Songtsan

Everyone is narcissistic to an extent. But yeah, I hear what you are saying. I keep coming back to it and studying it and finding amazing similarities between my self observations of my own tendencies and the Wikipedia description...if you haven't read the whole description there and just have a superficial view of what the disorder implies, check it out more. Notice though that I said I was a narcissist to 'a significant degree' meaning it function is expressed in me more than the norm. I am by no means a full-blown version. One of these days I will go through all of my various diagnoses, both self-diagnosed and professionally diagnosed, and copy/paste the entire descriptions and highlight the specific attributes which I have noted without a doubt. In keeping in true form with my experimentalism, I intend to perform YouTube videos of myself under various states of intoxication in extremis, and let everyone be the judge of whether they 'should do business with me' as per the above mentioned discussions. This will be the prototype model for the new dating site I am going to set up here on Daobums...drugs don't make people crazy, they were already crazy before that, and the drugs just brought it out!

Animal villages: An experimental model in which we create a separated community for individual animals, any kind you like, sort of like biodomes..we humans would take create a fun little Ecovillage for them, completely protected from predator animals, and we would provide all the food, water, shelter, etc. For them and mainly just let them be themselves without any interference. Let it run for hundreds of years and see what happens...needs more details I know.

I'm sorry I started this thread and lost motivation...too bad there isn't a way to save a draft for a post. Y'all should wait till I finish the initial post, or not, I am flexible! I'll get her done though, I promise...

I understand fully. I appreciated her bullying, for it made me stronger, and revealed my weak points. I embrace her type. I would not try to force that upon anyone however. I am used to being harassed by demons, so I have learned to love them. It generally tames them when you do that. Its a fickle situation.

I want to tie this idea in with a rain water collection system I am envisioning...water falls on your roof, which flows into your gutters, which gets filtered, reverse-osmosis filtered, ozonated to kill bacteria, and then stored underground. In the kitchen, you have a 'water spout pole' which is basically a multilevel drinking fountain for people of various heights. I will describe it in more detail in the inventions thread in WWW...

I was looking at it like this: when you drink water from a glass, you are 'drinking from a glass,' so if water is falling from the sky, it might be Sky Drinking?

Yes, the Illuminati. Keep mankind focused on sex, drugs, and violence, divided against itself, interested in consuming lots of stuff, and they are easily led.

I was never one to repress myself in that arena...I've done and tried everything I've meant to more than a few times...except for a foursome....

An elaboration on the pillow inventions: a 'pillow mask' - visualize a memory foam wrap around sort of like a head warmer band that skiers use, but with a thinner eye covering for the front, instead of memory foam. The memory foam around the ears contain Bluetooth speakers, which play a variety of soothing sounds, which transition into wake up music, when its your preprogrammed time to get up. Its all controlled by your computer....so basically you wear your pillow to sleep...its basically a four inch wide circle which could be adjusted with a strap of sorts....whether you sleep on your back or sides, the pillow part always supports you....

You have me at a disadvantage, as I don't know them...

I think what it really is that I have entered insanity so often and with gusto that I don't feel at home if things are too predictable... I am probably setting myself up for either a very interesting long life, or a very short one....

Hmmm...a bet if a female had to ovulate every time she orgasmed, she wouldn't be so randy! In any event, I have studied and studied both the literature, and through direct observation, to know what works best for me. I can certainly trick my body into feeling randy, through various aphrodisiacs, but to come frequently will divest myself of vital essences... I've done enough experimenting in my life time to know it for what it is...male gamete production is not a 1:1 ratio vs. Eggs, but there is a certain point where enough is enough....I've kept detailed logs in the past and I know my flow...I cannot be with a partner who doesn't understand my needs, who is too demanding. The discipline required is multifaceted. It must be approached with patience. I have been with a very demanding woman for over two years and a few before her, and I am done with the mentality that all men must be studs to the mount. I need a woman with compassion who also knows how to generate her own, and is not depending on me...I'm getting too old to have to train someone else who is impatient or not open to learning sexual gongfu. I'd be better off alone at this point, so I am staying celibate and preserving my jing until I meet that one.

Yep! We only earn God status when we attain That. Otherwise we are demis!

Its true. Every bridge I've burned, I burned on purpose, to exile myself from the person or community because it was taking too much out of me. Oftentimes done in fear of becoming subsumed into their matrix, through my own compassionate involvement in their world, finding out that I had invested too much of myself into what they wanted, and I had to pull myself out. Loving so hard is, well a hard path. Our compassion makes us weak as we send our vital reserves out to those we wish to cultivate. Mother Theresa spent most of her life in Dark Night of her Soul. Its the agony and the ectsasy. We are all martyrs in our lifetimes....do we care more about ourselves, or others? The middle road should be good, but what if its not enough?

This moment, stop: • Take a visual picture, what you see is art, visual delight • Listen to the sounds around you, this is music, aural ecstasy • Feel the sensations in your body, it's heavenly form, what you are noticing is somatic bliss • Smell the atmosphere, this is the intoxicating ether, this is chemical Nirvana • Taste yourself, whether it be the food you are eating, or your saliva, all is self. This is the Self that composes everything. • Know this Being, this is your Mind. All is Mind, including Matter. Matter and Mind rule each other. This is Yin and Yang. These are the six senses.

Pillow case with attached eye-sash: I usually sleep with a sarong or nice piece of fabric wrapped around my eyes, and I always end up losing it and searching for it, so I thought it would be nice to have a pillow case with an eye-sash attached to one (or both?) ends...

Weird! Reasoned I mentioned it was that I was contemplating whether the pineal gland might be connected with group mind, empathy and compassion.

I agree, just disagree with the consequences...I also believe drugs should be legalized, prostitution, and a number of other things. Call me a liberal then!

Those he ate. Waste not.

Crocodiles don't have pineal glands, right?

Everything that can be told is just an idea, as are everything that can be shown. All mind fabrications are ideas, all percepts are fabrications. All is mind.

Or they must earn their way back in by paying restitution...a specific assigned project that would benefit the site. I can think of various examples...

Disagree. We all have preprogrammed tendencies; knee jerk reactions learned from society, friends, families, etc. Only a few can actually break through those tendencies and choose freely. These are the Buddhas. I have never met one. However, I don't say that Deci Belle didn't freely choose, knowing she'd be kicked off- she probably did. I am not contending that, just contending the system that made it possible for the exile. Its purely selfish of me really. I'm just trying to influence things here because I am attached to them being my way and I freely admit it. That's free will!

They have tiny weed plants...Cannabis Ruderalis...self flowering miniature little guys...but really, they should just design a new THC containing lawn grass! Its time to go mow the lawn, and then you take the cuttings and make an oil extraction...whoever invents that is an automatic billionaire!

All belief systems are mind made delusions probably, or maybe not. I do know that everyone is not born equal. We have genetics, environmental factors, good/bad parenting, people who have had great trauma and are seriously damaged by it. To hold everyone to the same standards is sometimes necessary, yet also inherently flawed. That's why there are handicaps given out in sports, etc. To give consideration with those with illness is fair. Its like complaining that someone with a broken foot can't keep up with you on a hike. Social norms expectations are that type of cookie cutter mentality, gated community bullshit. Not realistic. A village should have a number of different locales, or bars to hang out in...if you don't fit the 'dress code' in one bar, go down the road to the next bar...We should have a variety of clubs here! Like hip-hop gangsta clubs, Goth/industrial, Salsa, and so on, all with different etiquettes. People wouldn't be the way they were if they didn't inherently like themselves.... If you have one group of individuals who are cozy being rascally rascals, then let them have their crazed-lunatic-ville...