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  1. Anyone into astral travel?

    Yes I am into it. The general notion on this forum, coming from my personal experience with certain users here, is negative towards this topic. There are many other forums on the internet specifically for these kinds of topics, which might serve you better.
  2. decalcifying the pineal, etc.

    The pineal gland is naturally "decalcified" if you intake more light into your being and get enough times of rest. So that repairs are less needed by the system and the energy can be used to awaken finer senses. You do not need to do anything fancy externally. What we lack is light. What cloggs us down is darkness. See it as this. Negative and unsupportive thoughts, emotions, actions all shut these centers off. An entire lifestyle change, naturally, unlocks all part of our being. Are you willing to change and not only intake information and fantasy?
  3. ego mind is really Christ Mind

    It is not totally it, it is a part of it. The part of the mind most human beings use every day (up to this point), is a very small part of the entire mind, that extends in all directions and is not contained by simply a skull.
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    It is a natural process when you no longer feel desire to birth another human being, instead setting forth the intention to use this energy for your spiritual enlightenment. Meaning that this energy then is a surplus in your system and gets used to open up finer senses again. First you need to get terms and affirmations like "eliminate" out of your entire being. There is no elimination. It is a misunderstanding. If you speak about something different, use different words and let those who do not serve you return back to nothingness. Things get replaced. What you do no longer use, gets replaced. It dissolves. Like this body here dissolves when you, as your soul, no longer feel interest being human. Your soul currently focuses on the human perspective, so you are here, as human. Is it (you) focusing on something else, it becomes this. It is a matter of focus. Forget all these words and ask yourself what you really want. "Who am I?" "What do I want?" "Why do I want it?" "What does it serve me and all living beings?" "What is the connection between where I am now and what do I want?" And let the answers come. Focus on a higher form of energy. That can be the sun, which can help you to reconnect to your inner, primal light. It is best when you use something so simple and so indescribably powerful as our sun. I dont need to explain to you how powerful the sun is, because you already know it, subsconiously, because without it, this body wouldnt be here. So use something much greater, that you can actually grasp and is no fantasy. Like the sun. And be sincere. Everything else will be set in motion and you will be transformed. YOU DO NOT NEED TO CREATE IT, YOU SIMPLY AFFIRM IT and let it happen. Like you do not create an out-of-body-experience during the night, it simply happens. Can you focus on it? For 30seconds or longer? How long per day? Even outside of meditation? Test your sincerity by asking and observing your daily cycles doing this Nothing mostly ever happens, because we are so busy focusing on trillion of things per day that it is impossible for most human minds to connect the dots between their unconscious mind, creating constantly and their actual creation. What then mostly happens is a denial of all that arrives, totally forgetting and not seeing that one has created everything, all the time. You can not "not" create as a human being. Your entire purpose is to create. So whats the point about this statement? The point is, create much less quantity and more quality. Simple. All the best.
  5. How to work on your sub-personalities?

    You reside in the Self as often as you like to. It washes away all limited / lower (same value but for the sake of understanding) impressions
  6. From my life experience I can tell you the most important thing: Your level of consciousness decides what you see and understand. My most favorite explanation: Your consciousness is like a key. A multi-purpose-key for many keyholes. And the greater your level of consciousness is, the more keyholes you can unlock. And keyholes are everywhere around you, endlessly. Keyholes = wisdom that you are then allowed (by your own allowance of expanding your consciousness first, no 3rd party as falsely believed as "angels" or "masters" who give something to you) to bring forth into this dense reality. The source of pure consciousness is the energetic source of your physical heart, the very center of your entire being, that projects itself outward into this reality. That means if your mind can grasp universal truth's or is beginning to .. then you can hear and read and see whatever it is, and you will understand it. You will understand universal truth's in a MC Donalds sign. I meditate and I am still stuck sometimes in the gravity I brought forth playing video games. I consciously discover universal truth's developers have put apparently "by accident" in games. They would never see them as universal truth's but the key is that you do. It is all about you. This all around you here is just a mirror. A very, very, Very powerful and important one. But it just is a mirror of you. Isnt it heavinly and hellish at the same time? Hellish because you see your slackery, you could be so much more! And heavenly when you grasp that you get what you are. And that you dont have to think or operate linearly! You can get everything, right now! Without having to step by step work for it. But who would tell you this on this earth, at this time? Where everyone wants your subscription and feeds you only with tiny drops of information. As far off as I have seen this statement a year ago when I first came across it.. it gets more and more real, the more I put my conscious light into it, every day. This is so powerful. God, allows you to be everything. At all time. Humanity (and also the most part of this forum and it's members) strips you off your powers and calls you nothing. That is why it is so crucial to be with your Self. Especially in these times. You will find everyone when you be with your Self. You find true and authentic connection to everything, when you be with your Self in silence. Fragen / Anregungen / Verbindung - einfach per PM.
