DragonsNectar69k

This and this will get you started and will put you on course far better than anything Joseph Smith ever had any hand in.

Dude, Solomon's Key is definitely sealed with SOMETHING. I was reading it last night on my phone and before I turned my phone off I saw a six pointed star on the screen. Fell asleep of course, saw a slew of beings of all kinds. Some creepy one's as well. Had some weird dreams as well. I find my self driving in a dirty brown river with my some relatives. We were using our car as a boat in the river and we came to this dead end. Strangely my brother blamed 'white people' for closing off the river, so he kicked the boards down and then this opening opened up and there were boats on the other side and we all got arrested? Then in another dream this African man looking preist had given me a goat that turned into a white lamb. Told me to get baptized with it apparently. I also saw some kind of temple, a miniature model. It kind of looked Egyptian. I was checking that out for a while. There was also a time in the dream where I was looking at something hat looked like the inside of watch. I want to say I was looking at some kind of subtle device, but it kept changing and made no sense really. Looked cool though.

Oh I thought you had said you had too much yang? Still its a good idea to cultivate yin while you cultivate yang as yin gives rise to yang and of course helps to balance it.

I consciously focused and meditated on yang today, my masculine side, the darkness within the Light. Things got interesting right away. The Light in my minds eye became more lucid and transparent. I began to see blue as well as green in my minds eye. I also felt a greater sense of energy around my entire head and body. It seems to help distribute the energy in my body, go figure. I plan on switching off between yin and yang the next couple of weeks and see how it goes. I fell asleep the other day and heard a females voice tell me that I had been feminized. I'm assuming it was the Goddess. To much yin. If I want to work out and sculpt my physical body I needed to focus on yang, since I am a male. Go figure. Still havn't done organ cleansing though. Going to give that a try as well.

Hrmmm. This reminds me of some one else's experience that I once read about. There was a woman who was at a doctor's office with her husband. This woman was a shaman apparently, who had already had some experience concerning 'spirituality'. Long story short, she ended up passing out at the doctor's office and found herself in a realm of utter nothingness. COMPLETE AND UTTER NOTHINGNESS. The only thing she could remember was her mantra that brought her back to this reality, she couldn't remember ANYTHING in this realm, even though she was conscious there. It scared the crap out of her and changed her beliefs about what is truly true to say the least. She felt she wasn't in control of anything and there was nothing to be 'had'. She was so conditioned by this world and the need for desires. She said she had talked to the Goddess while in that state and she had helped her come back.

I could only imagine what that would be like. I guess one could prepare themselves some how to anticipate it all, but it seems the Goddess was seeking to show this woman a lesson as her spirituality seemed mostly about 'materialism' and seeking to be a Goddess. Hence, more ego. It is my opinion that no one should take a spiritual path TOO seriously, it is fun to study and understand spiritual systems and why they are relevant but if it causes more good than bad, throw it out. It is about the Spirit of the matter, not the Law. When the Law begins to hold precedence over the Spirit, the Law no longer serves it purpose for Man, but can simply be used to judge the unrighteous. Because with Spirit, anything is possible. Also when man begins to use Law to justify his actions, he has deceived himself from the Spirit of the matter and is then bound to be a hypocrite. Such as when men go to war to kill in the name of God, but then come back and are expected to be Law abiding citizens. This sort of philosophy is all over the bible. Specifically Timothy. Fun stuff.

Hahahaa. The God's are real. Just last week I met the Lord of Hosts. It concerned a ritual in a dream in a old catholic cathedral. I almost crapped myself when I woke up that morning. A lot of respect for that Higher Being and I haven't been to a Catholic church in years.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Voice_of_God

Going to have check those herbs out.

Also if you notice the IDA and the PINGLA, fluctuate back and forth. Yin then Yang. Male side.. Female side. Very interesting to think about.

I need to cultivate more yang, my body needs it. Not more yin. Any one have a good source to read up on the toaist elements?

I was doing a little more research into Kundalini because up until a few days ago I knew almost nothing about it, I wasn't interested.

 

Well I saw a few articles about how Kundalini can lead to "ego death". It was saying how you can go through a "dark night of the soul" as Kundalini rises and kills ego. Now I don't think I totally agree with this terminology but it does seem that a lot of this misery is very ego related, and I am really having a lot of insight into the facade of the ego, so I'm sure there is something going on with this Kundalini rising thing and ego death, and since ego does not like to die I guess that's why it sucks so much.

 

Oh also interestingly I was listening to a pod cast where it was being said Kundalini is female energy, and at the moment my tail bone started hurting when this began the notion of the "feminine" is what came over me.

