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Well, I have been reading Master Nan's Diamond Sutra and he spent a good portion in talking about Buddhism in general. He brought up the topic of arhats. Supposedly, an arhat has to under go 7 rebirths in order to reach full enlightenment. As you reached closer to your 7th rebirth, your habit energy would lose its clinging power. He even talked about it is possible for "anyone" can be living in their 3rd or 4th rebirth because one may find oneself more interested in nature and outdoor life style. Or one may find there are more things important in life than wealth, money, career, and women. Or someone just not really interested in the cyclical and repetitive nature of our worldly existence because they understood them in early age. I do wonder if I were once an arhat. I have one dream in which I remembered that I was a monk in a lecture hall. I was with other monks. There was this Indian guru talking about something. He asked us if we can see the vase on the table with our third eyes. So, everyone is trying to see this vase on the table with their third eyes. I saw a half empty white vase on a white table. And I told him what I saw. He then said that I didn't see the white vase on the white table. Is one of those Diamond Sutra principle of non-clinging. I was confused for the moment and then I became self conscious of my being. I looked down at myself and realized that I was wearing the robe of an abbot monk. I woke up after that. I also had a dream about being persecuted as a Buddhist monk by certain Chinese emperor.

So, who said that shamatha is jhana? And how do you know that your state was jhana? You should not equate jhana with shamatha. They are two different words, two different concepts. The jhanas are mental states that you go through as the mind becomes more and more subtle and refined, even the formless jhanas. According to all the literature that I've read, mantra repetition could possibly take you to the first jhana, but must be abandoned to get any higher. Even Ajahn Char, who advocates "Buddho" mantra breath meditation during non-meditating waking hours, has instructions for breath meditation that do not include mantra repetition. But, here is the thing, you can still have thoughts all the way up to the eighth jhana. Having thoughts is a sign that the mind has not yet been stilled. So, technically, stilling the mind via shamatha takes you past the eighth jhana. The jhanas are finer and finer levels of consciousness. When the mind is stilled, the whole coarse mind collapses. You experience the awareness, the golden field of light, collapse and shrink back down into the heart. There is an accompanying swoon and mini-death-like experience. That has been my experience. And really, if you think about and had experience in it, you would have to ask yourself, if a prerequisite of shamatha is vitakka and vicarra, which is directed and sustained attention on one object, to the exclusion of all other objects, how can starting and stopping a mantra while trying to focus on what you are starting and stopping, be considered to be one continuous flow of attention? It is like running your own puppet show, and making pretend that you aren't actually making the puppet perform. I did mantra repetition for 4 1/2 years without success. It wasn't until I sustained my attention on the "I" (first letter of the visualized mantra) that I experienced an astonishing samadhi that I didn't know was even possible. Everything got real bright, there was only the subject, observation and the object, and then all three fused together, with a great amount of bliss and pure consciousness. That is the event which made me realize that mantra repetition does not produce samadhi. That is what made me investigate patanjali's limbs of yoga: Dharana and Dhyana, whose counterparts in Buddhism are Vitakka and vicara. Mantra repetition is not CONTINUAL SUSTAINED attention. Mantra repetition is not stability. You need the stabilization part; the continuous attention part. And, mantra repetition, the sounding off of sound, mental or otherwise, causes the throat chakra to activate, producing more and more dream forms and other manifestations. It's kind of like plugging the in-end (hose) of the vacuum cleaner to the out-end of the vacuum cleaner and just letting the dirt circulate. How is that 'stilling the mind'? You have to shut the vacuum cleaner off to still the mind, not stir up dirt and re-direct the flow.. TI There may be Dzogchen in Buddhism, but there is no Buddhism in Dzogchen. - Alan Wallace.

Hi D I hate to break this to you, but you cannot still the mind using a mantra. You cannot enter shamatha using a mantra. That is not what a mantra is for. Mantra repetition is for manifesting, cleansing, directing the prana or winds.. Look closely at what occurs during mantra repetition. When you first intend to sound the mantra, vocally or sub-vocally, the first place that activates is the lower tan tien (just below the navel and in). This is the chi that is going to empower the mantra. The chi comes up and then circulates in the throat chakra (which is also the chakra for dream activation). The chi (or prana) then flows to the areas of the body related to the particular sounds. Case in point. Most mantras end in "mmm" or 'ng'. The purpose is to bring the circuit of chi/prana to the brow, or as close to the third eye as possible. Aum.. Om.. Aung, Om Mani Padme Hung. Or, with other mantras, to bring the chi up and then back down, like Om Nama Shivaya. The last 'ya' takes the energy back down to the navel.. So what has all this directing of energy, filtering it through the throat chakra and moving around got to do with shamatha? Absolutely nothing! How are you going to make a pool of water calm and still by throwing in pebbles every few seconds? Let's see.. ok. repeat the mantra. ( the mind performs the task). Then it waits (or not) and thinks, "now I must perform the mantra again".. ( the mind performs the task). Observes that the mantra has faded, thinks again, " now I must perform the mantra again".. The act of initiating the mantra is using the mind. It is agitating the mind. How is the mud in the water bottle going to settle if you keep on shaking the jar? The reason why breath meditation is so popular and is an effective tool, is because breathing goes on regardless of whether or not you are consciously performing the breathing. As a matter of fact, it is very hard to watch the breath and not control it. Breathing, when left alone, does not require any thinking. Thus, the mind can go to great depths of stillness because the mind has nothing to do but let go and watch. Do you get these principles? Even watching the breath while reciting a mantra, although it may be a good training tool for beginners, is also not something that will still the mind. Both of the methods that you have mentioned in your practice are not shamatha practice. The second could be called a 'mindfulness practice', but it will never still the mind. This probably sounds like a broken record, but, if you are really interested in how to practice shamatha, I would get a hold of 'The Attention Revolution" by Alan Wallace. He explains everything quite well, all the steps, the phases of practice and more. It is quite an amazing book and will clear up some of the popular misconceptions that people have. Also, the technique of dissolving thoughts, which is also a shamatha practice, is described by Alan Wallace in his Dzogchen podcasts. It is called "taking the impure mind as the path". http://archive.org/details/IntroductionToDzogchenRetreatWithAlanWallace2012 This is also described by Tenzin Wangyal in the "Five Elements" book and other sources. For example: http://blog.gaiam.com/quotes/authors/tenzin-wangyal The technique of dissolving thoughts is also described in various Dozgchen books. Hopefully that helps. TI

In my experience, a great method of transmutation of said energies is not to fight them, but recognize what they are showing me about myself. If I can understand what it is they are trying to "take" or "control" in me, then there is little left for them to exploit any longer. It is all based on thought-form creation and manipulation to me. Even in a "dream" or "astral" state it is possible to maintain presence such not to give into these sorts of situations. Your frustration towards it shows that it still has some kind of control over you. Only sharing what I have learned. This may not be the case for you, and I'm not denying that you are on the receiving end of some kind of metaphysical attack from someone. In a way though, isn't that what any "negative" thought is against anyone, only that the "dark arts" harness these energies better in a more conscious way. Thank you for sharing and giving me a chance to explore this myself.

I am with you 100% haha In addition + more time for art / music! A dream come true!

Thank you for sharing. Tis what I figured. Some thing seeking to influence or enact harm is what I figured, since I do not dabble in the dark arts nor do I care about them. But when stuff like this comes around, it is good, in my opinion to understand them. I had a similar expierence with floating black orbs about a year ago. I had fell asleep and could literally feel the energy from this orb attacking me. What ended up happening was I fell asleep, woke up out of body and shot energy at this orb with my hands and it went away never to be seen again. I also remember this old lady who looked like the one who sucked me off in the dream as well. It seems she was seeking to reduce my Jing energy to weaken me. It seems a relative of mine has a favorite psychic of some sort she uses to invade my privacy and home, to get the "upper hand" in a current family fued. Talk about ridiculous. I've prayed about it and have yet to recieve any consultation concerning the matter from higher beings concerning this sorcerery and attack. Not to sure if it is a harnessed soul, ghost, or energy 'agent' that this psychic uses, but I'm getting tired of this wench and the relative behind this.

Tibetan book of the dead? Wasn't that a training manual for how to die and how to ensure rebirth in the 'chosen' family? After a strange personal experience (more strange dreams...) in which I helped a dying relative as he selected his next life, I looked into this a bit http://www.psychopomps.org/ because I wasn't by myself in the dream, the process was helped by a character I can only describe as a 'death midwife'. For myself, I have no idea.

We might want to consider what aspect of Dying he's looking to explore. Physical, afterlife, spirituality of acknowledgement, etc., Tao can be as slippery a concept as god. Rambling on.. How to die? I didn't know how to get born either. It just happened (as far as I know). Eating, drinking, sex..happens, I learn on the fly, follow nature, sometimes get advice from a friend or a book. Death is a great unknown. It's not a horse to be ridden, its ..the opposite of birth.(?) Without experiential reference we're trusting (blindly) in a religious or philosophical source. Living with a certain awareness and calm acceptance of death may be our best bet. Though there are practices such phowa, certain dream yoga and deep taoists practices that might give us trial runs at experiencing death. Or those practices might be complicated illusions we fool ourselves with. In any case, calm acceptance is the low fruit on the tree. Simple but not easy. Where ever ones inquiry leads, I think we have to pick that fruit first.

