Greetings.
I am here as mere disciple of self-understanding and becoming open to my path in life. I come in touch with all sort of information {be it spiritual guidence/wisedom or physics of universe, humanity} and trying to figure out what does it mean to me, what can i really learn from it and aid my journey in this life.
Ofcourse i feel like running away from modern day chaos to a more tranquil and more spiritual {place with higher energy field} and start discovering myself in peace. But are ripping me back into land of material jungle where i all my effort goes to simply survive. I do understand that overcoming it all in my enviroment and learning my way would be a great test, but really it does feel like quicksand...
And recently i live my life from this kind of viewpoint ''it is what it is'' and by practicing thinking good thoughts and acting positive i feel it will be a more positive ''it is what it is''.
Question: are taoists in control of they're lives or it's just natural way of being an order of chaos manifested in way of the way?