Many things will die with the ego, even one's own previous beliefs and religion itself, if one's religion is egotistical. Anything that was built upon the ego, will be destroyed. Thank Kali. Once your ego dies, there you will find your true sense of 'power' and what may truly matter to you or whatever it is your seeking. If your simply experimenting, you will simply find more Truth.

You guys might get a kick out of this article..

http://www.richardcassaro.com/tag/masonic-sun-and-moon

Going back to the beautifully breasted woman on page 15 We see the IDA on the left side, concerning the female side and the Pingla on the ride side concerning the male side. Then we have Sushmana, THE NARROW PATH. HAAHAHA.

I know with pramayana, you can do a solar/luna meditation.

"You can enter God's Kingdom only through the narrow gate. The highway to hell is broad, and its gate is wide for the many who choose that way." Matthew 7:13

Only through conscious effort, can one obtain the "Kingdom" and constant realignment with the Higher One. Or else you stagnant and end up back in hell. hahaha.

Then you have Zen which speaks of the Gateless Gate, but I have never studied it. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Gateless_Gate

Gotta love those baby feeders by the way. I am so yang right now. ahahaa. I just want to sit back and enjoy. hahah.

I think it is BS.

I was looking at that list of chakra's and kudalini and was wondering if it might not necessarily be sequential because since the initial kundalini experience I had on Monday I've seen to be going through to some degree all of those symptoms more or less.

Hrmm. Can you recall your dreams?

If you know the glyphs and can interpret the pictures then you can work out what the Egyptians intended ... but if you don't then you produce your own version from your imagination or possibly inspired from elsewhere. The Mormons themselves have done a lot of work on this comparison.

 

For instance this man claims that JS was right in many respects ...

 

http://home.comcast.net/~michael.rhodes/JosephSmithHypocephalus.pdf

 

but he is aMormon and would say that ....

Yea I honestly do not know what inspired such text. I have seen Horus once in my dreams. I see falcons all the time as well.

This makes me sound crazy, but I do believe that an enlightened or awoken being can in fact go thru the 'veil' and exchange information with other beings. Sort of like what happened with Crowley when he went to Egypt. There is definitely something magickal about Egypt. Maybe it wasn't the text itself, but the link that was needed to contact said beings. Beats me.

Hmmm that's actually super interesting, I guess at the moment my kundalini is trying to get through my second chakra which is why I can't sleep haha.

Yep, Kundalini in the west IS misunderstood. Since most people love to congregate and bicker about pointless stuff. It makes no sense as to why one would bother seeking to be delivered from bondage of sex, society, and self-study. lolz. It seems the energy can literally make one a monk if they so chose.

If, before sleep, you meditate on the image in my avatar, you will visit my pure land in your dreams and receive direct instruction from me.

 

cant promise I wont just be laughing my ass off tho.

HAHAHaa.

The astral world is freaking nuts. You can do whatever the heck you want there and one's 'abilities' are only as good as one's imagination and self-understanding and belief system. New Agers like to call it the 4th dimension. Hence why you see damn near anything and everything there, people and characters of all types.. Unfortunately it is usually done while sleeping. I have yet to meet some one, besides native americans, who can consciously project without excessive imagination on their part. One can have lucid dreams in the astral as well, which is pretty fun, you can help others, mess with others, learn new things, or sit and observe.

Now going out-of-body in this realm, that is something that is dangerous but very fun as well if one is capable of doing so.

The problem with the New Age... Is the EGO. hahahaha. Way to focused on 'abilities' rather than what is truly True.

What makes you think there is the truth - of religion or anything? How would you know if you found it? I can give you a truth in exchange for a cold beer, but so can anybody. Heh...

Yep. What makes one think that religion IS the answer? HAhahhaa. Cultivating wisdom and awareness already, I see.

Dragonsnectar69k - I think you could contribute a lot to the tao of dying formulation, with these thoughts here.

I'd rather not bother Sree with his never ending 'thesis'. I've decided to leave that thread alone. If he has yet to venture to this side of the forum, that is due to his own inherit dogma.

Seems to be about suffering, overcoming bondage, and realizing ones True Self, Godhood. So if your into BDSM, you have a long way to go.

The True Purpose of Kundalini :

 

Although most people these days are selling Kundalini yoga/tantra by claiming it to be some method to achieve greatest ability to have highest sexual orgasmic experiences... in reality, this is downright wrong and disastrous lie.

 

The True Purpose of Kundalini Yoga is to stepwise fully activate the Chakra System.

 

The theory of Kundalini says, until and unless Kundalini shakti is awakened and risen, one inner consciousness cannot build.

 

Most important example is Sex Desire..

 

Why is everyone plagued and so deeply infatuaed by it?

That simply because kundalini is sleeping beneath it, and whenever it tries to move up, it strikes that center, which creates the wild instinct and most people just let it out.