My experience with black energy is usually experiential in the waking state... It typically appears around people that are arguing with one another or are trying to argue with me. I do possess somewhat of a developed "extra" sight, and have questioned this phenomenon quite a bit. In my view, these "energies" are composed of mental energies. They have "ego" since there is ego essence in the mental excretions of human beings. Their "livelihood" (an ego-based construct) is dependent on emotional excretion from people "in body". When I see people get emotionally triggered or activated, often these energies will appear. If they are black/gray it typically accompanies a ramped up expression of "negative" energy. I had an experience in January where I was psychically attacked by these types of energies, since I did see them manifesting around me like a black/grey fog. A deep feeling of dread and hopelessness accompanied this experience, and eventually the psychic stimulation became such that the thought of self-termination crossed my mind. At this point I regained control of what was going on and started writing out all the thoughts I was having, such to read them back to myself. What I read was very much NOT an accurate expression, and I recognized and allowed myself to believe that I was in fact facing a psychic attack. In the dream state, these have appeared to me as well, but it never really set-in for me as "viable" until I experienced then in the waking state as well. Of course, when it comes to emotional expression, there is little difference between dreaming and waking. Perhaps you can energetically clear your sleeping space before bed? I suggest grounding yourself as well, if you don't already. Ultimately, these energies are our greatest teachers, just my view. It may not seem that way since you had a sexual run-in with someone's grandma, but they are attracted to those who have the potential to give them what they need. Again, just my experience...

Does any one here know about seeing the phenomenon of a black orb in ones dream state. I went out of body this morning and noticed a black orb hovering over my chest during my dream scape. I also had oral sex with some old lady i was trying to shoot with a gun but she ended up sucking me off any ways. I have a hunch that seeig a orb like this in ones own space and time can be a sign for black magick or witch craft or sorcerery... Any ever expierence this sort of thing?

You sound defeated...like a guy badly burnt by his one-sided love for a woman who does not reciprocate. In some cases, the beloved woman is not aware of her admirer's affection. But the Tao knows, and it treats devoted Daoists like straw dogs meant for the fires of Daoist Hell. What makes you think that the kids will grow up and know better in time and give up on their magical dreams? Small kids grow into big kids clinging to the same dream magic Santa morphed into the eternal Tao. And the Daoist monks, like our deceitful parents, are our enablers now. We are still sucking that ridiculous pacifier. I don't think anyone in this forum will laugh if you were to pull out his or her pacifier. Things will get ugly very quickly. This is why we've got to built the altar and go on being suckers. But our philosophical daoist altar is to be different from the traditional Chinese Taoist altar. No deities.

I agree with what other people have said. Focus on your practice and this will come naturally. I do have this to add: -Be very attentive to your dreams. Notice the different qualities of lucidity and feeling you have in your dreaming state. Notice any pecularities that stand out. Some of my past lives have been revealed to me through my dreams - good and bad- especially the traumatic ones I must heal. How do I know which dreams are fancy and which are the souls remembering? The energetic "quality" of the dream and what spirit has to say. I do not know if you are prone to "visionary" states. spontaneous visuals and hallucinations in waking life. But some people I meet will trigger past life regressions just by being around them.

I'm certainly not opposed to the enjoyment of food as that is part of our natural emotion pertaining to any sort of consumption...enchanting music, purchasing your dream car, the sights of a curvaceous female. It is only when those mundane pleasures become ones sole source of fulfillment. Thats when it becomes a problem...because physical pleasures are never truly "fulfilling."

I remember a man I met who was one of the very few on the planet who had inherited a special method of divination from China. Numerical it was. Quite strange to hear him - who had never met me - write out the years I've moved over seas, what body parts I damaged and when, promotions, gossip over women, exact things. I wonder over the topology of this space. It's as if you fold it here, then it will fold another way in another place, and a lot of other things take place. At certain times I've been dreaming very lightly and suddenly strange things happen simultaneously in the dream and around my household, at exact moments; small hints that the ocean is much deeper. I wonder how these old guys came up with these uncanny divinatory systems. But it is not only a domain of discrete units; it's also a continuous warping isn't it, an influence? Occasionally I marvel at times when I unconsciously walked into a persons life and afterwards heard that it was just the right time, and I helped them tremendously. It could be a friend who just divorced without me knowing, a guy who stood at the cliff or many other situations. I didn't know, but I just turned up! (I'm not a saint, not at all hahaha). I just lived my live but life creased in such a way that we met. So our whole beings participate. Change yourself, and your sphere of influence and all its tentacles expand and change. Another man I met was a master of a western system of divination. It was not based on intuitive reading or similar. He described what exactly I did for work in a certain city, what had happened with my family etc. Scary. But he was the best. The difference here is that he had pretty much tailored the method to himself; the method reflected him and he reflected the method. Incidentally, he had attained one of the powers of voice: what he said manifested; it's an interesting one, but I won't elaborate on it here. It's just that his special intelligence didn't stop at his vicinity. He also (as did the first above) notified me of the importance of knowing your correct birthtime if the method uses that: your fate changes tremendously by just five minutes; sometimes one minute makes quite a difference! Now when I have more experience myself, I smile at people who believe they can make others dig up secrets by throwing at them a quite liberally approximate time. What also was made quite clear is that you just can't encounter these guys according to your own wishes; it's deserved, your zhen arranges it for you, or conversely: the pattern prevents your from reaching them. Remarkable how people people believe that they can approach the secrets without a modicum of yuan, heng, li and zhen! Even if it is so square in the face as the methods utilizing the Yijing!

Swapping entities stories??? All I can say is that merits play a huge role in what spirits are attracting to you. If your awakening is induced by the artificial, questionable means, you will attract harmful spirits. If your awakening (kundalini energy rising) is the result of merits, self analysis of the 5 skandhas, you will attract benevolent spirits. Even if you do encounter harmful spirits, you can literally deal with them in the dreams. For examples, couple of times, I dream of my boss and his boss represented as vampires with slimy faces, and red eyes. Several times, I dream of fighting and dealing with zombies. Zombies, in this case, are the symbol of the masses, the un-enlightened beings who would just go through the cycle of birth, death, and rebirth aimlessly. On both of these cases, I dealt with them at ease. With the benevolent spirits, I felt I am related to them, almost like they are my grandparents. Couple of them have been with me for over 15 years. I have been dreaming of them on and off for the past 15 years. A lot of times, they don't say much, maybe 1 or 2 sentences. Mostly, I would just interact with them and doing things.

This was a lucid dream. I tend to astral project and go lucid almost every night. This is why I practice self-restraint and non-violence. I do not want to harm others spiritually, because I know what that is like first hand. It seemed I have killed my brother's entity. Which is something that should have been done a long time ago, but the people who he employed to help him only used him for his $ and he has been sick for a long time and resorted to black magick to empower himself. That healing being my heart and the treachery that was involved. Hence the surgery on my heart. Realizing that the snake turned white after killing my brother's entity. A good sign in my opinion. After to listening to spirit for a while, it seems I was aroused/empowered sexually with primordial or energy of the opposite sex to kill my brother's entity since I have chosen to be celibate for over a year now. Some thing dark and bloody had exploded in the dream near him after I sprayed his auric field with fire and choked him out. Interesting to think about. The bird that flew away after this happened was some one else's spirit animal who I believe did NOT have my best interest at heart nor did they care about my own cultivation or self-development. Which is why I told them to F OFF and if I had the chance I would have possibly killed the bird to finally make my point. I forgot to mention in the dream the bird flew off skreeching as if it was going to warn some one else, this is what I felt and thought in the dream. I am very aware in the lucid state. (It sort of looked like rainbow bird from pokemon.) My family fails to get along and is constantly seeking to influence one another. Some have resorted to magick and energy practices in secret to domineer and belittle others since they fail to agree and blame other's for their lives. Whoever helped me on this site, thank you! Choosing not to attack some one back due their negligence is quite the virtue and waiting to be empowered to help the enfeebled is quite the blessing.

