Songtsan

I am not concerned with power, more about beauty...its about life lessons - learning to live in harmony with nature. If kids could see this, they would become enamored of it and would seek it, and through the seeking, learn life lessons. Why don't we teach our children this? It would make the world a better place...Kids have the most active chi systems out of anybody - they should all be taught from a young age to harness their power and learn to love it, then forget it. They would become little Buddhas - you can't attain this level of cultivation without becoming at least a little bit aware of truth. That is what I want, not power. Why do we spend so much time teaching them mind constructs, when they should be learning chi constructs?

you may have some mania too- but you have to learn to live with it...as long as you can keep it above a certain level you will be OK. Don't go killing yourself over something that has nothing to do with you. It's not about you, it's about passion - you want to feel it again right? I do, I know how it is...you will, trust me...just listen to the advice you get here - stop fooling around - you need to stop listening to your self and listen to us for a change. You can make it, I swear. People will help you, everywhere you look. Don't give up just because it hurts, everyone here is good and will help you.

What you are experiencing is called 'anhedonia' I think I have said this before to you...if you simply get some dopamine and serotonin in your system you will feel much better - the first few weeks when starting these prescription meds are funny - but find a safe space and make it through it. You will want to live again, I promise you. Please don't make yourself hurt anymore. I can help you, I have been through this, you can make it. It's an illusion of chemistry. Believe me. I know what I am talking about.

Try some dopamine re-uptake inhibitors like wellbutrin, seriously - it saved my life....PM for more detailed discussion. I have been where you are just a few months ago - like three. no joke.

thats perfect, you already are anyways...so it doesnt matter. You are very evolved.

Watch this first: then...think about control of will over nerve plexus in dantien area, what does it mean? How to integrate - it confounds me....the will- where does it lie? - to make stuff like that happen boggles my mind...I am so confused. just kidding...thought you guys would like this. Breakdancing is like tai chi in many ways....why do I say this? Because in order to control the body, you must move like an animal - 5 animal styles, right? So...how to train? Dance = better tai chi...never doubt that you aren't dancing every second of every day! oh they wouldnt let me post here for some reason...anyways go see it real quick...if you want, and then...remember that COG = center of gravity and if you don't know what that is, please look up physics principle and know that dantien is in same area...let's discuss this relationship and its evolutionary meaning.

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Do you pet them? I would...

YES...low carb, only 10% simple carb to 90% complex, with 40% overall carb calories...thats the best way...eat less sugar = live longer. More protein, more fat (not less), but good fat (ideal MUFA PUFA ratio)...I can plan you a diet that will change your life if you are interested. Want to look like Bruce Lee? I know the way....(assuming genetics match of course, you can't actually look like him)...as soon as I see interest you will have nutrition plan explosion..

Mind bouncing...I like it to lead...make friends with mind instead of enemy

that sounds neat! link me?

Thanks but I am too uninterested in myself to be interested in my self... I might pop in, but might not. No control over self...self leads leads self by the nose to next adventure, never know where I will be. Love.

A gazebo? New best friend yes!

thats confusing...I will try again later and see if it helps

When fear becomes bliss we are immortal

I love this album, have for like 20 years plus...could listen to it every day, and now they have remastered it: http://www.amazon.com/Rhythms-Of-India/dp/B000QQWQJG

Love it!

Hmmm...branched chain amino acids + glutamine...do you do powders? I can tell this stuff..but what is your spending limit? and also when do you work out, how many times a week - tell me the program I will tell you the plan...NSCA C.S.C.S., ACSM HFI minor in exercise nutrition, B.S. Exercise Prescription...lots of supplement knowledge...it'll take me some effort to collate the info - so if you want quality, then you must make effort to collate the info on your end. Tell me everything. EDIT: also...there is muscle weight, organ weight, bone weight, fat weight, water weight...blah blah blah etc etc....lean mass (muscle + bone + organ tissue), and then fat mass. What you need to do is create an ideal weight + an ideal % bodyfat...this is da formula 2nd edit: Please list all attributes and I will compute. Tell me about height/weight/BMI, etc. etc. I am an exercise scientist. No Joke here.

I imagine that you will. Don't do anything I wouldn't do - that gives you plenty of leeway

the point has been produced adequately.

when can i come to Thailand?

Cigarettes + alcohol = more slaves to fodder....entheogens = people live longer, are happier and consume less...must keep the wheel grinding to produce more control for the topsters. Control=power=money=mansions=oilfields=boxofficehits=entertainment for the masses.

You are dismissed. Please clean my room. You may also make use of the concubine horde if you desire.

basically Satan is in charge of the Abrahamic religions and God is in charge of the Eastern religions...nifty war, right? Slaves vs. masters, pawns vs. pawnbrokers...we should all create Buddha viruses to corrupt the corrupters..like, Shakti? perhaps...

I am the Overfiend.