  7. Do you know for sure that when you breathe calmly, what our body indicates as toxic air, it leaves the body as it has entered it? Completely Do you know for sure that when you breathe tightly and with resistance, what our body indicates as toxic air, it leaves the body only in fragments and not completely? We hold onto it A nice temporal obstacle for our practice. When we walk calmly outside in the fresh air, a car drives by and the smell of burnt fuel enters our being. We feel the taste of it on our tongue and gum, we maybe even (want to) feel it going down into our lung. We stay mindful and do not alter our breathing in reaction. We know that the sensation passes. Have you mastered this? What is your experience with it? Personally I do believe in what I have asked in the first two lines. When ever we constrict our being, create resistance, what enters us has a very difficult time to flow out again. Stagnation manifests. Imagine a rough pipe that you constrict in various ways and then let a thicker fluid enter and see how incomplete it leaves. Same with our gut. The more resistance we have, the tighter it is, the more air and rotten food is blocked in it. Does this make sense? All the best.
  8. I admit that I need a huge emotional and thus energetical boost from the letting go of my girlfriend and re-structuring my daily practice and all of this happening at the same time in winter. Can you feel how grey I feel inside myself? On the edge of unbearable.. ..and then there is Astral Projection which right now seems to be a free ticket lying infront me to the huge and newly opened theme park in town! AP/T is on my to do list for quite some time but got forgotten due to worldy things.. ..I have red and heard that it is natural during mediation. My body got partially paralyzed in meditation but I went not further, so I cant confirm it. My experience with any form of OBE was so far only that when I first tried it, me in another body came rising up around 30cm of my bed (only felt, no visual) and then dropped back down. Huge nervousness at that time. I went into sleep paralysis, my heart raced like crazy, feared it and quit. One afternoon lying in the sun I could wiggle my arms abit and it felt like they were completely weightless and in some substance I would recall as water. Many quits due to noise and pain/cramps in stomach lying on my back.. And yesterday another try after months: Vibration in feet going up, vibration and contraction in perineum, slight vibration in hips and then next to no vibration in lower and upper torso possibly due to the cramps again occuring on the transition from ribs to stomach area, tissue tight from long times of sitting (needs stretches). Managed to ignore the pain in upper stomach region, limbs became numb only face remained somewhat "alive" including the stomach area. Followed by a new sensation, a vibration that I could guide in a wave through my entire body. Have you ever had problems consciously direction a wave smoothly? Me yesterday and then I could feel a subtle sensation of being able to roll out of my physical body one side, but then chose the other side which reduced the sensation. And then some idiots fired their remaining fireworks outside, resulting in shocks in my body which I attempted to overcome and sure I did but I found myself drifting away and later all the powerful interest, in moving and imagining myself already out of body, was gone. What would you improve here, coming from your personal experience and success in Astral Travel? A friend of mine who is able to exit all of our bodies up to God/Tao/Oneness Consciousness gave me the advice to learn very, very smooth breathing because it is apparently needed to hold (?) or stabilize the vibration and that we should be aware of that we do not create an out of body experience, we let it happen. This is a huge difference in mindset and could possibly lead to a differenciation in exiting in states known as lucid dreaming and actual astral travels. An OBE is apparently natural, every night. Success is just measured in how far and how subtle we allow our consciousness to get out of our bodies. The process seems to be automatic? Again, from a human perspective of wanting and controlling, so new.. Can you help?
