Songtsan

Know ye all that I am like the above and so I therefore state again, as I have stated many times before, that you should never blindly believe anything I say, for I may have been 'blindly believing it' myself. This should apply to all here I think. "Those who know say nothing." For only in silence can there be true seeing edit: ....for knowing can only happen; it cannot be said...

The desire to learn flips itself into the desire to teach we want to share our joys if our learning is 'imperfect' we share our imperfect joys to the world things get crazy and interesting from there

I would like to think that we are all saints in disguise, masquerading as various fools in this cosmic dance of immortals at play

see post #20 for the 'how' as to the 'can' - I will of course do my best! y'all know I am no saint....

I realize that it's the drive to seek clarity that has gotten me to where I am today - and so that it is this drive one has to have 'true seeing' which is the drive to enlightenment...the key is to place this drive as the #1 drive. mantrum to self : There will be no demon of ignorance/nescience in my house, ever. These are not allowed! I have not, will not and shall never be a home made of these things. I will leave these demons to pursue their own karmic evolutions as they see fit- without any judgment , for they are their own creators.

the mirrors are nested inside each other! ...as in - the third is 'within' and 'without' and then the fourth is time..... as far as other dimensions I have no idea...don't go there with me - I have enough trouble with these four as it is.

The fucking oceans are on fire!!! yee-haw I am a mirror-sphere that sees itself reflected through the mirror-sphere eyes of infinite beings It both directs and absorbs ...and - there is a third! ...

I am a mirror that can see! shit! WTF!? *if I like my own posts it means that they are special

....oh...by the way - I taped it with a digital audio recorder! who wants to listen!? That is: me channeling dragons/demons/etc. It will take me some time to track down the stuff and cut out any personal stuff I dont want you to hear....couple of days maybe...I can have it for ya....

I am going to take a break.

...however I must also add that my 'popped' realization of self as 'story in the minds of man' was a result of an over-extension of my natural means by various means including 'spirit helpers' (even those who unawares helped me through their use as mirrors to my own nature) wow...I am trying to recreate the essence of it, but I can't really so....basically now it 'me' again grasping at stuff...damn "My whole life is a story in God's Eye." Next blink... "It was as if my life was like a bubble/sphere of expanding creation and I was outside, empty of self looking at it without any sense of self." No way to go back to that....

I promise I will write the story that led up to the moment...but it will be done in my own time. Not when 'I' said it would...don't worry you are going to like it my...'friends'...... (friends = other selves, mirrors, etc.)

Like it just did for me....for a second...wow...what a story I am.... <ahem, so....all false modesty asides> anyways... umm... nevermind everybody!

"i.e. Fuck not-knowing! Fuck ignorance!" with the spirit of: 'The pursuit will be infinite!' for...one can never ever truly know everything about oneself, because if that were to happen, time would stop.

also - these types of things have more power if they are proclaimed publicly..

Point taken - but it's a public statement of self. So.......here I am

#1 mantrum to self : There will be no demon of ignorance/nescience in my house, ever. These are not allowed! I have not, will not and shall never be a home made of these things. I will leave these demons to pursue their own karmic evolutions as they see fit- without any judgment , for they are their own creators.

Thought I had messed up at first when I did this one...but no - just had to finagle the time thing --got same results...cool...

Liar!

http://www.changes.org/med/sacredsex.html

Nothing is wrong with being selfish - I am all the time...I just hate wasting energy - I really just like exploring the group mind psychology of this place, I find it interesting...

Ya' know, my Chinese astrological signs are: Yang Fire Dragon (apparently) , Yang Fire Snake (internally), Yin Fire Ram (truly), and Yin Wood Tiger (secretly)....so when you guys talk about eating the snakes it kind of makes me nervous.... anyone want me to do their Chinese astrology ala Wikipedia? I need where born, date born, time born....you can PM me this info if you want it private.. or if you want to figure it out yo' self, according to Wikipedia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chinese_astrology http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chinese_zodiac http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sexagenary_cycle

udaman!

I would like to heal the community of some of its squabbling, especially as I am a notable contributor of said squabbling..I don't like that it happens as often as it does, would like to try to ameliorate the situation. This place is my home of sorts - I don't have the comfort of my own website...it's you are the owner of your own club, pub or bar...of course everyone there is going to treat you nice. Here everyone is just strangers and the bouncers (thankfully) don't moderate the hell out of the place, so we can be real to each other here. I am still just seeking some level of efficiency - perhaps an occasional cleaning ritual or hazing ritual we can perform to catalyze things in an emotional cathartic release or trying to improve the energy here - you know, make things more productive for everyone - keep things going in the right direction, not get mired down...I suppose everything has its cycles though... We do inter-exist though - bottom line....if we all try our damned best not to be too selfish, you know focus on keeping a nice quaint house, pull up the weeds and stuff, etc. This place is also reality - we live here too....don't shit in your own backyard, don't piss on the front porch of your neighbor...that type of thing

My point is made exactly - we can't always understand the context of the other persons situation - too many unknowns, and as there is also there is the "lost in translation," "communication breakdown" effects which I see all the time here, which just spirals out of control sometimes....Sometimes it would be nice to have a reset or mediator when things get to a certain point - it would have definitely have made things better for me with the issues I had in the past with various individuals...I never wanted to get into the fights that I did with people here - it sucks to alienate people from you - it hurts...and I also didn't want it to end like that. Now I don't know if you and DB were ever friends here, but I have temporarily burned bridges with at least 5 people here and it would have been nice had there been an attempt and opportunity for some sort of arbitration/mediation before we all went and got all cranky on each other. One of my exes was a conflict resolutions negotiator...had her M.S. in it...so I have some exposure to the idea... Spiritual people are often sensitive; sensitive people are often 'touchy'; touchy people often rub on each other easier