You know, the evil entities I have to deal with all are real life people (my old boss and his boss, some dickhead individuals I have to deal with occasionally, and some random strangers, and in the past they were my professors in my old college). On the other hand, all of the spirits I encountered are very benevolent. Even a vampire entity I dream of few years back.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/deepak-chopra/reply-to-chris-anderson-t_b_3119890.html?utm_hp_ref=tw So the internal TEDx warning is to look out for "goofballs." Who says you can't be a goofball and a "good" scientist at the same time? Wasn't Einstein a goofball? haha. Nerds rule the world -- right? Nerds are also goofballs.... Goofballs - Legal Dictionary - The Free Dictionarylegal-dictionary.thefreedictionary.com/Goofballs Until then, he must rub elbows with a group of nerds and goofballs - and put up with a shrew of a boss (Wendie Malick of "Dream On"). THE SCREEN\"Good

The Secret Science of Spiritual Healing: Potential anatomy of qigong master John Chang as a case study By Drew Hempel, MA So my relative called up and mentioned – “I heard you healed your mom with qigong.” I clarified: “Well actually it was the qigong master.” He said: “Can you explain how he did it because I’m an engineer so I don’t understand.” This was of course a double-forked tongue comment. I know my brother-in-law is a big fan of the skeptical cable show Mythbusters but at the same time my mom also had previously been a skeptic and now she was promoting qigong to her friends. So what happened? She said she woke up one morning and suddenly felt better – normal again. In fact she had more energy than normal. Considering she had a close call with viral meningitis after being a strong drinker at age 77, and then put on serious drugs with dangerous side effects, her new energy really was miraculous. For a long time she was barely able to walk up the stairs and the day after she suddenly felt better she walked a quarter mile! Her overnight recovery was something her friends noticed and commented on. At first I let my mom wonder what had happened but then I told her how the qigong master Jim Nance had called me and we had talked for over 2 hours during which time he informed me he was also having a “conversation” with my mom. Haha. My mom had already seen qigong master Jim Nance twice for his once a month “Free Friday” sample healings and every time she got healed she left the Spring Forest Qigong Center feeling stronger and brighter. This time though, after that phone call, her health was dramatically and deeply transformed. So anyway I explained some of that to my brother-in-law but I didn’t really get into the science of qigong or any of the related spiritual healing traditions like yoga meditation or trance dancing shamanism of Africa and the Americas. Qi is translated different ways – energy or just function while gong means work. I mean my brother-in-law knew I was way into this topic but I had tried to explain the science to him before and he just kind of brushed me off. O.K. I admit I went to the opposite extreme to tell my brother all the crazy stuff I could think of – just to make him admit he didn’t really want to try it out. He never indicated he was insincere! He said he wanted to call the center to get a healing himself. Of course I gave him the information of the website http://springforestqigong.com but I also said – yeah when qigong master Chunyi Lin was in deep meditation in full lotus yoga position in the mountains in China he even levitated up nine feet! I said – of course most people are not going to believe this. You know – just trying to expose my brother-in-law’s skepticism. Haha. I did say how the skeptics like to claim the science results are just a placebo effect or the lack of a good placebo control but how these skeptics have not gone to personally investigate the Spring Forest Qigong masters. Meanwhile one of the top research hospitals, the Mayo Clinic, has several doctors on record as positively supporting Spring Forest Qigong – doctors like the oncologists Dr. Nisha Manek and Dr. Neil Kay. Of course the Mayo Clinic does not promote nor recommend Spring Forest Qigong but again there are individual doctors who have positively worked with the qigong masters. Mayo Clinic Dr. Ann Vincent called the results of her “randomized, controlled” aka “gold standard” study of “external qi” healing to be “especially impressive” because the patients had chronic pain for over five years, previously untreatable by Western science. The skeptics claim that because these patients wanted to be healed then it was not really an objective study – well hey if qigong worked and the western medicine didn’t work then why should it be objective? Haha. Medicine is about getting results. But still the scientists want to know how qigong and all the other nonwestern spiritual healing traditions really work. Qigong: The Highest Technology of all technologies The irony is that to scientifically understand spiritual healing there has to be a deeper understanding of science which, of course, delves into either cutting edge research or the philosophical foundations of science itself. But the skeptics want repeatable, “off the shelf” technology so to speak – a commodity or product that can be purchased and used – made to standards that are replaceable parts, mechanized. Qigong master Yan Xin states that qigong is the “highest technology of all technologies.” How is this possible when the nuclear physicist testing Yan Xin and the other scientists, medical doctors at Harvard, etc. – they all get positive mind-blowing results from external qi energy but the results cannot be explained nor replicated to satisfy the demands of the skeptical scientists? The answer is in a field of science that has just been recognized by the mainstream scientists only in the past five years – the field of “quantum biology.” For example in 2006 I was satirically promoting quantum biology and qigong on the top science blog of University of Minnesota professor P.Z. Myers. Of course Myers, a staunch NeoDarwinist atheist, banned me but only after I had created enough of an impact to cause his followers to repeatedly ask me questions on the topics at hand. Sure most ignored me but a few were intrigued. O.K. to be fair to the subject matter, we have to consider the claims of the qigong masters, themselves. I finished my master’s degree in 2000 by taking the qigong classes from Spring Forest Qigong master Chunyi Lin through a local community college in Minnesota. My final master’s degree credit was a self-directed research in the African Studies department under the topic of non-dual, nonwestern philosophy. I was using the book The Racial Contract as my theoretical foundation, challenging the concept of Platonic Natural Law. Literally a stretch. Haha. PreSocratic African Taoist yoga training. So I trained using a traditional manual called Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality. http://www.scribd.com/doc/34350503/Lu-K-Uan-Yu-Taoist-Yoga-Alchemy-and-Immortality I received ongoing energy transmissions from qigong master Chunyi Lin and also from his assistant who is qigong master Jim Nance, the first African-American qigong master. So I was trained in healing which I did successfully but I also accidentally pulled this old lady’s spirit out of the top of her head – without touching her. I forgot not to pull energy blockages out of the top of the center of the skull. I didn’t realize how powerful my energy was compared to hers and I had been recently fasting for a week on just half a glass of water. This is called “bigu” or energy feasting and Chemistry professor Rustom Roy held a conference on Yan Xin qigong students going into bigu – he documented qigong students going without food yet maintaining their nutrition. http://bst.sagepub.com/content/22/5/391.extract One scientist speculated bigu could be some sort of gamma ray energy transmutation as qigong master Yan Xin had increased gamma rays as a byproduct of his healing energy. Anyway the old lady’s spirit coming out of her skull felt like a heavy electromagnetic blob. She couldn’t see what I was doing as I was standing next to her and she was sitting in a chair. But as soon as I felt the heavy electromagnetic blob get pulled out of the top center of her skull she immediately bawled and she kept bawling for at least 15 minutes. Others comforted her and she realized I had just made an honest mistake. Also at the Level 3 Spring Forest Qigong retreat class I saw yellow forms shaped like humans created out of the top of the skull of qigong master Chunyi Lin when he was in full lotus yoga position, healing people. Qigong master Chunyi Lin, without me saying anything, said someone had seen these yellow human shaped forms out of his skull and so he explained that they were his “yin spirits” going out to heal people. Then I saw yellow forms shaped like humans float in from outside the room – and they were hovering around Chunyi Lin while he was in full lotus doing his healing. Again I did not say anything but Chunyi Lin repeated that someone had seen this so he explained that those were dead people who came to him for healing and that this happens to him regularly. I had recently read of this same phenomenon of dead people spirits going to get healed from a spiritual master – only it was happening to the most famous meditation master monk of Thailand – Phra Acharn Mun who has his biography free online: http://www.thaibuddhism.net/Achan_Man.pdf Anyway I kept practicing qigong but then there was a spacetime vortex spinning around me when I was in full lotus meditation – the room was literally spinning around me. I didn’t discover until ten years later as detailed in my training book – a very intense read btw! So Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality explains that my spirit was leaving my body without enough chi energy enveloping the spirit energy. Not enough electromagnetic energy to power the light energy – and so this causes dizziness. I needed to store my spirit energy in my lower tan tien, below and behind my navel – where I could build up the electromagnetic chi energy stronger. Then after that meditation I experienced: who I am did not really mean my body nor did it mean my brain and so I came back feeling unattached to my material items. I “recycled” my old journal of 500 pages and I threw out one of my meditation cassettes as it seemed no longer necessary. Qigong master Chunyi Lin said I had an enlightenment experience but that my mind was confused and that I should have called him and that it’s important not to get too excited or too afraid. Instead I had stopped practicing for a couple months and my energy channels closed up but before they did so fully qigong master Chunyi Lin stuck his finger to my forehead to further open up my third eye. You now like when E.T. says “ouch” and there’s light from his fingertip? Same thing. It felt like a laser bliss in the center of my brain. After that I had a permanent magnetic bliss in the middle of my brain that did not go again even without practicing. So that was 13 years ago. I spent ten years reading one scholarly book a day to convert my experiences back into science – I could do this scholarly reading because I was in full lotus yoga position “flexing” my pineal gland to exorcise out any emotional blockages that would otherwise slow down my mental concentration. I documented all my research online and then converted it into a free online book with 725 scholarly footnotes. I didn’t have any delusions that somehow my experiences could be “converted” into science – only I thought science might provide me a level of “intellectual defense” to justify my further training. So as I continued my research I was also doing third eye healing – but just lower level emotional blockages. People, strangers, thanked me and described my energy as “orgasmic” and “charming.” Etc. I was healing deep anger blockages of the liver or deep sadness blockages of the lungs. Anyway the heart energy reproductive bliss -- I reported my experiences online and dubbed it the “O at a D” or “orgasm at a distance.” It was a psychic mutual climax. I could only find a few other verifications of this ability – one is a teacher in S.F. called Nitayama aka the Tantra Mongoose. He has posted videos and testimonials of females thanking him for giving them repeated orgasms – at a distance; each time moving them deeper into a state of loving energy. I realized that this is what it meant to be a “real man” and yet even Aleister Crowley, the most famous sex magician, did not have this ability! Colin Wilson points this out when he describes Gurdjieff’s ability of the “orgasm at a distance” as described in Rom Landau’s book God is My Adventure. Anyway finally as I kept researching I realized what I doing was all wrong – I was not purifying my energy. This was a dirty tantra practice. Also I was burning out my energy by constantly healing people – and so I told this to qigong master Chunyi Lin. I “flexed” my pineal gland for him and he said – “it is great that you can give females bliss but your energy transmissions will always be weak until you store up your energy in your lower tan tien.” O.K. so anyway I was blogging on all of this and of course causing quite a stir as the typical male either wanted proof I could do this, preferable video, or got really mad at me if I could read their energy online and I called them a “perv.” Haha. Finally the brother of qigong master Jim Nance noticed my blog and so qigong master Jim Nance called me up. I said to him – oh no am I in trouble? Haha. I said – whatever it is I will delete it. I had deleted my previous blogs a few times already. So that gets back to how my mom was actually healed by qigong master Jim Nance. When he called me he was driving and I joked that I trusted he could talk and drive since he had 360 degree vision. He said – “well actually it’s 4-D vision: Front, back, right and left at the same time.” I just went – o.k. He goes: “You can learn to do this!” I said. O.k. He goes: “No really you can do this!” I said: “alright!” haha. You Were Born A Healer: On Quantum Consciousness So the really exciting message of these qigong masters – besides the testimonials of people they have healed who had serious conditions like late-term cancer, M.S., a rare lung disease that would have required a transplant (Esther Trejo) or severe epilepsy with seizures 22 hrs a day – besides all these amazing healings – the qigong masters really want people to know that anyone can be a spiritual healer. Chunyi Lin’s book is called Born a Healer which means that all of us where born healers. But the question remains – how is this possible? What does it mean, scientifically, to be a spiritual healer? So first of all science is founded on quantum physics which is the only physics course I’ve ever taken! I took quantum physics my first year of college at the experimental Hampshire College. The course is taught by Harvard-trained physicist Herbert Bernstein and he states that everyone should take quantum physics as their first physics course because quantum physics is the foundation of science! So I just googled his name and sure enough his “quantum teleportation” model is being used to potentially improve NASA communications, among other uses. I know he stated that his research had been declared top secret by the military at one point. But his teaching assistant was amazingly reading the same book that I was reading in my spare time – Mind and Nature: A necessary unity by Gregory Bateson. That book is about social systems theory using logical contradictions like the “double bind,” a term that now is common parlance – sort of a fancy term for “mind fuck.” Haha. It fits quantum consciousness. So the thing is that quantum consciousness remains a taboo topic in science even though Bernard d’Espagnat, a physicist quantum textbook author, won the Templeton Foundation award for his argument that quantum physics proves non-local consciousness is real – beyond spacetime. The crucial discovery is that consciousness can only be logically inferred and it can’t be reproduced by technology. This is the exact same teaching as nonwestern, non-dualism philosophy, how I finished my master’s degree. O.K. so this is the fundamental point of quantum physics which has huge implications but of course the skeptics claim quantum consciousness really does not apply to living organisms – unless, of course, you accept the cutting-edge quantum biology research showing otherwise. Do I really need to go into the details of quantum biology and quantum consciousness? Not really because it’s such a new field but the one thing that everyone can agree on is that the topic of quantum consciousness in biology is now officially acknowledged as being worthy of study. So for example Scientific American devoted a cover story to Vlatko Vedral’s quantum research. The summary: Macroquantum behavior is very real and most likely does exist in humans. “These effects are more pervasive than anyone ever suspected. They may operate in the cells of our body.” That was May, 2011: Pretty recently. So then we have a popularizer of physics do a lecture to the Royal Society of London, the founding institution of science: Jim Al-Khalili - Quantum Life: How Physics Can Revolutionise Biology and that was 2013. So these are not fringe scientists but the thing is that they are affirming what previously had been fringe science dismissed by the “skeptics.” When we get into quantum biology consciousness, then quantum teleportation and quantum non-local entanglement become real possibilities. One of the main scientists who have researched quantum biology consciousness is Dr. Mae-Wan Ho who personally is also a Taoist. Dr. Mae-Wan Ho does think that this field of science also explains seemingly supernatural or paranormal phenomenon. So in her “Quantum Jazz” interview online she states: I have no doubt that at least some of the more esoteric things people ascribe to quantum effects are real, such as instantaneous communication at a distance, remote healing, etc. But we can push the boundaries from the very conventional toward quantum coherence of the organism, to complete quantum coherence of the universe. I believe the universe is quantum coherent. Quantum coherence is everywhere. And if we know how to tune into it, we see it. If we ignore it, if we’re very reductionist and mechanical in our thinking and in what we do, we’ll miss it (see Nature is Quantum, Really and other articles in the series, SiS 22). O.K. so finally we can start to get into the “nuts and bolts” of the secret science of spiritual healing. I say “secret” because consciousness can only be logically inferred but also because this science is still on the fringes of the mainstream. The subject of quantum biology is accepted and the topic of quantum consciousness is acknowledged but still often dismissed. The thing is, again, that while these phenomena can be documented to exist they cannot be reproduced as technology in a science lab or as a mass mechanized commodity. For example when I read quantum chaos mathematician Ian Stewart’s book Evolving the Alien that he co-wrote with a biologist, I then contacted him to give my opinion. In the book it’s stated that if an alien does exist then they have to be basically like a Taoist hermit. I said, somewhat jokingly, indeed Taoist hermits can travel into outer space already and so they are the true aliens! But it is not like how scientists define it – rather the