Songtsan

I exist in a point called Rochester, NY...if you live near me I'd like to meet new friends...I'm not scared of anyone.

true - its probably also a learned skill and depends on charisma/looks/etc., as well as picking the right spot

There are so many different types of intelligence - emotional, social, mathematical, spatial, and so forth...then there is memory ability. For example, their are idiot savants like rain man (who was actually real by the way and had memorized entire encyclopedias). But beyond the ability to recall facts is the ability to link supposedly unconnected mental objects to each. This is where genius comes in, and insanity too. Paranoia is when you make links that are delusional and odd, but you believe them to be true. This same ability is what also gives one epiphanies about reality - deep spiritual understandings. So the ability to link information - and the number of objects one can hold in the memory at the same time (most people can hold 5-7 objects in their heads at once) determines your ability to grasp concepts in some ways. Something as complex as the nature of reality must require one to hold various mental objects in the head and grasp the relationships between them. Of course this is all just mind, and mind must be dropped. I think there is more than one path. One can certainly unify with the Tao without understanding the Tao with mind...in fact, can the Tao ever truly be understood with mind? Well, you know the saying that goes with that.

hmmm...still very mysterious...I will have to try it out and see

I've never panhandled, but I've known people who made like 50-200 a day doing it...

same here - when its really strong is when you hear weird sounds like birds singing or bells - basically the brain is taking the excess nervous energy activation and it dings certain neuron nets that are related to these sounds, sort of like if you had a guitar sitting on a desk and someone was drumming on the desk, the strings would vibrate and make noise...certainly nothing to worry about. And of course K-shakti can herself play with your nerves and actually make you hear music, talking, etc...she goes and finds your music memories for certain songs/sounds and pushes energy into them, and then they get trapped in your auditory working memory - which is where the songs that get stuck in your head all day hang out. She likes to play games by putting certain songs in my head that I haven't heard in years, or even new songs that she makes up...devilish little Djinni that she is. I like to use my auditory memory to keep information in my head - like long strings of numbers, etc. I just say what I want to keep out loud, and then it almost repeats itself in my auditory working memory, and when I need it, its there (assuming it hasn't been replaced by a song)

I will say this tonight, gaining weight requires you to be in a caloric surplus. You cant gain weight if you aren't eating enough obviously...but there are different ways to go about it, depending on how quickly you want to gain the weight. You can have a moderate surplus, gain weight slowly, while keeping the fat down, or you can gain weight more quickly, but gain a certain amount of fat with it, and then you have to slim down after that. The last one is quicker overall - its what most bodybuilders use. The technical theory behind weight gain is that you need an excess of 2500 calories per week (~360 per day) to gain one pound of lean mass per week. This all looks good on paper, but different genetics/metabolisms work differently, so some alterations are usually in order...I'll get to those later.

I think I will just start posting stuff here in the next few days about my experience and recommendations...stay tuned...

sort of, but some vegetable oils are OK - its all about the ratios of omega-3 and omega-6, polyunsaturated to monounsaturated fats (PUFA and MUFA)...I try to avoid things with saturated, hydrogenated, transfats, etc. also, fats that have been cooked and changed structure are bad...olive oil is pretty good - of course certain fish oils are almost required for the best health...again - it all depends on how much money you have and willingness to take certain things every day on a set schedule. Some people cant take supplements worth a damn, even if they have the money to spend - I can probably spend about $100-200 a month on a pretty much perfect supplemental program for me - but its beyond what most people would even consider...most people like their meals to have some variety, eye eppeal, etc. I prefer to eat awesomeness in quality vs. quantity and flavor

I know a way that this can be done...virtual foot rub self-massage. Tell me what to do and I will do it. And you can say it was from you.

You don't understand. I recommend that you become a more positive and wholesome person through experience for the betterment of yourself and others.

I think I mispoke - I just moved here and don't have any new friends yet...was just curious if anyone on here was in NY area...you never know

Don't steal! That's what I did...ended up in the joint.

What you are experiencing has been termed - Hot Yang energy...or Kundalini all in head - I get this too...she is doing her work I guess...the tinnitus-like effects are simply due to excessive chi focus in the temporal lobes...causing some kind of rebound effects in the auditory centers...I kind of wonder if we do choose it subconsciously by simply desiring to become whole and unified - the kundalini sees this and says, "your wish is my command!" she is the genie of the lamp - which is why she is often called a 'Jinn spirit' or Djinni by Muslims (including the prophet Muhammad, who supposedly taught them the Koran, although I rather think he was taught the Koran by her). I am pretty sure Kundalini=holy spirit=Jinn=Schekcinah, etc etc...all the same superbrain in the sky between our atoms. If you don't like Hot Yang in head, the Microcosmic orbit is the way to go...but it also is more gradual...if you like fireworks - keep it up as you are now...if you like cool pretty streams, do the MCO

I like to explain deep to hit many plains and angles for all different types of folk - sometimes, if you paint only in certain colors, people who are color blind will miss something important. Think of it as de-icing an iceberg with throwing stars - keep throwing at different angles and you keep carving off chunks of delusion (not that I am saying you are delusional, although you are of course, as we all have delusions). I think Kundalini is bioelectrical, perhaps orgone, perhaps plasma, perhaps ionic...keep reading - you should see it somewhere in there.. Treasure hunt in the word-maze!

I'm being lazy! lol I can go look it up myself...I just wanted you to do the dirty work...

I think its bioelectricalmagnetic...changing polarities of electron spin in dantien outwards through meridian channels. Also, it might have something to do with valence electron shells being expanded. I want to be able to explain it first and do it second...most people wan't to do it first, and then explain it in mystery terms. Imagine if everyone learned to do this in school from a young age..Could anyone get raped anymore? Could anyone get beat up? Probably not...stop keeping the mysteries close to your heart, like in a bank vault - secret delusions....pass on knowledge to the masses so they too can become MCO enlightened + neigong shakti bliss. Why train people to do math? Children could learn this in a few years - so malleable. New education system now! I can't do this, but I might find out how one day....I would like to discuss fast way to get there: what do you think?

Even bad ninjas are good ninjas

Don't touch it!

'Nother way to make money is to collect bottles - you can become trash can man! or scrap metal monster! or maybe lawn mowing machine boy! just kidding...(dumpster diving?)

hmmm....ever try research studies? you can have fun with them usually...I did one where they did an IQ test and made me play computer games for an hour - for $50. lol

I like ninjas too though

that sucks...it happened to a friend of mine too...I hate those places - they are like parasites pretending to be symbiotic. I will never go to them again. You don't have no place to go?

damn that sucks...that I don't live where you do, or vice versa...I like CA a lot

Well, there is a system that uses 1x high carb day a week...or every 5 days, but generally, if you eat high carb its not so good - It does all depend on your long term goals..I prefer to live longer than be more muscle bound...I am aiming for 120 yrs or so..You can still be muscly and be 120 yrs but you have to know how to do it right