BaguaKicksAss

"Spent too much time partying, chasing men, but ALSO training my ass off, when younger" heh. So just chose that first option.

That wasn't a link to a vid though . The posts above that mentioned a vid which wasn't listed on his website. I'm going to guess the Dragon Hai Gong DVD?

ROFL

Then there was that stairmaster yesterday... LOL

Wow, that is awesome that you have turned such things from hardship/nearlyimpossibleship into a blessing and strength! :) An interesting thing that Dr. Johnson (and my Sifu) have mentioned over and over... they have helped many people heal from cancer and other horrible diseases, and most of them (if not all, I don't quite recall now) have told them that they are thankful for their disease (that they had now overcome)! Due to it bringing growth and change. Such things really do help us appreciate life all that much more, and work with it more. I have also noticed over and over that the strongest practitioners are the ones who have gone through something horrible previously. I'm still not entirely sure how this works, but I'll just guess that you have a good and strong connection with your path . Thank you for sharing your experiences.

OK I did some contemplating/meditation... the reason I was having trouble doing the reading for so long, and got cranky far too easily with you, is that simply I'm not the one meant to do the reading, or help you with this. Sometimes I don't realize that with folks right away, since hell who doesn't want to try to help everyone that asks right? But sometimes the energies and/or the match just isn't right. I'll have to work on listening to this better, so I don't get frustrated with myself or others. At least I did get a short reading done for you, and I hope all goes really well for you , and apologies for my crankyness.

I'm not a mod (thank the powers that be), I'm tech. You can change your name, but you cannot get rid of your old posts, nor make not connected with your username. The reason for this is that some folks will troll for ages, then suddenly want to change personas so the membership doesn't know they are the same person. Tbh, I think a username and avatar change, then just a different posting style would make people forget any past stuff anyways, with all the posts and posters here not many remember exactly what we said before, and we do tend to notice when a person changes for the better or worse . Though you could try contacting Trunk if you want a special exception made, but.... I doubt it (just saying, we have never done it before ever).

I dismiss other systems because to me they don't feel very strong to my psychic senses . I think we each have our biases with how we judge the worth of each system. Also, from all I've noticed most people also claim their system is better.... TG just does it.. more often.... lol. _____________________________________________________________________________ Why oh why do you guys keep goading him?

I've been trying to convert him to Enochian for ages... hasn't worked... .

Everyone needs a hobby right? Those sorts always give me the same vibe as door to door salesman.

That diet makes a HUGE difference . Out of every way of eating I have ever tried, this one has worked the best for me by far! I managed it for a couple of years, but now am having trouble with the no rice (or rice noodles) at all aspect... just reducing it more and more each week.

Well balance is good, some time on, some time off to do more physical stuff. I'm fortunate that I have Bagua and the gym to keep the balance since I post *and* work online everyday. (gotta learn to take one day off per week).

I don't think I mentioned this one yet... it was really funny... So a friend of mine went to do some cross border shopping... we were walking around the outlet stores checking a few things out. Well within half an hour I got obviously flirted with 5 times! Since I'm over 40, this really isn't very common, at all, anymore lolol. It made me wonder, wth? I hadn't dressed up or anything, no makeup, hmmmmm.... So I watched, and noticed my friend was getting some extra attention as well. Then after we looked at all the stores, we walked back around.. yep, the exact same set of guys were still at each place ROFL. Apparently, a bunch of guys (who I don't think they knew each other as they were different social classes, types of people and etc. but you never know), figured that you could pickup more women at an outlet mall! I also wonder if they were hoping for Canadian women in particular, since that is mostly who shops there. I found it rather humorous after I figured out what they were up to. Why it didn't work? None of them were attractive enough / had anything special about them. So for anyone taking notes, picking up women at outlet malls, might not work very well. Though the fact they were there makes me wonder if they do get enough results to keep coming back.

I mean, so which of his videos do I borrow from my friend to see if what you say is true or not?

Your posts aren't weird for here really . I did send you a reading btw. I'm working on my patience, I really am.... something about 10 emails per day asking for the same sort of help.... I'd personally recommend laying off the energetic stuff for a time until you are feeling better though, as in general it only makes it worse. I soooo recommend getting some in person help, really. Distance work can only do so much, there are just some things which need physical in person help with. A good strong martial arts or spiritual teacher type could help you get past that sort of thing I'm sure. Btw, I'm sorry to hear that you are going through a torturous time. I think a bit of guidance would help... but like I said from someone in person, and just sticking to one set of advice from someone qualified is good (with the internet and so many people, it's far too easy to get lots of advice or mix and match). PS please don't be hard on yourself, that only makes it worse (and I'm just cranky about doing this sort of work sometimes don't take any of it personally)

There's none with that exact name. You mean praying manstic hei gung?

OK look, it was a free reading, excuse the hell out of me for waiting until I felt like it OK. Could you please just stop with the random posts on the board to try to speed things up . Guess what, I get to decide what I do for who and when. What a novel concept .

I don't need one for my lawn.... .

My ex husband had that too, every single time we would visit some close friends of ours, their one dog would just go insane and bark and try to attack him. Did that with no one else ever. However they didn't have the dog since puppyhood, so we all figured that someone who looked just like this guy, must have abused the dog in the past. I also wonder if it is sometimes an energy thing, different practices can definitely have animals react to you. Funny thing, in general dogs have always loved me, accept this one, in a catholic store, it hated me! (I'm pagan). I thought that was so funny considering.

Yes I've heard the same thing (from a not so newage source) Sloppy Zhang. There are definitely very strong relationships of all sorts that have this feel about them to me, some for good, and some for bad...

Actually tbh, you likely wouldn't enjoy it.. but I was hoping for some good contributions along these lines . Hmm, the other person understanding me would be cool though... The rest, yes definitely. Though similar path (for me) is important since that is where most of my day goes.

What does polysyllabic mean?

That is awesome Skydog . Hey feel free to come join us on page 34 (!!) of that other thread .

If a couple of mine were destiny, I'd like to have a few words without what/whoever is in charge of destiny .

LOL OK good point, I also avoid dating most "magicians" . That whole thing though, of people into the exact same thing not being interested, what's up with that? I've run into that a few times (and watched it with friends too). I guess just a matter of numbers... only a certain % have some interest. Then only a certain % have an interest in each person. So you take those two percentages and overlap the people... and well there's not many left...