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  1. Well....that was insightful.

     

    Thank you for sharing your personal life with us here.

    I appreciate your candidness.

     

    So a few questions:

     

    1. Can you define magick for me?

     

    2. Why is magick polarized to "white" & "black"?

    Is there such magick as "grey"?

     

    Technically, White & Black are polar opposites and are of time or "in the mode of becoming" to use a Buddhist phrase.

    I see the terms "White" & "Black" as being interdependent.

     

    Can you speak to that which is beyond time?

    Does such a concept "fit" into the world of magick?

     

    3. Magick seems to be associated with the will.

    We all have a will.

    Eating, sleeping, drinking water, clothing & shelter are basic needs but we use the will to "meet the need" as it were.

     

    Rudolph Steiner mentioned "Feeling/Thinking/Willing"

    Is this how YOU function in/with magick?

     

    Thank you kindly,

    Stefos

     

    1) No. WHY? WHAT FOR?

     

    2) In the mode of becoming.. Yes.

     

    3) Feel - Think - Will. SO MOTE IT BE!

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  2. When she is stifled, she gets REAL MAD!!!!!! Then she EXPLODES!!! and you might get hurt, like feel bioelectricity running up your spine, or you even get weird sensations like flowers coming out of your ears (Tinnitus ;)) These are called suppressed energy cycles. The suppressed energy builds up and starts tearing up your system, stopping you from having fun.

     

    If your a male, most of the time this energy will cause you to acknowledge your female side. Most of the time K will cause the mind to be extremely open to experiencing new things. This can be dangerous for some time, until one has grown into this new state of awareness and has found what they are looking for. Whatever that might be.

     

    I have felt this bioelectricty up my spine before, but it wasn't from K. Any time you start energy practices, your going to start clearing certain things out of your field of consciousness. Those who subscribed to Taoist practices, refer to a pipe that needs cleaning. Past lives, etc.

     

    As for the ears, read up on the Buddhist Ear or clairaudience for more info on that topic.


  3. Ugh... The "problem" with western kundalini folks is they fail to see where this energy is coming from. FYI, Kali is apart of the process folks. This is what kundalini does.... This is why most yoga studios are full of mental folks who don't understand what they are doing but simply looking to become "Gods" or obtain powers. The God's don't like this notion of thinking or the fact that people are seeking to pay for such things in the first place. That only feeds the ego. Not to say that the ego is bad, but one can not simply pay for a gnosis. If that was the case, the whole world COULD be enlightened.

     

    I have read plenty of articles of people becoming anhedonic due to kundalini. One needs to read up on the Hindu pantheon if one is practicing K. One needs to become familiar with said Gods their traits and one definitely needs to pray for guidance and assistance as there are plenty of spiritual gifts, siddhis, and abilities that one can garner if one has a 'sound' practice.

     

    Not saying that K is not worth it, but every teacher has their own way of teaching. I have read of yogins who have experienced utter-nothingness by the Goddess showing them and it garnered further wisdom and a deeper realization. Many of things man worries about, means NOTHING. This nothingness can be intruding on one's ego and sense of self. It tends to slap people in the face when they realize that they themselves are not the center of the world or the universe, nor do they need to be. The gratitude man has before K is usually less compared to what man will find gratitude after K. K practices will open things up and allow one to fill that they are beyond expansion and can never be full or cause one to want to die. This sense of expanse is over bearing and belittling for said persons ego. K practices WILL humble you in the long run. Kali is the destroyer of worlds, becareful what you wish for. There are no free lunches, even if the ego believes that there is. There is only unconditional love. And unconditional will always come before love in this case.

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  4. Hahaha. Everything to its measure. Indeed.

     

    Constantly stressing about material success is enfeebling and depreciating at best.

     

    There is something to be said about money, it only makes us more of who we already are. Whether we have a little or a lot, it magnifies who we truly are. The fact that there are many souls willing to focus on spiritual pursuits is note worthy. The wisdom and virtue garnered in this life WILL hold it's relevance in the next, compared to the material riches we possess in this life. I refrain from using the word 'value' as if wisdom and virtue could be bought or sold.