spirit travel is into another dimension and the traveling is done by quantum coherent biophoton energy. Ian Stewart responded to me that he did not believe in natural telepathy but he did think that in the future quantum qubits would enable real telepathy. Soon after Ian Stewart had his response to me reworded and published in the prestigious science journal Nature. (“Play It Again Psam,” 2005): “The adverts play up the advantages of installing a 'telepathic interface', don't they? They tell you that it will endow your mind with ESP, psi, supernatural powers, whatever. So, like everyone else, you had an Extel neurochip implanted in your brain, connecting you to the Espernet…. They don't tell you about the downside, do they, Charlie? What the adverts don't mention is that as soon as you hook your brain up to the Espernet, anyone who can hack the net can hack straight into your mind. Not just to read it; to control it. Like I'm doing.” So as a quantum chaos mathematician Ian Stewart is well aware of a hazard I had predicted in 2001 – having it published online as the Actual Matrix Plan. http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/ciencia/ciencia_matrix43.htm The Matrix hazard is inherent to the logarithmic mathematics of science – originally called the “music logarithmic spiral.” The attempt for a unified field theory as techno-spiritual evolution is the secret agenda of the skeptics like Richard Dawkins promoting the selfish gene and even synthetic biology using Buckyfullerene Platonic sacred geometry. If I have lost you, as a reader, that is my point – the singularity is the realm of “spooky-looky land” where military contractors and research labs like Sandia and Los Alamos combine with places like the Santa Fe Institute and the Institute of Advanced Study at Princeton, etc. Professor David F. Noble argued that science arose out of Freemasonry and the NeoPlatonic Benedictine monasteries and that science still carries its secret techno-spiritual agenda which is apocalyptic – to replace man with a techno-Adam or atom as AI technology. Quantum chaos mathematician Steve Strogatz states that with the extension of quantum chaos math: “We'll be stuck in an age of authoritarianism, except it'll no longer be coming from politics or religious dogma, but from science itself.” (Steven Strogatz, “The End of Insight,” The Edge World Question Center 2006, “What Is Your Dangerous Idea?”) So we can use science as a model but we cannot expect to replicate quantum consciousness in a lab, as a gadget, etc. Still science will attempt to do this and the results will be that the Machine takes over – the Metropolis, the Matrix. Automation is the number one cause of job loss, as the Luddites originally knew but now it’s even known in China. Humans have been an incredibly successful species on Earth but at a cost – with exponential population growth and exponential energy use growth has co-evolved exponential growth of technology. The supercomputer quantum chaos math increasingly questions the very concept of human rational control of Nature and human rational control of society. Maybe human rationality has always been a myth. The ecological crisis is another area of contention in science just as much as quantum consciousness – a lot of money is backing the idea that global warming is not human induced or not really catastrophic to human society, despite so many scientists stating that the political organizing is too little too late. Nothing is out of question when it comes to quantum consciousness – how mathematics is defined, the future of humanity, the secret of spiritual healing, etc. Everything is connected. Quantum Biology: Qigong Master John Chang says he is like an electric eel! O.K. let’s finally consider an example from science – from quantum biology – one acknowledged and analyzed by the quantum chaos mathematicians. It’s called “quasi telepathy” (or pseudo telepathy) and it refers to the paddlefish (over 300 million years old as a species but threatened with extinction since the last 200 or so years of industrialization). The paddlefish is an electric fish and this real model for quasi telepathy very likely is also mirrored by the qigong masters. I know it is a stretch – but consider this – the infamous qigong master video of John Chang lighting paper on fire with his hands and shocking the scientists who come to study him – John Chang states that his energy is just like an “electric eel.” What if this was truer than we realize? “96 percent of vertebrates -- including humans -- descended from ancestor with sixth sense” http://phys.org/news/2011-10-vertebrates-humans-descended-ancestor.html Let’s just consider that as a scientific hypothesis. So how does quasi telepathy work and what about an electric fish? First of all – how is it connected to quantum consciousness? Ian Stewart explains: “The researchers found that the presence of random noise in the fish's sensory nerve cells improved its ability to detect plankton. What happens is that the noise can push the plankton's weak electrical signals over the threshold at which the paddlefish can detect them. In effect, the noise interacts with the signal and amplifies it.” Is this “random noise” what Taoists call the Emptiness – the mystical nothingness described by spiritual healers worldwide? Quantum physics calls it the time-frequency uncertainty principle and according to chaos science it may not be random at all! (“ is randomness anything more than an invention of our superstitious minds?” Ian Stewart, New Scientist, 2004.) So the electrosensitive fish and sharks using quasi telepathy work through quasi-crystal or liquid crystal phonon superconducting quantum chaos of the ampullae of Lorenzini. I know I just threw out a bunch of meaningless terms that can be dismissed as – umm – psychobabble. Haha. Seriously though, this quasi telepathy has been researched in quantum chaos – a “secret” science. Electric fish convert serotonin in the pituitary gland to ACTH and this is used to dramatically change the potassium to sodium ratio for the synapses which then creates an electromagnetic field that is transmitted. O.K. so how does that grab you? Those are things found in humans and potentially applicable to humans also! Now if you want to immediately get into quantum strangeness consider this: potassium is a byproduct of the left-handed weak force which accounts for radiation. In quantum chaos radiation is not necessarily considered random – it’s still up for grabs as I quoted Ian Stewart. The weak force creates asymmetry – like the Tai Chi symbol – a complementary opposite that does not fit into symmetric math models. Guess what? Qigong master Yan Xin was proven by Chinese scientists to change the decay rate of radiation. http://www.scientificexploration.org/journal/jse_16_3_yan.pdf O.K. let’s consider some empirical data from some qigong masters: “It's unbelievable!" says Gerhard H. Eggetsberger, biochemist and technical head of the Institute for applied Biocybernetics and Feedback Research, in Vienna. “This man is able to change his electrical skin resistance in a split second from 60 Q up to 6080 Q and to lower it down again. We even know how he does it - through a kind of sympathetic reflex. This means that he can simply switch from the Nervus Vagus to the Nervus Sympaticus. An untrained body would never do this as completely as he does this. We are scientifically proving spiritual knowledge that is 6000 years old!” (Through the Power of the Inner Smile, http://Universal-tao.com) So activating the vagus nerve does what? It increases the brain’s serotonin levels. Think of the electric eel which relies on serotonin! But also it’s now been proven that substances from the lower body can be transported via the cerebrospinal fluid into the brain – bypassing the blood brain barrier – into the pineal gland – via the endothelial cells – by ionizing the vagus nerve. O.K., I know proven is too strong a word – but it’s been researched on some levels. How is this possible? I’m going to let the readers consider this subject a matter for further research on their own. It’s just too much to get into in one article. Read this article from Dr. Mae-Wan Ho: “The Acupuncture System and The Liquid Crystalline Collagen Fibres of the Connective Tissues Liquid Crystalline Meridians.” http://www.i-sis.org.uk/lcm.php Suffice it to say collagen is the most common protein in the body but collagen is also piezoelectric and gives off ultrasound waves. The piezoelectric energy is then conducted via protons without the need for nerve transmissions and so the conduction is quantum coherent and nonlocal – as holographic biophoton spirit energy. I know – I’m not a scientist – so just read the paper if what I wrote is psychobabble. Haha. So how is this energy stored in the body by the qigong masters? A Taoist engineer sex Dr. Lin gives us the details: But, without the powerful parasympathetic function, all the internal organs can not work properly. It is like the appliances working under a low electric power supply. Each organ must store sufficient parasympathetic bioelectricity you call it “Yin Chi” such as the “Liver Chi”, “Kidney Chi”, “Heart Chi”..., so that the sympathetic nervous function in each organ can convert the bioelectric energy into “work”, output of forces or products. http://www.actionlove.com/cases/case8940.htm The Science Secrets of the Celibacy Internal Orgasms to create Spirit Energy Healing And how is this related to being a sex doctor? Because in 2004 science proved that internal orgasms work via the parasympathetic vagus nerve connection to the reproductive organs! Here is howstuffworks.com describes it: “The role of the vagus nerve in orgasms is a new discovery and there's still much ... University conducted a study on women with severed spinal cords in 2004.” Indeed when I contacted Dr. Komisaruk, an expert on this subject, he said while males reported these internal orgasms and females were proven to have them via the vagus nerve, it has not been proven for males to be a vagus nerve orgasm. The qigong masters would seem to indicate otherwise and similarly the yoga masters have considered the vagus nerve as the secret physical connection for the center chakras energy. At this point I would be remiss not to mention a culture that is frequently over-looked when it comes to studying spiritual healing and that is the Bushmen original human culture from 100,000 BCE! Westerners want to project onto the Bushmen so for example Graham Hancock recently got his TEDx talk censored from youtube by his sponsor because the skeptic scientists claimed it was fake science. Hancock was trying not to make any definitive claims but even while acknowledging the amazing visions from DMT ayahausca medicine of the Amazon and the similar psychedelic serotonin agonists of mushrooms, and other DMT-containing plants – Hancock projected this onto the cave art of ancient humans, ignoring the reality of their actual spiritual training. Dr. Bradford Keeney has studied spiritual healing all over the world but he is now recognized as a Bushmen master healer after he has spent over a decade traveling to Africa to trance dance heal with the Bushmen, several weeks a year. So the Bushmen males rely on celibacy training with fasting during puberty – a month of long solitude training called Tshoma. But the internal orgasms are not “sexual” in Western terms – rather an “impersonal eroticism” – in other words the goal is not male ejaculation. Sex is not the intention. In fact Dr. Robert Sapolsky has documented how the male external ejaculation is precisely the problem when it comes to trying to build up parasympathetic energy: What happens next, if you are male? You are having a terrific time with someone. Maybe you are breathing faster, your heart rate has increased. Gradually parts of your body are taking on a sympathetic [nervous system] tone....After a while, most of your body is screaming sympathetic while, heroically, you are trying to hold onto the parasympathetic tone in that one last outpost as long as possible. Finally when you can't take it anymore, the parasympathetic shuts off at the penis, the sympathetic comes roaring on, and you ejaculate. Robert Sapolsky, Why Zebras Don't Get Ulcers (Holt Paperbacks, 2004), p. 124. And so what happens through the trance dancing is similar to the strenuous “beyond human” Shaolin training that qigong master Chunyi Lin went through. When the sympathetic nervous system is pushed to its extreme then it rebounds to the opposite extreme of parasympathetic relaxation. “Parasympathetic rebound” was actually first documented by the MKULTRA-tied psychologist William Sargent who studied trance worldwide (although he did not discover any real true energy masters). When this trance dancing is combined with the piezoelectric ionization process of the pressure on the collagen through deep breathing of the diaphragm then the vagus nerve is able to bring up the serotonin through the cerebrospinal fluid, along with the lecithin of the seminal fluid, to build up the brain neurons for increased serotonin cycling in the brain. This is also exactly how ayahuasca visionary plant medicine works – the MAOI is the “force” that, due to the particular chemistry of the vine used from the Amazon, actually increases the neurons that uptake serotonin while at the same time inhibits serotonin from breaking down in the body. The DMT then blocks the serotonin uptake neurons and then the pineal gland is seemingly activated for visions which otherwise the thalamus would inhibit. A materialist skeptic interpretation of DMT visions is that they are just hallucinations of the mind but as quantum biologist Dr. Mae-Wan Ho has indicated, this rainbow vortex of the neurons, made apparent by the DMT, is actually quantum consciousness in action: “Ho: We discovered an imaging technique in my lab that made all organisms look like liquid crystal displays. We put little organisms under a microscope, the polarizing light microscope that earth scientists use to look at rock crystals. The microscope has two crossed polarizers, so the field is completely dark as no light can get through, unless you have these rock crystals that are ‘birefringent’; that have a particular kind of crystalline order that changes the direction of light, so they appear bright and colorful. These crystals have a special atomic order. Liquid crystals do the same, they are also birefringent. They have special molecular alignments, and can appear bright and colorful too; but you need a specific setting of the microscope to bring that out, as the birefringence of liquid crystals is weaker than rock crystals, though the principle is the same. However, in a living organism, there is nothing static and that was what puzzled us at the beginning: How can they look like liquid crystal displays, even if they are liquid crystals? They’re moving around all the time, so there can’t be any static molecular order to give the brilliant colors.” http://www.i-sis.org.uk/quantumJazzBiology.php The Qigong Master Spiritual Healing Science So what is the potential of this astral spirit rainbow energy? Qigong master Jim Nance told me that indeed he has been able to not only see into the past of a person but to travel back in time and then heal the person before an injury occurred to them. So he has told the person the scenery of where the injury occurred, say 15 years ago, but this is too emotionally traumatic for the person being healed. Qigong master Jim Nance no longer reveals this information to the person being healed. So the point is that qigong master Jim Nance says he then heals the person before the injury occurs and then heals them right after the injury occurs – the injury is now lessened due to his “back to the future” healing - -and then he heals them in the present. And so another technique that qigong master Jim Nance uses which he has found to be very effective is to have the person repeat in their mind as fast as possible: “light, light, light, light” and the person should visualize laser light shooting into the injury or say tumor. Then qigong master Jim Nance sends in the laser holographic energy which melts the tumor. Using this technique a large tumor can be almost reduced to nothing – say reduced by 85% -- in one healing session. The person being healed uses a Shaolin technique called “sword fingers” to point their index finger energy at the injury, thereby transmitting biophoton energy to break up the blockage. (see: Increased Photon Emissions from the Right But Not the Left Hemisphere While Imagining White Light in the Dark: The Potential Connection Between Consciousness and Cerebral Light, Journal of Consciousness Exploration & Research| December 2011 | Vol. 2 | Issue 10 | pp. 1463-1473 Dotta, B. T. & Persinger, M. A.) O.K. according to classical physics, energy is measured by amplitude but with quantum biology energy is measured by frequency and this is why Dr. Mae-Wan Ho calls the energy “quantum jazz.” As she states there are over 80 octaves of energy frequency being activated all at once through non-local quantum coherence. The math to explain this is obviously complicated but involves a statistical probability correlation using wavefunctions. So as with the quantum paradox of the double slit experiment there is a 50% probability that the particle of energy goes through one of the slits. When the measurement detection is activated then the 50% probability shows up but when the detection is taken away – despite the measurement probability of 50% there is a non-local wave of consciousness represented. Somehow the choice to not detect the energy changes how the energy travels or exists, changes it into resonating with non-local consciousness. This has been proven to not be due to actual energy interfering with the experiment – so it is only due to a non-local beyond spacetime interaction as consciousness. It is the “potential” energy or the quantum infinite potential – based on phase and zero frequency. This is what quantum physicist Louis de Broglie called the Law of Phase Harmony – when the frequency is zero then the amplitude is infinite but it cannot be measured or detected as such so that there is actually a second time clock as phase. This phase energy is sometimes called scalar waves – again it is controversial – and it cannot really be reproduced with technology. There are ways to utilize it “after the fact” by not violating linear causality but logical inference proves that this superliminal signal which de Broglie called the pilot wave – it is a real signal and so as information it is non-local consciousness. Most scientists argue that this pilot wave does not exist until it is actually detected – after the fact. So before that it’s just a mathematical probability – and yet the double slit experiment shows that detection does change the outcome of the energy – and yet the detection is not energy interference! This is the Aharonov–Bohm effect. Nonwestern Sound and the Frequency of Consciousness So de Broglie admitted he did not know what the frequency was the he was measuring. In other words what “was” frequency? Because of probability this paradox is called time-frequency uncertainty and it is before the Heisenberg uncertainty and therefore less known. The more you are accurate in the time amplitude measurement then the less you know the frequency as it spreads across the whole time domain. In fact this dynamic is non-commutative math and so it works through resonance and it is also eternal. It is called “squeezed light” and so limits the energy level of