 

But once Kundalini is consciously moved above it, then one is freed from this.

 

The rise of Kundalini increases Qaulity of consciousness as per the Chakra it passes, which automatically provides deeply imbeded spiritual wisdom and hence freedom from bondages as:

 

When Kundalini Passes Mooladhar, root Chakra, then one gains consciousness and spiritual wisdom enough to be free from bondages of Material World.

 

At Swadhinisthan, the Sex chakra, one is free of sexual lust bondage.

At Manipura, Belly or Solar Plexus Chakra, one is free from social belonging need bondage.

At Anahat, heart charka, one is free from emotional attachment bondance.

At Vishuddha, one is free from speech and intellect need bondage.

At Agya Chakra, one is free from self study need bondage.

 

And finally when kundalini reaches Sahasrar, one is attains onenesss with super conscious.

 

A hint of Experience : The state of experiencing fully activated Kundalini...

 

If all this sounds too technical and only imaginative, you find hard to relate its practical feeling, then think about it

 

When the experience of your life's best sex... the best orgasm... which hardly accounts for very partial experience of the sleeping kundalini at the lowest chakra... when that can be so very overwhelming and magistic..

 

Then the magical experience of fully awakened kundalini at Sahasrar, it hundred times higher than that! That is why it is called "Param-Ananda Awastha" (Supreme Bliss State).

 

So please remember, If done properly, then Kundalini Tantra is among the fastest way of God Realization!

You should have seen the stuff I saw when my channels finally opened up and that is because they are not officially all open up enough. I remember reading some where that the soul is sort of like a pipe that needs to be cleansed from past karma and boy did I have some past karma. I saw numerous under-worlds, pyramids, the devil on a throne, I saw a pyramid made of skulls, plenty of free masonry stuff. I am not to sure if it was all mine or I was consciously cleansing the karma of others, as I was meditating a lot.

My third eye is open for sure. Funny thing is I had a dream this morning concerning the Shakti of a male. I saw it in the dream. The male side of the Only one side was open and was flowing with numerous colors of light. I told him that he needed to embrace his feminine side as well. When I told this other male this, I found my body becoming flush with vibrant energy, a bit of ecstasy to say the least. I found myself meditating in a make shift room with a bunch of random people there. There was some kind of altar with candles and a bald male meditating there as well. There were others meditating as well. I found myself then talking to a white older female about esoteric teachings and about being devoted to the Goddess. When talking to this older female I felt sexualized and a rush of sexual energy flooded my body as well, but I did not feel "HORNY" I felt calm and peaceful. I felt no need to penetrate this older women, I felt acknowledged, loved, and grounded.

Taking a look at this beautifully breasted female, you will see both side of energy at play:

It is said when the female side is embraced, one can become highly intuitive and physic to the touch. Which can drive a male crazy and can cause some females great depression. Not to sure what the male side does.

http://www.yogatantrameditation.com/tantra-meditation-healing/types-of-tantra/kundalini-tantra

I honestly want to know more about talisman magick though.

Well maybe I shouldn't say wrong ... perhaps highly interpreted into biblical thinking rather than straight Egyptian. The hypocephalus is an interesting 26th dynasty expression of the the Eye of Horus ... he didn't know that. I don't know his dates but its possible he lived before they were properly translated.

 

Here's a good link for hypocephili ... worthy of discussion I think:

 

http://nowscape.com/mormon/hypocephalus/Hypocephalus_Gallery.htm

Hahaha. It all depends on how your translating. Even the bible itself has mistranslations. Which is odd to think about.

The only reason I found mormonism interesting was because of the Book of Abraham and the Doctrine and Convenetants where JS makes some claims about 'spirit being finer than matter' and how a Higher Being told him that whatever we learn and retain in this life we get to keep in the next, eternity. And depending upon the precepts that one keeps in this life, it supposedly determines where one will go in the next, since there are many worlds according to the Book of Abraham. It felt like Buddhism and the Dharma. A lot of parallels. I found it funny because Buddhist don't have a hard time accepting these possibilities, but a lot of Evangelical Christian's have a hard time dealing with such 'extraordinary claims' concerning Mormonism. Many think JS went to far with plural marriage and seeking to be overly righteous in this world, but who is to say that he was wrong or right? That is the Buddhist in me speaking hahaha.

Book of Abraham : http://www.lds.org/scriptures/pgp/abr?lang=eng

Doctrine and Covenants : http://www.lds.org/scriptures/dc-testament?lang=eng

Spirit is finer than matter: http://www.lds.org/scriptures/dc-testament/dc/131.1-4?lang=eng

Yea Laozi said that when people are close to Tao rules are unnecessary but when the people get further from Tao more and more rules appear. So I suppose this was just a natural cause and effect situation as humanity drifted from the Tao from nature. Like Drew was saying when we were bushmen and lived close to nature close to the Tao things were very simple and peaceful.