     

    We are all on the same path, but many are willfully ignorant at times and are driving themselves insane with expectations that they must fulfill. Furthermore, the fear of death compels one to take risk and live life in a haphazard manor. It is good to learn and stay motivated. To pray, meditate, and be mindful. But most importantly, it is good to find that one can depend on themselves and others, even the higher beings, concerning life. "We all need each other", is what a woman told me in a dream once. I ponder the relevance of this message for some time and realized that this notion was true and that it was also the reason why there is so much grief and stress in the world. Many are living lives in a selfish manor, constantly focusing on themselves and their riches, feeling as if they are all alone. Man has settled for a broken economy where greed is paramount and seems to infect everyone who seeks these 'riches'. hahaha. This system will eventually kill itself and die off, or kill man in the process and then die off. Man needs to learn how to share and this will be a ever-bearing lesson in the coming years.

     

    I have chosen to constantly learn new subjects and to keep my mind invigorated. Whether or not I assume a mass of debt concerning school, I care not. It is a challenge and something that I enjoy. Man should know that money is pointless without man himself. I know I possess enough ingenuity to live life if I desire to do so, with or without money. Learning to die is hard. Living is easy. We seek money for convenience, but convenience has never been a great teacher it seems.


  5. I had an experience with this yesterday offered to do art which unknowingly was really healing art for someone, drawing their chakras, and aura, and in the area where attachments were I sensed a black orb, and then I sensed it was a lady spirit that was angry, sad, and wanted to torture this person, because they didnt follow their word, so I talked to the spirit, fed her emotions, asking what she wanted, deleting some weaknesses for the spirit, and worked on a past life memory for the friend which involved being shot by police, with his wife, and being a native american and having to leave his wife and deer in heat of the moment. Removed the pain and changed the feeling to forgiveness and understanding.

     

    Kind of made me feel scared I had something "attached" possibly uncompassionate to call it an entity and made me worried about whether I should deal with these things or not.

     

    I had nightmares/dreams about running from police for a couple of days...

     

    Very interesting how you take to your healing. That is the thing that I found, there is no 'RIGHT' way concerning these matters. The only thing I have found that is relevant is the topic of Order within rituals and performing magick. Now, don't get confused, the matter of intent is vital. The practice itself, is not.

     

    But yes, I have found myself in various dreams concerning past lives with other people. I have literally walked through streets where time changes from one point of time into another. Everything IS connected. Everyone does influence each other when you are able to see from this perspective. I have dealt with people from various past lives who were once native americans and who are now voodoos. It was interesting. hahaa. The higher beings get to see it all play out it seems. Time is innumerable for them to an extent that it does not exist.

     

    I too have seen cops plenty of times before in dreams. I have never understood the relevance. Sometimes I have seen full blown swat teams seeking some one. It reminded me of this new movie R.I.P.D. ^_^

     

    But speaking about the topic, I have found that the color of orbs is usually pivotal concerning the intent of a being. Black orbs are not necessarily good or bad, it depends on what side of the coin you are on. Most of the time it involves the infliction and antagonising of others. It can be true nuisance if one is not willing to help solve the situation for what it is. Red orbs I have found to be full of passion, which is a double edge sword. The most understanding colors I have found are white and gold. Glad you were able to help some one move on and find peace!

     

    P.S. One thing I have also found that certain beings will feed off of fear. I'm not sure WHY, but I know from my own experiences whenever somethings happens in the astral, if fear takes a foot some how that energy becomes relevant in this realm. People have failed to realize that they have made some so 'powerful' by simply believing in a superstitious manor. There comes a point in time where one can see the creation of belief and how it works. If I can get one to believe that God hates them and that they will be punish, they will live life in such a manor that perpetuates this line of thinking well into the afterlife. On the other side of the coin, if I can one get to believe that God is all merciful and loves unconditionally, this line of thinking will result in a different sense of awareness as well. It's interesting to think about.

     

    I was once dealing with a satanist women in the astral realm concerning the craft of a relative. My family is a bunch of lunatics by the way. Which is why I have studied so much. Needless to say, if it wasn't for the malice of this old woman, there would have been no force in my life to teach and compel me to learn. hahaha. She was miserable and wicked as hell. Needless to say, she was quite the blessing for me. I found that she simply found a craft for her that worked and never bothered branching out so to speak. She grew ignorant of the metaphysics involved and what is truly possible. This idea of satan being all powerful is a farce at times. Yes treachery is a force that many will use, but the bearer of such a force must become what they sow. Not a wise trait to bear, unless you can re-compensate some how. Or else one is destined for a hellish state of awareness. One's own soul becomes highly inflicted with pain, remorse, anguish, and eventually one simply becomes a horse for other practitioners to ride and use.