the biophoton measurement. http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/ciencia/ciencia_fuerzasuniverso06.htm So while gravity relies on symmetric math some have argued that inertia is this quantum zero point energy from the non-local consciousness. The measurements of the classical physics differ but it’s recognized that spin or phase is dependent on this non-local connection. Since the quantum potential as infinite non-local consciousness is not symmetric math then it cannot be contained by geometry or some matrices with boundaries. We always already exist within this non-local consciousness – so some call it Allah, God, Buddha, Tao, or Brahman, like how physicist Dr. Amit Goswami uses Vedic philosophy to help describe quantum consciousness. It is not a light spirit in the sky or being but quantum consciousness is an infinite formless process of energy-mass and spacetime creation. You can’t see the Emptiness as impersonal formless consciousness. So, just as the Tao cannot be spoken of – the process of logical inference is the source of the I-thought as a listening process. Physically this means nonwestern sound is not measured by amplitude with symmetric logarithmic equations as is taught for Western music or physics. Quantum sound or phonons can travel superliminally – faster than speed of light sound, again, is assumed to only be a classical trick of statistical probabilities – the group wave that bends the pilot wave. Yet sonoluminescence is real – how sound causes a shock wave of acoustic collapse creating heat stronger than the temperature of the sun! There have been many claims recently of sonofusion alchemy from this sonoluminescence effect which is explained in various ways – by quantum mechanics or a relativity spacetime folding. Ultrasound is used for sonofusion. What quantum physicist Louis de Broglie discovered is that when Einstein relied on the Doppler Effect to explain relativity Einstein was ignoring his violation of the Law of Pythagoras – the wavelength is inverse to the frequency. So as the frequency goes up in the quantum energy going towards the speed of light – time actually also increases because time slows down which means a bigger wavelength. So de Broglie pointed out this cannot be true since it violates the ancient yet empirically true “Law of Pythagoras.” Well since relativity is true – the only way this paradox is possible is that quantum physics has a second time clock as phase wave and so the phase changes in direct proportion – or the Law of Phase Harmony – but for this to happen the phase or “pilot wave” has to travel backwards in time – from the future. Similarly qigong master Jim Nance travels backwards in time to change the future. The classical interpretation is just to state the group wave has not yet collapsed into the actual detected measurement and so no actual “faster than light” signal took place. So the phase velocity is the group wave before it is detected or measured and it can contain a pilot wave that is superliminal. O.K. how does this work physiologically or biologically? I actually communicated with Stuart Hameroff about this – he had mentioned ultrasound research at his University – something I had already looked into. His angle on it was the quantum consciousness implications. O.K. so we have documented the ultrasound increased from the piezoelectric collagen, the most common protein of the body. Dr. Mae-Wan Ho argues this creates a proton energy that does not need the nerves and is also quantum non-local consciousness. Hameroff provides a physical structure for this to take place: the microtubules. “Beginning in 2001, experiments began to show coherent excitations from living cells in the low megahertz range, with microtubule vibrations the most likely source [40,42]. A recent study shows specific resonant frequencies in single microtubules from 12 kHz to 30MHz[43], precisely in the range for ultrasound (8MHz used in our study is one particular microtubule resonant frequency).” (from Brain Stimulation, (in press), “Transcranial ultrasound (TUS) effects on mental states: A pilot study”). So what happens in quantum biology is a phenomenon called the Quantum Zeno effect which means that, for example, birds use non-local consciousness to convert photons to electrons, by delaying the collapse of the wavefunction – or, in essence by increasing the superliminal phase pilot wave, so that no classical measurement takes place. Again this is beyond any reproducible technology and yet it exists! It has to do with the rate of frequency versus the time and so the phase is reversed. In meditation this is called “turning the light around” so that normally the spirit is housed in our heart as biophoton energy but with our eyes open the spirit then leaves our body. The light must be turned around by closing the eyes, thereby delaying the actual measurement in classical 3-D spacetime. This is contrary to how classical science interprets vision and this is how spiritual energy is increased – the frequency of consciousness by listening to light. So we have a quantum consciousness spirit that can holographically heal our physical body if we can change the information signal of the spirit energy. For example with qigong master John Chang there is “yin chi” which is the electromagnetic energy made from the sex energy, from lunar food and from stored up celibacy. Then there is “yang chi” which is from the heart spirit energy as laser solar energy that creates the electromagnetic energy driving the heart. When this yin and yang are combined there is an explosion – this is spiritual alchemy – the fire of the yin chi is the cauldron which then creates steam as spirit shen laser holographic energy – called yin spirit energy or yang chi. Finally this yin spirit energy is stored up to create a yang spirit or physical transformations – even another physical body called bilocation. A good book documenting bilocation in the Western mystic tradition is D. Scott Rogo’s book Miracles. O.K. so let’s consider how this alchemical combination of yin and yang chi energy might be translated into science. First of all there’s the Quantum Zeno Effect I mentioned – it relies on the geomagnetic field of the Earth: Now, Iannis Kominis at the University of Crete, explains this by means of the quantum zeno effect: the act of observing a quantum system can affect its evolution, maintaining its state for longer than expected. …“A similar thing happens in birds: the presence of a geomagnetic field extends the lifetime of the singlet-triplet mixture from which the ions recombine. This gives the magnetic field time to bias the outcome of the recombination,” said Kominis. http://news.softpedia.com/news/How-Birds-Can-See-the-Earth-039-s-Magnetic-Field-84707.shtml For humans this “grounding” of the Earth’s geomagnetic field to delay the collapse of the light energy as non-local consciousness – it could also rely on the ELF Ionosphere-heart resonance of the theta REM brain wave. To build up this earth energy is called “rooting” instead of just “grounding” which is cycling the energy through you. For “rooting” in trance dance training it is now known that about 7 beats per second entrains the brain as the heart-mind to activate the theta REM visionary state. “In 'A Physiological Explanation of Unusual Behavior in Ceremonies Involving Drums,' Human Biology, 1962, Dr. Andrew Neher suggested the predominant sound frequency in most trance drumming is about seven to nine beats per second. And independent analyses of a wide sampling of trance drumming from Asia, North and West African and black American cultures, conducted by students at Bowdoin College, under the direction of this writer, point to a range of approximately seven to 13 beats per second.” Robert Palmer, “Trance Music: The Beat of a Different Drum...Drum...Drum...” Mother Jones, June 1977. So for normal Western music it’s been documented that when chills are experienced – called “frisson” or skin orgasm by the musicologists – this, via the inner ear, activates the vagus nerve, thereby first increasing dopamine, just as with sexual arousal. But again with the normal male sexual build-up at ejaculation there is a switch from dopamine of the vagus nerve to stress cortisol of the sympathetic nervous system. So that’s the limit of most music in the Western tradition aka “cock rock.” Instead in the trance dance training the next step is called the Mozart Effect which is the slow movement of Baroque music as 60 beats per minute. This slows down the brain wave to the alpha brain wave harmonics thereby changing the vagus dopamine energy to vagus serotonin energy as right brain dominance. The same switch happens with the internal female orgasm. Finally when the left side vagus nerve kicks in that goes to the heart as the theta brain wave trance drumming effect which originally came from the trance dancing of the Bushmen culture. This theta ELF trance increases the oxytocin love energy of the heart and then increases the electromagnetic healing energy in resonance with the ELF waves of the ionosphere. This could be the secret of building up the energy as “rooting.” So as CIA mind control scientist Dr. Andrija Puharich argued in his parapsychology research – the ELF waves actually are a byproduct of the ultrasound creating a subharmonic with the protons of the body. Remember the piezoelectric collagen emits ultrasound but the piezoelectric bones are resonated by ELF waves. So ultrasound, when heard internally, is the highest pitch sound, and then Dr. Andrija Puharich argues this ultrasound energizes the nervous system – the vagus nerve. Quantum chaos is based on significant increase in amplitude from subharmonics of frequency. With Tibetan throat singing it is actually achieved by relaxation of the autonomic nervous system – the throat has to be relaxed by activating the vagus nerve. The diaphgram must be flexed, just as it taught with Western singing – or reverse breathing in energy healing training. For more on these subharmonics from ultrasound as alchemy see Andrija Puharich’s book online: ELF Magnetic Model of Mind and Matter: http://www.puharich.nl/Bio/Elf_Magnetic_model_of_matter_and_mind.pdf Obviously there is a lot of speculation on the part of Puharich and also nefarious military connections to MKULTRA mind control experiments, as exposed by Lynn Picknett, Clive Prince and others. So I emailed Dr. Michael Persinger to ask him what he thought of Dr. Andrija Puharich and Persinger responded that he thought Puharich was greatly underappreciated. Soon after Persinger actually conducted the ELF telepathy experiment that Puharich recommends in his ELF Magnetic Model of Mind and Matter book that is linked. At any rate, like Puharich, some have implicated Persinger in using ELF waves for mind control experiments as part of Navy research yet Persinger has argued that when there was less ELF electromagnetic pollution then people had stronger theta brain telepathy and visions. Persinger’s latest vision has been a very direct promotion of what I exposed as the Actual Matrix Plan -- Dr. Persinger has documented that this telepathy is increased when the person can increase their own person brain's 7 hertz field so that it synchronizes with human brains' around it and also resonates with the earth's geomagnetic field. Dr. Persinger says that the windows computer operating system blocks telepathy because it uses all frequencies and also modern technology has caused a dramatic decrease in natural paranormal abilities. Yet with the proper focus on the energy of the paranormal abilities – the Earth's resonance energy – then technology can be developed that will mimic what I call the natural resonance revolution. Dr. Persinger then argues this new technology will bring a utopia because of the inherent empathy and because there will be no more secrets. Dr. Persinger says the technology will be holographic but the military implications are not discussed – nor is discussed who will be in control. From Dr. Michael Persinger, in a March 2011 university video lecture called No More Secrets: So Michael Persinger has used the same type of math that Puharich used to argue for a quantum phase wavelength – based on de Broglie’s quantum relativity science – so that the human mind consciousness could potentially interact with the universe as a whole. He is coauthor of a paper on how human thought might affect the universe and goes about measuring the size of the universe as a wavelength of apparent consciousness. All I can say is that Puharich did a similar measurement with the ELF wave and the size of a galaxy. The Holographic Universe Confirmed as Real by the Qigong Masters! Now without going into the wild speculative science I will offer the qigong master claim of Chunyi Lin having his heart stop for over two hours and yet he was functioning fine the whole time! This is on the video archives of the international Spring Forest Qigong Guild –which has free membership registration to access the videos at http://sfqguild.com This is how qigong master Chunyi Lin describes this level of Emptiness: “You see something without feeling anything.” And “It's way beyond the vitality in your body alone.” Qigong master Chunyi Lin emphasized he does not recommend this experience for others! From a science perspective qigong master Chunyi Lin has read the book The Holographic Universe by Michael Talbot. Chunyi Lin said that the book is an accurate portrayal of how qigong masters experience the universe. For example qigong master Jim Nance described being able to go see inside the body even on the microscopic level and this is also described by the spiritual healer “Adam the Dream Healer” – confirmed to have his third eye fully open by qigong master Effie Chow. Qigong master Jim Nance describes dimensional travel as like through a portal or gateway – like a wormhole or black hole into a white hole. Suffice it to say, science has begun to document that there are real energy masters out there who are spiritual healers. But this skill is as old as humanity itself! The best book on the original human culture healing energy is Dr. Bradford Keeney’s Ropes to God: Experiencing the Bushman Spiritual Universe. Actually the cave art, as Keeney details, depicts astral travel (“ropes”) from the trance dance celibacy training. The ropes are the astral light ropes out of the top of the head to go into heaven or astral ropes out of the belly to have telepathy and travel across Earth. Here is how a Westerner experienced the real laser holographic love healing from a true Bushmen spiritual master. This was actually shown on cable t.v. – a very rare documentation! Andrew Zimmern describes it in his book: Toward what I believed to be the end of the evening, Xaxe, a great hunter, healer, and shaman, laid hands on me....I felt the energy, his energy, surge through my body. He had his hands on me for about twenty-five or thirty seconds, but it felt like he had only touched me for a split second. Time stood still. I literally had a short out of body experience. I could see him touching me from just above my body, almost like I was floating six feet off the ground, watching myself. All of a sudden I was back in my body observing an image of him thumbing through the book that contained all the pictures and moments in my life. I saw images of my childhood I hadn't remembered in years, pictures of my mother and me walking on a beach and shelling, very strong images. At the time, both during his touch and immediately afterward, I described it as him flipping through the pages of my life....Later the next morning, I spoke with Xaxe about the trance dance. He told me he wanted access to me in a way that was not possible through a translator....Xaxe's curiosity was such a caring, loving gesture....When he detached from me it felt like someone was unplugging a lamp from a wall socket. As he let go of me and continued to dance around the fire, I spontaneously burst into uncontrollable tears....I had been stripped to my emotional core, completely stunned by what I had witnessed so up close and personal. Andrew Zimmern, The Bizarre Truth: how I walked out the door mouth first – and came back shaking my head (Random House, 2009), 234-5. So I hope this article has given a decent overview of how spiritual healers could shock people like an electric eel, as John Chang is shown to do. Remember just because someone can fake something does not disprove that others are doing it in a spiritual manner! That’s a logical fallacy of the skeptics. Like John Chang, Chunyi Lin also experienced a master at Shaolin who could light things on fire with his eyes! From Chunyi Lin’s book Born A Healer: Then, he said he wanted to make another demonstration. He grasped a piece of paper from the table, newspaper. He put it in his hand and just stared at it. Within one or two minutes, smoke came out and then, Voom! Fire. I just said, “Wow.” After my first master's meditations, my back pain completely went away but I still had two bone spurs on my spine. So, I asked Master Yau if he could do something for my back. He said, “Oh, yes.” He used two fingers to touch my back. Within one or two minutes, his fingers felt like two burning hot iron stakes. Very, very hot. Oh, you just don't know the sensation. It was like fire burning there. Later, when I got home I found two fingerprints on my back where he touched me. To tell the truth, I also wanted to test Master Yau to see whether the burning paper was real or not. Many people called themselves Qigong masters but they were fakes. They would make demonstrations like that but put some sort of chemical on the paper and hold it in the sun and it would burst into flames. Like a magician's trick. So, I still did not trust him completely. But, after he touched me with his two fingers, and the bone spurs completely disappeared, I totally believed in him and told him I wanted to have him teach me. And so folks there are real spiritual healers out there! They are rare and science can only really speculate on how they are able to have such amazing powers. I have personally experienced this laser holographic love energy! The qigong masters can see inside people’s bodies! They can do long distance healing! I encourage people to investigate this energy for themselves. I first went to experience qigong master Effie Chow in 1995. I was so skeptical I asked for the admission price to be reduced and she allowed me to attend for half price – only $10. Then she transmitted electromagnetic chi energy – or I don’t know – shen laser holographic spirit energy. She had us make “chi balls” between the palms of our hands and sure enough I felt strong electromagnetic energy pushing my hands apart. Then when everyone was leaving the University room where she had given her presentation, a female security guard wandered in wondering what was going on. The guard said the fuse in the room behind us – the fuse had been blown – in the room behind qigong master Effie Chow. Here are the qigong masters I recommend: Effie Chow, Wang Liping, Master Zhang of http://qigongmaster.com and Jim Nance and Chunyi Lin of http://springforestqigong.com and John Chang but he has made himself scarce to Westerners since it takes a pure harmonization environment to build up this spiritual energy. Qigong master Yan Xin is now a “national treasure” of the Chinese government after the government cracked down on mass qigong healings in China. So the government controls his physical movements. You can read a great overview of qigong in China called Qigong Fever by Professor David Palmer.