  9. "To steal fire like Prometheus, or to give oneself up to fire like Empedocles, are two concepts which point to the basic dualism of the human predicament. The middle way lies in the comfortable solution of simply making material use of the benefits of fire. But fire is ultra-life. It embraces both good (vital heat) and bad (destruction and conflagration). It implies the desire to annihilate time and to bring all things to their end. Fire is the archetypal image of phenomena in themselves. To pass through fire is symbolic of transcending the human condition." Heart, non-dualist. Heart, non-linear, knows no time. Heart-Fire is the "Holy Flame" - it is both vital heat and destruction for impurities. It can be felt as a burning sensation similar to an actual heart-burn and blissful love. Both originate in our Spiritual Heart. The Heart transcends the human condition (ego, tiny piece of the total mind). Why is it that there is so few written about the qualities of the Energetic Heart Center in Ancient tradition? Or at least published? I know it is hard to understand from a mind that is used to linear concepts... but are you aware that working in a non-linear space means that you can access information directly, you dont need to learn step by step? That you do not need to go from the bottom to the top, when you can access that what is beyond linearity and holds all that is required for this seemingly, linear human trascendence? No one can force this upon you. You will understand it when the time is right. Just keep in mind that most students and their teachers are getting stuck just below the heart, the solar plexus, related to personal power and ego. All the best to you!
  10. A stage of many, divided by concepts he named "Love" and "Strife". The Golden Age. What is now and what will be Related to the Heart's Energy of being a flame of purification. Personal suggestion from myself, allow it as possibility and experiment for yourself. If your goal is to stay unbiased from such texts and rather focus on your own practice, even better.
  11. Oh I am so happy for you! Lincoln Gergar from ChannelHigherSelf found on Youtube is one of few individuals (suspect to change) who offer such a 'high level teaching' right here and right now. For free. Yes, our ego is the source of all tension. Orgasmic energy releases all tension in our body, in an instant. But in order to get orgasmic, life-giving energy into our being, we need to let go off every tension this is most efficiently done through exactly what he teaches: Holding our attention, our focus, every day as much as possible and wherever we are in the space of our Spiritual Heart. This purifies all the ego. It does it not instantly, for there is no instant-wipe, but it does it most efficiently. There is no faster way all consclusion that will be made in regular alchemy lead to the heart and from there purifies even the soul and reveals the greater, cosmic plan and one's importance in it. The only obstacle with this way, also introduce to this planet by individuals like Sri Ramana Maharshi, is the mind. For the practice is soo so easy, that after even a short while the mind sees the practice as obsolete and doubts arise. But with continuous focus in the Spiritual Heart, the one heart of all heart, and the question "Who am I?" and the intention to get to know oneself as The Only One Self There Is, all is purified. This, is the uppermost challenge for a human being in this time. You are a master, a true master, when you successfully perform this task. Then others will call you God-realised. Sounds cool for your ego, doesnt it? But to you, it will feel no different. Why is that so? Let me speak from my life experience: Imagine yourself right here and right now, doing a practice that requires no further information. You will never need any further information, ever. And this is all there is. Your mind, your ego, will think it dies. And the thought alone, is the last obstacle. "You" die and you are born again. Lincoln has stated that even after "returning" once successfully merged, you will still feel yourself as [insert your name here], still have your personality if you so desire, but are expanded to the uppermost. It requires a complete letting go of ones personality, at one point in one's evolution, to find back into God / Tao. We have many "masters" on this planet, a greater handful of spiritual leaders and most of them are still in their ego.. and they are leading huge groups to a so called enlightenment... There is no other teacher than this. Your Heart. And it reconnects us directly to the prime intelligence that there is.
  12. I was called many times that I take life so serious and should see it more lighter but how can I when I live a conscious life? Individuals telling that life is easy have mostly no purpose set for their lives other than superficial career plans, sex life, usual family dreams etc Maybe as many of you aswell, I live in such an environment and it bothers me. When one lives a conscious life, emotions are felt more real and the power of thought becomes more evident. Yet many individuals are intoxicated 24/7 in various ways, numb and barely feel any powerful emotions. Using language and thought mostly for entertainment. The unconscious lifestyle of so many, striving for positivity, creates so much suffering as a byproduct. As a result of not wanting to clean up, it piles up, ready to explode. Not wanting to hear, not wanting to feel, not wanting to take responsibility. More medication. I just watched half an hour TV today, Silvester, and my spiritual plans seem to have no meaning anymore. Of course they still do, but compared to that? Can you understand my point of view? What life is this these days here on the planet?