 

Even so one can cultivate as a Christian I just have too much negative association from personal experience. Also actual Christian cultivation is rare but it does happen and is possible because basically it involves the same elements of cultivation no matter where its done, celibacy, meditation, mantra, emptiness, contemplation, introspection.

 

 

There are cultivation teachings hidden in the bible and they are hidden for good reason or otherwise they would have never survived the council of Nicaea.

 

You have Jesus, God, the Holy Spirit. Jing, Qi, Shen. Jesus ascends to the Father, Jing being the most physical in the lower dan tien (earth) transforms and rises to the middle dan tien. Jesus goes to the Father, the Father being power or Qi. Jesus said after he rose to the Father he would then send the Holy Spirit (shen). After he rose (jing is converted to qi) then he would send the Holy Spirit (qi would then convert to shen). Jesus said when the Holy Spirit is come he will lead you into all understanding. When we cultivate shen we gain insight and wisdom into our true nature which is how we become enlightened.

 

So that is just one of many examples of real cultivation teaching hidden in the bible, The problem is, is that people take literally what was only meant to be an allegory.

HAHAhaa. BAD ASS! Unfortunately some people go to church all there lives and never find the relevance of the east in the bible. China CLOSED itself off from the west and with that decision, it savored all of it's wisdom from conniving tyrants and rulers (besides china's own). You can enslave or easily coerce some one if this person does not have the means to acquire TRUE knowledge and Truth. Mind you, The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit is more than that. It is highly allegorical as well. The Higher Beings are real, to say the least.

Things are getting weird lately lol. So this evening while doing Samatha I'm in half lotus and a start rocking back and forth. Each time I would stop it and as soon as I relaxed again it would just start again, so I eventually just gave up and went for a ride lol. Also I keep getting these electrical shooting sensations in my thighs, its kind of a good hurt lol. At least I didn't feel like my tail bone was being bored into this time which is good. Also now and then see these little white lights floating around when I'm meditating.

 

Oh well, I think most teachers say not to pay too much attention to stuff like this, but it is weird lol.

Hrmmm. Pay attention to how you are rocking. There are different beliefs to this phenomenon, some good and some bad. Most say to let it play out.

Hahahaha. The topic should have been about influence and deceit. Not free will.

I remember when I was fasting and meditating a lot last year, there was one day where my sense of smell was extremely heightened. I remember a family friend came over and I could literally smell his perfume within the hall and he was all the way in the living room. The smell gave off a dominant signature of a male, and yep sure enough when I went to check to see who it was this friend was male.

Fragrances are powerful concerning influence. Perfumes are a multimillion dollar business, because one's sense of smell is not only wired so close to the brain, but the heart and mind rely on it to breath. There is no escaping the aroma of another person, unless you breath through your mouth and even then you might taste this smell. This is why it may seem that one does not indeed have 'free will'. But indeed one still does, it simply comes down to what one truly believes within.

From a retrospection position, no one likes to smell bad right? You wouldn't not go to a dump and rub trash all over yourself thinking your going to attract wealth or females or power would you? How could you influence another person by smelling like crap? I actually have a story concerning this...

Once I was on a train going back home from work one day and a homeless man entered onto my train car. He smelled as if he had not taken a bath for weeks! He was going around asking others for money and people were not willing to give him any money. So this homeless man then decided to sit in the middle of the train and not move. Mind you, his stench was so strong I almost threw up. I got up and gave him 5$ to leave and go to another part of the train and not come back, he happily obliged. hahaha. He influenced this situation by simply taking advantage of the fact that he was use to this stench while others are use to be clean of body odor. This stench was over powering and no one could escape it besides the homeless man himself.

If a prostitute smelled like a bakery, sure I might give her the time of day, not because I want to have sex with her but because I enjoy the smell of a bakery. If a prostitute knew this, it would be simple to ploy me along for sex. There is a reason why prostitutes and whores wear skanky clothing as well, one cannot escape their eyes. But you can chose your thoughts, that is where one can find their free will.

Not to be a bible thumper here.. But you might find this verse enlightening..

"But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart." Matthew 5:28

To master one's self, is to master one's thoughts, reactions, beliefs, etc.

 

 

The open mind

 

unblock the mindset : "I've never been able to make a qi ball"

 

practice this direction : imagine one -> make it -> feel it

 

Perhaps most importantly have a reason to "use" a chi ball that isn't "I don't trust myself and I have to "see" this before I will"

 

edited to add some loving kindness (i.e. the image)

So then it IS possible to fart Chi. Very well then

On a serious note, I have never bothered practicing Qi-Qong so to me making chi balls seems like some thing out of dragon ball z.