I think one of the most useful ways of working with a dream is to see everything and everybody in it as aspects of yourself. What particularly struck me reading through your dream was the beautiful image of the bird.... "strange multicolored bird in the sky by a tree, with multiple layers of different colored feathers" What a beautiful image! And yet for some reason (might be worth doing a little more work into what the reason might be) you are mad at the bird and try to hurt it. And then the dream switches to a scene where surgeons are trying to repair your own gashed heart. Do you think the strange multicolored bird could be your own tender inner self? And if so, what happened to make you so angry with yourself? Can you find compassion for the "strange multicolored bird"? Perhaps the source of some of your anger can be found in the earlier part of the dream. "I told him I was pissed at him for buying black magick candles and using them against his own family, and then making up lies to hurt his own family." Here again I suggest looking at all the characters as different aspects of yourself. So you are you, the man you are mad at is you, and your family as a whole is you. Seen this way, it boils down to betrayal of the self. A part of you has bought black candles to try to hurt another part of you. Hope this doesn't sound too harsh. I don't mean it that way. We all have many different "parts," and it's super common that they don't all have the same agenda and point of view. If you can use the dream to open up a dialogue of sorts among the different characters perhaps everybody can have a chance to be heard and can come to a common understanding of how to proceed. I'm betting that if you can get your different inner aspects to treat each other with compassion, you're outer life will start to reflect this harmony as well.These are just my impressions. It's fun for me to think about dreams, but if these ideas don't resonate with you just let them go. Liminal

