or in my lower tan tien, I dont hear them. When I am really consciously in my tan tien area or letting my awareness slide, like right now during typing, I hear them. Both simultaneously And I have also checked and confirmed yesterday, that I could hear regular physical sound, such as music and actually hear this sound "ontop" or "through" it Male and female energy quality in audible form? Do you have a similar self-experience? -
Hearing two different non physical sounds on each side of the head
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edited my reply, what do I know, all assumptions and not real experience - forget it feels so much clearer now ... respire -
Self-realization, the only protection that there is
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It is a primordial knowing in each and everyone of us that we are the Self. But all of the layers ontop, to be so different, that we have made ourselves individual human beings, have shut out almost every ability to be in control. With a tendecy to increase even more, as you look upon the current world All of this is part of the whole, to rise out of it, aswell. All is still perceived as the old personal self in the past, every emotion every human interaction - but with next to no greater clinging to it anymore, it just drips off by itself - and at the same time the freedom of knowing oneself as to be so much more, through this direct experience, makes this human experience, even with all the noticably increase of suffering of ones surrounding so... unspeakably pleasant... and easy And it never was difficult, we just artificially created it to be so difficult, through all these blockages Get to know it -
Normal to thin statue, regular musculatur from body weight training only No health conditions Only real change is towards spiritual goals. Material goals reduced to the maximum possible each day Have Sungazed to around 15:40 min following the guideline, but gazing confidently way over 30minutes each time. Started 2012, did long pauses inbetween as you can see Noticed from then that I could eat more than usual (and have also posted a thread about it a few years ago) More and more conscious now each day and noticing that the discpline towards meditation and self-focus leaves my body and emotions with a momentary and sheer unending appetite I eat a load of natural and organic food, paused with grains but now added them back in (almost winter here) and I know when it's enough, not to feel pain in my stomach. Shortly after I leave the table or desk I could eat again. But I cant eat more or my body experiences pain and I cant do anything at all due to fatigue... Have you experienced similar when deciding to switch to a self-nourishing lifestyle that the appetite (emotions?) go wild? Is it trauma that is coming up?
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What is triggered when we see a wild animal and all hair stay on end?
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I am experiencing more of subtle movements lately due to more concentration and relaxation into this one moment here And so it comes that I walk by wild animals, for example yesterday at night, boars and they dont even notice me. They dont pickup anything what would interupt them: Personality, it has blended in due to the relaxation, slow breathing and moving But as soon as my eyes see them, all my hair, from feet to top stay on end and I feel how energy shoots out - I would know this to be an activation of my entire auric field "in a certain way" But what way? And what triggers it? Ancestory personality? It can only be Instantly an image came to my mind from my late childhood when Dragonball was released, it feels exactly the way how they have depicted it in the movies, turning super saiyan I feel how my metabolism increases and I could do anything physical, at that moment. I felt lighter and super-agile. I felt abit of fear but that was greatly diminished by the uplifting feeling of this turning on, of whatever it truly is. Complete red root chakra aura - and or with personality triggering of solar plexus? My conscious cant perceive such colors yet so up to now it's all a guess The feeling tho, is to one degree magnificent Anyone self-experiences with this aswell? -
Hearing two different non physical sounds on each side of the head
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Oh how often did I do the same? Feeding my mind and it felt so beautiful and wonderful and mysterious. The excitement, the feeling of being "more", the emotions And then meditation back on the ground, all concepts, all fantasies and ideas disappear. You are where you have left off, in your real and personal evolution towards Tao/God, linearly, in this body. Regardless of having realized the Source in this moment or not, you are still [here] . Yes, release everything. Let everything collapse to the most primordial state. In which all energy and all wisdom is contained. You dont neccesarily need to puzzle it together, from your personal human mind. You can of course, if you so desire. But you can also realize yourself as the Source and then understand your mind, which leads then to creation in perfection - for you remain in the center at all time. False personality, is off center, doomed to fail Transcend the mind, for a moment in your life, with practices such as Shikantaza and create from there, as all Life. -
How does Zen Buddhism explain the Spiritual Heart, Inner Heart, Hridaya?
