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Happy International Women's Day everyone! How are you going to spend the day? I have sent greetings (including a card) to women I love. I am also going to bake a pistachio carrot cake for sharing with others.

Hello everyone, Well I thought I would post this here since you guys are familiar with the spiritual as well as the bodies energies. OK so I have been taking hormones estrogen and progesterone plus I take sleep aids and amitriptyline. I am a guy so I think that has something to do with it. So I have been feeling great. And am able to make more jokes. The other day I was feeling good, and went to sleep, and had this dream of this young lady that was around me and my friend. I kept making her laugh. And she kept doing things. She eventually got naked and was running around. And I didn't say anything. I just ignored it. Then she came back. And I was joking around saying. Did you see that girl, she was just running right through here naked? Can you believe that? Of course I was just joking about it, and she was laughing. Knowing full well that it was her. Then I was minding my own business and she came over to me and whispered in my ear and said: "lets have sex". I got a hard on then in the morning. Meaning a threesome with my friend. And I told her that she would have to ask my friend. Knowing that he probably would not want to do that. Then i woke up. Now I have never had a threesome. Or sex with any lady. I use porn. But I have always felt that women were out of my reach from my highly Conservative Christian background. I am a funny and smart guy in real life but I have been bogged down by a pretty bad health condition. So I am wondering if any of you as Taoists have insights into this. Note I don't think any of this would have happened if I didn't take the women hormones estrogen and progesterone. Which make a women and women. They estradiol is so powerful it can even make a man grow boobs. So I can only imagine what it does to the brain. BTW estradiol is what I am taking. The way we were playing around in the dream is so like the female energy. All the things were in place for make for the perfect play of the famine. There was no just plain out sex. There was joking. And in the end she came to me and whispered in my ear which is the feminine way of initiating sex. I am not trying to sound all brag as much as I want to learn from this. I have also been feeling this really noticeable feeling of love and compassion. I have also been hearing this very subtle but beautiful music in my mind. God...... I can want for scientists to open up our hearts with real medicine that heals the soul. And no wonder Suzanne Somers says she loves hormones so much. LOL This dream was definitely out of the ordinary for me to have. Any thoughts as Taoists. about the feminine energy manifesting like this in this guys body, with my beliefs? This is very fascinating to me. Perhaps I should post this on the dream forum too.

It was only a matter of time before it happened. PUA for women! Taught by PUA Mehow. Seems to focus on Qualification, screening, and "How to spot a player" How to spot a Player- http://screen.yahoo.com/spot-player-140000332.html Avoiding his friend zone- http://screen.yahoo.com/avoiding-friend-zone-005700731.html The Subtext of Texting- http://screen.yahoo.com/subtext-texting-050000619.html I'm outraged! This is sexism,and I feel I am being unfairly "targeted". I am not a target!!! Man did you see the huge grins the girls in the first video got on their face when Mehow explained the tactics they were going to use and the deviousness of it all? Haha jk, I have no fear of any "tactics" and am comfortable in my ability to maintain the frame of any interaction. If anything it shows that girls go through some of the same issues the we typically think of as issues that guys have to deal with, like the "friend zone" etc.

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From the movie "The Last American Virgin", quite funny-

How to be "free from outcome"-

Since Non's suspension must be coming up soon On Jimmy Kimmel- On the View- One of his teachers Mystery-