Woke up around 4 AM with a raging boner after seeing a brown/black lady in a bikini and a yellow snake on her shoulders. She had appeared on the computer tablet I seemed to be using. lol. It felt as if I was being empowered. Not to sure if she was trying to help me, but after waking up and then going back to sleep making sure I didn't wet myself. I then had another dream. A very hateful dream concerning a relative of mine, a grudge I have been holding it seems. I grabbed a can of hair spray and a piece of mail. Ran to this kitchen, lit the paper on fire from the stove, (all of this I was thinking to do IN the dream ) then ran back to my relative and attempted to burn him by using the hair spray can as a flame thrower... It didn't seem to be working and I then decided to choke this relative and tell him why I was mad at him. I told him I was pissed at him for buying black magick candles and using them on his own family and then making up lies to hurt his own family. I was squeezing him soo hard that he ended up exploding and I then told my other relatives that I solved the problem... My vision then changed to a strange multicolored bird in the sky by a tree, with multiple layers of different colored feathers. This bird pissed me off for some reason. I took my hands and shot an energy ball at it and said f*ck you. I then saw a bunch of surgeons working on my heart. It had a huge black gash in the middle of it, as if it was cut open. Probably why it hurts. What is the best way of getting rid of hate, anger, and aggression? I've tried to practice restraint and not be a violent person, but when your subconscious goes into overdrive like this... I guess I need to express myself a bit more. I also saw two other black women before I woke up from my dream sequence. No idea who they were. Never seen them in my waking life. Were these voodoo goddesses or some thing? I also heard some one say that the snake turned white telepathically while I was still half asleep.