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Hello, I was wondering how Zen Buddhism names and explains our so called Spiritual Heart or Inner Heart or Hridaya, where unified consciousness radiates into this human experience, into all it's various energy channels? -
Hearing two different non physical sounds on each side of the head
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My pleasure. Yes, I do not further pay attention to these processes, I just notice them on the fly deeper into Spiritual Heart and Silence Btw that was actually the reason why I have contacted you, if you have any further information on what is known as the spiritual heart / inner heart / hridaya - source of stream of consciousness into this human existance Since this part of me has awoken back into my consciousness, no matter what I do I always come back to it, since the experiencing with nature were so profound and the energy of feeling this light / life energy pouring out of my chest and flowing up my the upper body and neck was so - out of this world From these moments on I knew what the meaning of "mystical" and "holy" truly meant. Before they were just words of some sort of greater meaning, but with not real life experience attached to them. Birds making attempts to land on me... singing songs so utterly new to my hearing, tho I am constantly outdoors since childhood... feeling how this energy holds off all cold during an experience last winter and then "losing" it and not finding it again, personality comes back and until that - just the recognition of That very fact of how thought and personality act as a block of the outpouring of that energy - more than one year has now passed it's like wearing glasses on one's nose and asking where are ones glasses -
See how different qualities of Hydrogens shape our reality
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A beautiful find, coming from a research I did myself after reading what Innersoundqigong has posted about When an Astral body in ones own consciousness is being formed Found in this thread http://thedaobums.com/topic/4959-mouna-samadhi/page-2 Our thoughts have to completely STOP in order for our consciousness to go deeper within. Take that as your primaraly practice, each and every day, if you want to uncover your True Self. and research on Hydrogens opened up this brilliant explanation - inhale it http://www.rahul.net/raithel/otfw/92threeHs.html?42,42 -
What is triggered when we see a wild animal and all hair stay on end?
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I have witnessed these periods when ever I slide back into letting all happen - waves that settle down -
What is triggered when we see a wild animal and all hair stay on end?
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basicly all subsconscious reaction can fall into the cathegory of self-induced. It is just a matter of how deep we know our selves to truly be able to verify the myriad of connections (to an extend of all-connection) happening every moment -
What is triggered when we see a wild animal and all hair stay on end?
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Yes, personal sight happens in most cases, to my current knowledge, by bypassing the heart, which is direct connection to the universal intelligence, that we in essence all are. personal will based "evolution" through manipulation root, sakral, solarplexus and certain restricted functionalities within the forehead Look at objects (including animals) right after a deeper meditation, when no thought arises - nothing greater happens. Now think for a certain period, do personal stuff and then look again at these animals, they want to evade your sight This is really a beautiful science -
How to hear silence between/inside sound? That means how to perceive silence (emptiness of audible energy) in a noisy environment Do you know of a precise practice?
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fear based. root chakra issue. root yourself. get out of your head into your body. center your energy into your heart. live from your heart, for behind it lies the energy source of your human experience you hold on to concepts that allow this moment, this one underlying reality apparently not to be fulfilling in all it is. this is human personality, a split from the universal consciousness, god consciousness. including all automated thoughts and emotions. if you want to live this life with full mastery you get to know your Spiritual Heart Energy Center, expand your personal self fully into it and let it expand into your personal reality, to fully and completely transform it the energy goes from your Spiritual Heart Energy Center up in and through the crown, re-connects to the entire intelligence all around you and re-enters through the crown into the root chakra, where it purifies all personal impurities. from there, reality is restored and you have again all tools at hand needed to create, as that master, here in this human reality. please know that this is a direct experience which you must want. silence thought, silence emotion (because the act as a complete veil, a block) and feel that energy into your chest during meditation. concentrate on it, let it expand and let it guide you in it. this is the most direct method. it is included in Sri Ramana Maharshi's technique and all techniques wanting to re-discover the SELF through direct and transformative experience.
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My goodness what pearls I dig up here. So many AHA-effects from my own experiencing matching PERFECTLY here. Thank you for sharing! Enjoy
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I instantly remembered my first DMT experience in which I was so shocked about hearing a sudden explosive tone that was louder than anything imaginable. I had such immense respect of what was going on that I instantly dropped the recorder I had in hand and just surrendered to what was about to unfold. I can totally relate Beautiful
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Very helpful replies that were added after my last post. Thank you very much. What a fascinating practice it is and it reveals So much about our true nature, in this one eternal present moment right here and right now. Sense this moment with all your skill of whatever you would call it, feel into it and drink so much wisdom out of it
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Two questions regarding meditation ("rings" and push/pull sensation)
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Just wanting to know what you have experienced in meditation regarding the following I have not seen any colors, I did not want to or do want to see or find in meditation, I just came across, want to check what it is in common knowledge, give it my "mmhm, okay" see how I make my own sense out of it and carry on. Which I feel is for the best, attempting this more or less the direct way All pleasant Until now, very vaguely I have witnessed in what I would be able to recall my vision or where my head would be located "rings" that I was able to travel through Now I would not even name this my vision, with which I was traveling through, somewhat face-centered awareness would be most accurate Not travel with body, not travel with anything else than just ... perception It was rather my will and it was happening without any force or resistance what so ever I could make myself travel through or the rings go by "me" forward and backward. I could not make a difference. Beliefing the concept of no space and this being non-physical, it travelled by me. And it appeared to be easier in one direction, I dont quite recall right now, I belief it was forward What is this? And the 2nd would be That when closing my eyes and as soon as I relaxed, I could feel as if my bodily awareness was arranging itself. I still felt my body and the heaviness and softness and here and there abit pain of it, but there was more And that I would describe like a pulling or pushing sensation that happened almost at the same time or in very short intervals, mostly witnessed from chest to stomach and back What is this? I am not interested in any read up information, only self-experience that wants to be shared. I appreciate your understanding and willingness to share whatever you have understood yourself about your light-nature Thank you- 1 reply
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What online shop do you know for natural, handmade, warm monk-like robes?