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  6. Howdy y'all!

     

     

    Check out my post about spheres of light that I saw after meditation....

     

    It's in the "so why are you here?" thread in this sub-forum.

     

    Yes...I saw spheres of golden yellow light and they were emitting golden light in my former apartment next to my current apartment complex.

     

    It's real.

    Stefos

     

    Yes. While I was in the hospital a few months I literally saw gold and white orbs from time to time. In this time and space. I wasn't to sure what to think or even say. I do know if I would have spoken up about it, the doctors would have given me more meds. haha. Needless to say, it was reassuring.


  7. Check this out. It aired on national TV during a CUBS game and now conspiracy theorist are going nuts about it. If you notice the serpent with the cross, it symbolizes Moses raising the bronze serpent in the bible.. A bunch of alchemical symbols that people fail to understand...

     


  8. So for many years I have been doing a head centered meditation via teacher (Aziz Kristof). Perhaps I was overzealous as I often practiced for many hours a day and attended many retreats. I was working with an individual who had a crown chakra opening and he told me that I should strive to open mine. Well, I did, via visualization of the energy moving from the base up to and above the head.

     

    Great, you succeeded, you know what is possible. No go back and start from the bottom and build slowly, you need a solid foundation.


  9. Say whaaat?

     

    Play with magick? Who can give an accurate description of this magick? Who can give an accurate description & understanding of nature spirits IN CONTEXT of the greater world & the Why of it?

     

    Sir, forgive my ignorance but, WHO in the world today knows anything about real magick?

     

    The Order of the Golden Dawn purported to claim such knowledge but they were defunct.

    Now, The order has been revived per se under a certain gentleman.

     

    Who to believe?

     

    Comments?

    Thanks

     

    Magick can not be defined directly, it has direct correlation to being a Creator in a sense, that is innumerable and infinite in essence. When you speak of covens, you will be studying rituals and crafts that require a certain degree of Order. A certain process, but even then the results are not always the same. Most of the work should be concerned with developing a 'inwardness' of completion.

     

    To say that one's craft is superior to another is FALSE. This is why I spent time studying satanic covens, their constructs, and perceptions. There defintely are demons and beings who are heartless and ruthless, I paid the price from a while but realized that most of this magick enimates from utter hate, covetness, and greed. So I found that it was not HOW the magick was working but WHY and WHAT FOR. I already had experience in Christian circles, but I did not understand the relevance of witchcraft, voodoo, dark shamanism, and satanism. Mind you, I wasn't even aware of Bodhivistas and the Hinduistic Pantheon concerning yoga as well. The universe is vast, and I learned that we all don't view it in the same manor. Some feel that God or higher beings hate them and so they seek to oppose through joining dark circles and crafts, due to the cards one may have been dealt in life. Others are just plain greedy or have been exposed to some craft of power that worships creation rather than Creator.

     

    But in my honest opinion it comes down to intention. Even Aleister Crowley, revered as crazy and out of this world most of the time, understood this relevance of magick...

     

    "Black magic is not a myth. It is a totally unscientific and emotional form of magic, but it does get results — of an extremely temporary nature. The recoil upon those who practice it is terrific.

    It is like looking for an escape of gas with a lighted candle. As far as the search goes, there is little fear of failure!

    To practice black magic you have to violate every principle of science, decency, and intelligence. You must be obsessed with an insane idea of the importance of the petty object of your wretched and selfish desires.

    I have been accused of being a "black magician." No more foolish statement was ever made about me. I despise the thing to such an extent that I can hardly believe in the existence of people so debased and idiotic as to practice it."

    http://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Aleister_Crowley

     

    But ultimately I seek to view magick from a supreme point of view, Brahmin as this state is called in the East. The Lord as this higher being is called in the Bible. The heavens are full of highly astute beings while hell rages with the inferno of indignation.

     

    "I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the Lord do all these things." Isaiah 45:7


  10. The markets (not just the stock market) affects me as long as I live in a reality driven by money. But man cannot live on bread alone, said Jesus Christ. Quite right. I need to know where I am going after the body dies. He said that the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand (not after the body dies); seek and ye shall find. Thus,I am seeking the Tao of Dying that bypasses the bodily suffering and death of conventional spirituality

     

    Market forces move the world and price every necessities of material reality. If you think the stock market is BS, then you are viewing it as a means to make easy money without having to work for it. The likelihood is, you also seek the easy route to spirituality.