  13. Orgasm is the biggest release we have and I want to ask you for your life experiences with when for example you are in a divorce situation like I am, where there is no communication between the two and you feel misunderstood and have no opportunity to correct via seeing and speaking to eachother, how would you heal the depressive feeling inside yourself? I am aware of semen being important and not to drain yourself off of it, but how to go about it? Use the emotional release coming along with ejaculation / orgasm as a male? And how to soothe the urge wanting to communicate but not being allowed to, respecting that and calm the hopes for a better future for the two of us? Meditation works great but when coming out of it, around half an hour to an hour later the emotions arise again. With respect and sincerity, thank you.
  14. Heal depressive (sexual) energy - Howto?

    Thank you very much and this is the exact thing I am doing right now: I do not ignore those who ignore me. I do not react. I choose to keep my heart open and open it even more. I want to see the changes and I know they exist and it will turn my reality around for it has already three times this year, what can happen when ones heart is active and open - the reality infront of our eyes does not seem to be "real" anymore, regarding our century-long programming in action+reaction. Wonders that seem to be impossible happen everywhere. I have lost this girl to her ego and I will bring her back. The time is now to be pioneers for a brighter future. Get to know your spiritual hearts, Family, please and see the wonder! You will not believe it with your own (conditioned mind's) eyes, for they are so great and so satisfying beyond belief ... Reply and share your experience again after months if you desire, I promise you an Eden right here and right now, if you continue to open your heart. PS: If readers are curious - spiritual heart is refered to the first light that is projected forth into this body on birth and then goes up into the head, where the seat of the soul is. The seat of the heart, the spiritual heart, is inside the middle of the chest (no precise location) and can be tracked down by the sweet and powerful feeling that arises when focusing here. From physical heart, to heart chakra, to spiritual heart to Buddha Nature/Inner Guru. I have no knowledge of chinese terms. It is pure consciousness, that what we all are, pure what we know as to be love, but unconditional in nature. Focusing our attention here on a daily basis increases our ability in being conscious, it literally increases our presence. I can not give more precise terms but I hope you all do understand. This transforms everything and gives us everything we ever wanted. Try it. It is not from this earth (but not distant either) ... just so foreign ... to these harsh circumstances on this planet ... How can I forget this feeling and the circumstances arising with it? I did not spent enough time.. I really can say this now. Oh God, thank you for this callback ... Thank you, all of you.
  15. One day I catch myself seeing the world burn and feel catastrophy are on the horizon due to the immense suffering humanity creates all ... the ... time ... Then I feel my emotions and they just underline all of this. Gut-area. It feels so serious. Life-threatening. All about our human feelings. And then, after a while, something lifts the heaviness off of it ... Are these really the magical qualities of 'Shen' ?
  16. Do you meditate often? What is "abit" when you do so? You are getting flooded Yes I would love to know how to balance newly gained awareness. Mostly it presents itself as immediate threat of my surrounding instead of a calm knowing. Is that a root chakra issue? Energies not rooted properly?
  17. hm yeah, it is. the more the ego accumulates the heavier it gets but how does this make sense from an alchemical point of view? Mind should be the lightest. Heart makes light. Heaviest is bottom, root ... mind mixed with gut then, without heart? hm... Shen is the solution
  18. Dear Ones, I have noticed often that I hold unconscious tension. I relax and whenever I tighten a muscle again, for example in a Qigong practice to create what is known as the Qi-belt, my muscles stay hard. So I ask myself the question what is responsible for muscles tightening and possibly staying tight? Is this memory in the nerves that flow through our muscles? It would be wonderful to be able to come out of tension into relaxation in a rather quick and controlled fashion
  19. Dear Ones, I want to share an experience of mine with all of you, may it benefit you greatly. The topic is: Why it is so important to stay true to yourself and your practice - even in the arms of a lover Why do I name lover? Because we tend to forget everything, when we feel and express love for another. We identify with another and we merge in some way. We can become lazy. I did. This merging can be a beautiful experience, but if one or both individuals lack life experience, they tend to create chaos in a way. At least I did and my beloved aswell. And unfortunatelly or maybe thankfully through an arguement that lead to a temporal separation, we understood that the key reason for our chaos and feeling often unpleasant, was because we forgot our selves. We forget our practice, we forget our own evolution. All that I evolved into through my practice that lead to the recognition of a self conscious being attracted the circumstances with her and she being attracted to me. It was more than personality. And what happened to me is that I forgot myself. Some part of me thought that now I can settle down and I completely forgot that unconsciously I evolved into something else. And so my reality was shifting. The reality she naturally found attractive in the first place and overlapped with hers did not match anymore. What a strange feeling it is to me, because I try to incorporate this energy into my being, to feel oneself as "I" and at the same time as a "we". And not sacrificing one for the other. Not living either or, but rather both and. Wow! Now for the part where she magically opens up again... All the best.