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Dear community, I am looking for an online shop, best one you yourself have experience with the clothing they sell - maybe you wear them yourself - handmade, warm robes that have the aestetics of those of buddhist robes, for example. It is important that they use only natural materials, no chemicals. I would be really interested to support, for example a monastery, who produces these kind of garments. Unfortunatelly, here where I live, nothing like this is available. So I am happy to pay the worldwide shipping costs. Me myself, I wear old and worn-out 1st world brand clothes that I find extremely uncomfortable and also do no longer feel the need to have any type of slogan on my body. Feel free to leave any recommendations here as a reply or PM me. Thank you -
Dematerialization, Teleportation, Flying, Hovering and include everything that your mind can come up All of these are truths. Not a question of possibility, but of probability. And that is key: All of these abilities, as you would call it, you will invoke in yourself, but remember the most important aspect of them all - that they will happen in your consciousness. They are not happening outside of yourself. So discard all beliefs and ideas of "seeing somone teleport" or do this and do that. Have you ever, consciously, experienced what happens when your body goes to sleep? No? Then such things are (for now) far off your scale of actual skill of what you, as consciousness, are able to bring to the table. Feeling is key. Not imagining. Forget imagining in my honest opinion. What is there to imagine? You have no experience, so you have no thoughts about it and so you cant imagine it. Thoughts are only a tool of memory, not a tool of direct creation. Thoughts only re-create. On a most fundamental level you create by "imagining" but that imagining does not drink from past-experience, as all human imaginations do. They re-create human-like, in so many ways. So be fully honest with yourself. How would being able to teleport feel like, when it happens from the core of my being. And with all of these other things. How would it "happen to me" not as a seperated being, rather transforming the idea of seeing oneself from a 3rd perspective, as the audience to which something happens. Everything happens first perspective, if you truly manage to envoke it yourself. You are the core of life, get that into your mind, experience it and all of these "fantastic" and "super-" and "ultra-" and "extra-" are merely normal occurences. And ultimate Have to feel that way, when you want to truly master them. So normal as walking across a room. You dont think about it, you dont imagine it, you just do it. It is built-in. But can only because you feel yourself as yourself, no seperation. So it is true: Know thySELF is the deepest secret to all there is. For the SELF is the same core principle in all of life. Surely your mind now understands how mystical experiences have always occured. There was an audience that saw a man or a woman doing something to an object or landscape but they could not see the light behind and inbetween everything, with which "the man or the woman" was already directly connected again. There was no seperation to human or any kind of form. So it moved as one. For "him or for her", it simply felt like them. Like me. Like who I feel right now on the most basic level, plus maybe fluctuating qualities of energy, like our emotions, but harnessed and as one harmonious flow and most importantly The same in the core. That is why it is so important to feel our core again. And know it, as a direct and transformative experience. And by knowing that, ALL of your ideas of manipulation are getting cast of. You probably want to sit in a corner and cry. I know, feels odd, but true. It is normal. Bye superman, hello SELF.
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What online shop do you know for natural, handmade, warm monk-like robes?
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Yes. The master appears when the student is ready. The student knows himself to be the master at one point. The student no longer wants there to be any school rather for anyone to find his own master within, for he has understood what is truly going on here. Same with any sort of clothing. One knows that one only feels comfortable in any kind of dress, when ones inner reflects the outer. And then there is simply the decision of not walking around naked. Not because one would not want it, surely it would feel great, but to take a humble step back to not instill more fears into other individuals, then the light of ones own cleared experiences naturally already does to them.