     

    Life is both material and spiritual. When one separates the two – pick one and diss the other – then, the life one lives becomes unwholesome. And one's mind is cracked, and a cracked mind is a devil’s workshop.

     

    Interesting. I actually agree with you for once. But you could ALSO say that the reality that one chooses to partake in is in fact 'CRACKED' as well. Which is why you seek...


  11. Hi T.S....

     

    Society has a "mixed grab bag" understand of the latin word "occultus" meaning "hidden."

     

    So, technically ANYTHING "hidden" is occult, to begin with.

     

    Secondly, IF by occult you mean New Age.....most of society sees this as flukey & flakey.

     

    Lastly, IF by occult you mean "an esoteric body of knowledge/understanding/perceptions" then very little of society even knows about let alone cares about THIS definition of the word "occult." I for one would be very careful when moving into THIS body of understanding/perception. Without a teacher, one gets involved with stuff which can be perceived but not understood. To me understanding matters in what I perceive.

     

    For me, I've perceived various things which I can talk about but which must be perceived to be understood ultimately.

     

    Sorry for being academic! ahahahaha....

    But what I've said is true.

     

    Take care

    Stefos

     

    If you play with enough magick, you will begin to see plenty of parallels and constructs. You begin to see the forces behind the words. The TAO itself, The Great Architect, The Creator, if you will. The only difference in black and white magick, is one's intention. Inner-tention.


  12. I was recently listening to a practitioner and he said communion with ones HGA was basically the result of opening ones heart center? Anyone know if that is true? He said this was because Tiphareth was associated with the heart center.

     

    My 2 cents, Peace

     

    I just experienced a heart cleansing the other day in a dream. There was a being in my dream that was following my mom. A child like being with long hair and was wearing a blue robe. I was pissed off at her in the dream. I was walking around my house and she was telling me I could have whatever I wanted and then I began to ask who the frick was with her and I went into this strange state where I some times morph energy and I felt as if I was going to attack her and the being behind her. But what ended up happening was I had felt this surge of energy go threw me, solar plexuses and heart chakra as this being morphed into a vampire and my mom turned into a zombie, it was rather peculiar. I felt all this grief leave me once and for all as I woke up groaning. I remember as this cleansing or renewal was happening I became aware of this area within me again (heart charka) and it freaked me the f0ck out, so I woke up. My upper chest doesn't feel 'clogged' any more. Strangely enough, females are a lot more receptive the last couple of days. I had been praying for healing lately, I just wasnt expecting to see what I saw.


  13. I saw that this book "Walking with the Angel" by Nephilhim Press Is coming out soon. It's basically a group of Occultist's whom have all connected with there HGA and they talk about their experiences. As soon as I can reserve a copy I am going to....currently gitty with excitement. :)

     

    Lot of good occultist's writing in this book:

     

    Michael Cecchetelli

    Rufus Opus

    Jason Miller

    Aaron Leitch

     

    And a couple more....link: http://www.nephilimpress.com/forthcoming/

     

    My 2 cents, Peace

     

    Yes let me know when you do! That seems like a cool book.

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  14. Just finished reading Protection and Reversal Magick by Jason Miller. Its one of the most thorough books on defense i have ever read and it is not a fluffy bunny work, but is meant for the practicing Occultist. He covers a wide variety topics:

     

    -Daily Practices for Protection

    -Protecting your Home

    -Exorcism

    -Using Spirit Guardians and Servitors

    -Reversals and Counter Magick

    -How to actually recognize your being attacked

     

     

    i really enjoyed it and learned a lot even though i have read other books on psychic self-defense and was familiar with some of the material. I highly recommend it. Probably gonna buy the rest of his works.

     

    My 2 cents, Peace

     

    So what is the author's take on Spirit Guardians and Servitors? Is he referring to the God's? Or his own beliefs and customs?

     

    What is the author's take on reversal as well? Is it beneficial to attack back or to simply neutralize a situation?


  15. Also there are SEVERAL forms of magick that can be studied. It requires tools, the development of the subtle body, or an 'awakened' state. Some forms of magick have there pros and cons. Some lineages require a pact or devotion to those who came before you who usually act as guides. One eventually takes their place when one dies or passes over it seems.