  20. I am looking for a certain terminology used in Buddhism (if I recall correctly) of an inner state of mind, of spirit that seeks truth and knows it to be like a dagger. Penetrating everything like pure light of consciousness. Phurba are the ritual dagger in Buddhism. I came across a quote about truth, how it stings and was referred to said dagger, penetrating etc.. Was it "one way" to reach enlightenment? Sect or niche in Buddhism.. I cant precisely recall it that's why I ask here.. Can anyone make sense out of this?
  21. Finally I have found it. I can barely express my joy in words here with what I have just put together! Watch this first: You might have already read my comment there and yes I am expressive by nature when I am fascinated by something. I just LOVE to realize something new! No matter how (in)complete it is at the moment "Everything is energy!" The famous phrase. Negativity or positivity, both is energy. Why do we care for both in manifestations? Because it is energy. The core principle of both energies IS unconditional love/compassion (call it what you want) the most powerful energy. Source, does not judge what you do with the unlimited energy. It is happy for you to use it, because on the larger scale it is only interested in expansion. To learn to know itself, to realize itself. Through us! And this has to do with manifestation..? When you want to manifest something, into your reality, you know that you must put energy into it. And nobody cares where this energy is coming from, as long as it reaches you in some way. You will relearn the tools to properly utilize this energy in a "safe" and pleasant context. What can you do when someone is really mad at you or wants to deny your creation and/or your entire existance? You Transform the energy! You laugh, you dont take it serious (the famous individuals that take things not serious and we look up to them "how on earth can they do this!" and they live happily onward). If you are pissed, you give away energy. If they are pissed by you laughing at them, they give away more energy to you. Freebies! Practice, practice, practice. There are of course more holistic approaches. I personally could not deal with sentences like "just send them love" - for I do have some love in my heart but it is surely not overflowing... Momentary circumstances, you know what I mean. Oh and yes, you can throw "Karma" right back where it came from: Into an age with a very limited belief system. The energies you work with are non-dual, from that point on, so they are in harmony with heaven and earth. Create therefor no chaos and you can have whatever you want. Just like your famous Qigong Masters you have seen on youtube, deflecting incoming attacks right back to the attackers. For the energy they work with are non-dual aswell. Simple 'higher' nature of these energetic principles. It is (will be) really simple. The key: Negativity. And we have much of it, everyday. Negative energy, is fundamentally compassion. Just translated momentarily in a very.. raw form. Probably feels unpleasant when it reaches you, yeah, gotta fine tune how to deal with it properly aswell. I freely admit here But this energy is yours! Someone projected negativity towards you, your energy. Utilize it! You have seen that in this video, the author talked about other authors having had issues releasing their books/films due to negative first impressions before releases. And what they did, they held onto it. They did NOT put force against it, no resistance, so They got da Chi HAHA! Yes! They yielded correctly. Simplest of all techniques and most powerful teacher: Push hands. They did not cry on someones shoulder to give the energy away, they took it and they transformed it with their persistance! The example was given of a bow, pulled back to the max load of negative force, ready to explode and shoot the arrow forward. A positive action was created. It doesnt matter what was used. If the individual pulling the bow would not use force to pull the arrow, rather feel the release first and on shooting would feel the stress of pulling - it does not matter. Energy is energy. We just live in this part of the Cosmos where the law says you have to pull in order to create a release. I didn't build it that way... or did I? Oh understanding of parallel universes and the purpose of our own individual reality yet to come! Surely there are more finer parts to manifestation, such as bringing them through various bodies. The typical have a clear picture of it, smell it, feel it, picture the entire situation. This then brings all of what you want, energetically, through all of your entirety, right here into physical reality. But this will set the true foundation! To-do: Mastering what's so unpleasant and somewhat difficult as human. Overcoming negative emotion. Bathing in heart-energies is the key. Do qigong and bring those heavenly forces into your entire system, to be stable, to not get thrown off by negativity ever again. The Universe is you(rs)! Enjoy! God, I love you all thank you for letting me express this here!
  22. breath gets cut off durring meditation

    You say you freak out - who is that you, you speak of? First solve that