nevermind, as soon as I wrote it I understood it.

It can be your mind thinking about something that has already happened but adding metaphorical associations to it. So if you feel like your mom limited you spiritually but you're smarter than to let it work on you, this could easily be turned into a scenario of images in the dream as it did. According to some books I've read about dreams and just my own observation, we are still thinking when we sleep but our mind can use images which turn to scenarios and before we know it we're deep in sleep and forget that we're consciously imagining these things.. letting us get swept up in the scenario and then wonder "what was that all about?" sort of like when in a conversation and asking "how did I get to talking about this?" We dream a lot when awake too, but we realize we're doing it. As I'm writing this you might making a sandwich while thinking about school and something that happened and something that could have happened, but because you're awake you know that you're not actually there. When sleeping and thinking like this, instead of just sleeping vs. instead of just making the sandwich, you don't realize that your mind is off thinking since it's not conscious of anything else going on. This is the way I've come to see it at least.

I can get that, but why would a dream (this is during more 'unconscious' sleeping moments) be about something I have understood already during 'waking' (and could be assumed) 'consciousness'. Not to get all Occam's razor but to get Occam's razor, why? If I've already got it. Why bother with the dream? I'm not trying to be silly. Just trying to understand.

I'm reading JFK and the Unspeakable off and on -- as that Chomsky article I just posted details - nuclear terrorism dirty bombs are very real despite Cheney using it to fear-monger for escalating the militarization. So Chomsky exposes a real multinational effort for disarmament - nuclear free zones -- but the U.S. is holding it back. It's all about male penis envy and ejaculation stress addiction projected as global apocalyptic technology. There is no escape from Mother Nature who will take the final revenge. Nature is female -- most of life is female by far - males are just there for some genetic diversity fun, totally not necessary. Males know this deep down and so have some existential anger reaction out of fear and so if they can't rape females then they are having dueling sword penis fights with nuclear weapons, etc. The Bushmen culture was 90% of human history - humans used to know how to raise males properly so they have female internal orgasms to create the love energy as electromagnetic transmissions in a trance state merging back with Nature as spirit energy. But that time is gone now. The future of humans will just keep getting worse as the male penis missile envy keeps escalating -- Dr. Helen Caldicott's book "Missile Envy" tagged the scenario. So people can protest against it - which can mitigate the damage and prevent some future damage -- but it's only partially addressing the symptoms. I took that route from high school up till the late 20s. Then people can do the trance celibacy training to become real males - this requires a strong degree of isolation to purify the energy -- and once it's established then you're permanently against the system. To what degree depends on how successful you were in opening the third eye. The final step would be to spread the trance consciousness as a reversion back to free natural energy. This is the circular economy - but it's a full experience requiring humanure composting and growing local food and basically promoting peace and disarmament. I realize that "alternative technology" is obviously a part of this but the overall trend of humanity is total destruction -- humans need to no longer confront our individual deaths but our collective death. Humans are just another animal -- a primate -- but essentially no more important than bacteria. Populations grow exponentially, with exponential growth of energy use, then the populations exceed carrying capacity of the environment and then the populations collapse. Humanity was created out of such a bottleneck and the Bushmen trance culture was the true survival culture of the past bottleneck of humanity some 90,000 years ago. The rest of the humans spread out onto Earth thinking they could "control" it - increasingly believing it. haha. The whole new age "spiritual evolution" scene is total bunk -- even the religions based on karma and rebirth or reincarnation, etc. -- sure there's truth to it but in the overall scheme of humanity's hierarchical relations (the caste system writ large) -- any kind of anthropocentric worldview is fundamentally errononeous. I realize a growing segment of humanity thinks we should sacrifice ourselves for the machines to take over as some AI Matrix singularity. The Matrix movies were actually promoting that technospiritual vision despite seemingly fighting it. all of that is part of the failed patriarchial wet-dream to control Nature which is inherently organic and not contained. Even writing about it as I am doing on a computer -- using left-brain dominance. It's all totally absurd and an exercise in futility as it's said. The inorganic elements are supposed to have right-handed asymmetric nonlinear dynamics in order to instigate artificial evolution -- but anyway the supervolcano hydrogen sulfide destruction of life on Earth and the extremophile bacteria that can feed off methane vents, etc. The dynamics are still inherently organic and not based on digital computer programming or some other b.s. Yeah all we can do is take respite in the fact that Nature is in charge and we can't predict Nature and we should not take any chances. As my stoner hippy perv friend said - it's not terrorism but TERRAism - the war on Mother Earth. It's a "war" against a "tactic" - and the tactic is missile envy itself - so it's a tautology: Missile envy against missle envy. It's not even "gorilla" warfare anymore. haha. The last vestiges of humanity's attempt to control Nature. haha. All we can do is laugh at the absurdity of it all. There will be continuing hard lessons. Like composting our food -- I mean the rich of the U.S. can no longer afford to destroy Mother Nature. But destroy Mother Nature is exactly what humanity will attempt to do.