     

    The way I study magick, is how I study mechanics. I need to know all the possibilities of what this mechanism can do and how it can be worked before I have truly mastered the subject. Learning to acknowledge one's energy body is a good start, learning to purify one's energy body is another great skill to have, learning to ascend and have access to infinite wisdom through purity is another invaluable tool. Most of the time 'healers' end up getting caught up in other people's BS and half-truths which can drag them down a dark path to 'help' others.


  16. Hrmmm. There is nothing wrong with "magick" or the occult per say. One does need to study the occult and become learned to study the 'mysteries' of God and develop their subtle body, third eye, etc. But there is no free lunch. I have read countless stories of conjuring and spell castings gone wrong due to lack of self-awareness and inner development. If you cause one force to move, you will surely off set another. All you can truly move is yourself, the I AM. Not others. There are plenty of people out there who have 'powers' and 'siddhis' but only use them when they are in accordance with higher beings. Which is a matter of wisdom, because ultimately one will be responsible for whatever the outcome maybe with such workings.

     

    In my opinion, to truly get a grasp of magick is to study alchemy and the manipulation and use of forces. There is alchemy all over and in the bible, but most do not study or perceive such a holy book in that manor. There is plenty of alchemy in the vedatas and sutras as well. In almost every holy book. Rosicrucian and Hermetic-ism can make for a fascinating read.

     

    Unfortunately people do use magick and alchemy for selfish purposes never truly acknowledge their own responsibility or integrity in the manor and it eventually leads to more darkness, self-deficit, and utter blindness. If you ever get the chance to experience a exorcism, it usually involves the reversal of some kind of weaving or possesion of an entity that does not want have it's truth be known or brought to the light, as abstract as that seems. It something is deceitful it is usually dark in nature, if is benign it can be of light. Hence the reason to study alchemy. Too much Light can cause one to ascend here on earth and become a celestial being, immortal, saint, buddha, God, etc. Others will feel or be put off by one's presence or glory. This is why we rarely see the God's, but rather demons, as the God's can easily kill a mortal being just by being in one's presence. (personal experience)

     

    If there is anything that I have truly learned that is beneficial and has helped me the most is the use of Holy Fire to purify my aura/energy field and allow me to cleanse myself from the influence and dominion of others. For most magick is a game of power, control, vanity, and identity. There are plenty of covens and 'energy healers' out there who can easily take you for a ride. A true student could give a sh*t less for the material gains involved with the craft, but the science and philosophy it self. It is like learning how to fix your own car, rather than relying on the perception of a mechanic. Who can know you more than yourself? This is what is known as worshiping the Creator, not the creation. Study the art if you are truly interested, many Catholic priests and people who live celibate lives are secret alchemist. haha.

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  17. This is what the statue I saw in my dream looked like concerning some black priest and that temple.. Not to sure about the lady in the middle. Might be Isis?

     

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    Any ways I found this pic last night and had another crazy dream. A lot of traveling. Found myself at a temple that read Rose de Crux when I tried go into the temple, but the door was blocked with a inscription and a heading of Rose De Crux. Twas interesting. Rose Croix. It was Rose something. Possibly Rosicrucianism.


  18. Yes, the nuclear family is not good for kids. It is not good for anyone because it polarizes people into separate units. Mom suffers when dad gets violent and neighbhors are not suppose to interfere. This is how those three women were kept chained for ten years in a basement by this one guy in Cleveland, Ohio. It's not good even for good men too when they are forced to support their respective families on their own in a tough world.

     

    You outlined great points about problems with the nuclear family. This to me is true spirituality because you feel the pain, the way the Buddha felt the pain of being human.

     

    Yep, you also feel the pain when taking a good dump..


  19. You know, to accumulate jing one needs celibacy + meditation, according to all daoist sources.

    A married man generally can't do this, especially in our modern society where the lady will say: "No sex, eh? Ok, divorce!" :D

     

    Sure, there are men who practice meditation and have no sexual discipline claiming that sex has no draining effects on them.

    But this is because the human body is highly adaptive.

     

    With a partner, one can cultivate through tantric techniques. But that requires two relatively conscious individuals who are 'enlightened'. A partner can drain the other easily, if there is no balance in the relationship.


  20. Now concerning the market... This is why the stock market is BS.

     

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    What happened in the 1990s? It's called the 401k. Pensions use to be simple and easy. Not anymore. Now it is just rise and repeat. PUMP and DUMP. PUMP and DUMP on prices for the last 20 years.