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Deep excavation of, and brute honesty with myself reveal harsh truths and difficult questions to my conscious mind. I may have been projecting so many things onto other people without realizing it at all, for these things have all been so intense and powerful they became complete truth in my reality...at the same time, it is likely I have been projected onto as well. Can other peoples Psychological projections impact the energetically sensitive? Unless I have the desire somewhere inside myself to Curse everybody, how can I have attracted this many Curses into my Life from all sorts of people? I think it actually has worked both ways - Is this Karma? A Psychic who's given me highly accurate information about other areas of my Life told me that I was at War with many people, but is that actually accurate information? Why would I be at War with so many people? Why do I have 2 Stelliums (4 planets in a House in Astrology) in my Horoscope. Why is one of them a Scorpio Stellium and the other one is in the 12th House, the House of the Subconscious...why is Astrology so freakishly accurate? Why am I this complex? Is everyone like this in their own way, or am I actually this complicated? Do I have egoic complexes that I'm unaware of? Does everybody? Is intuitive information actually accurate? Did I destroy potentially good relationships with people by relying on it? Should I try and make it in Music above everything else, or should I follow the current of thought telling me not to care about that and go for a solo life/career to Master all the Arts I'm into (or die trying)? Can I truly be who I am in this world? I've been holding things inside me that have been impacting my Life negatively, and I've been unaware of it - I thought I had gone deeply into myself, and I probably have for someone my age (but hey this isn't a competition is it) but this is now at a new level, yet again. These are some harsh truths and difficult questions I'm dealing with at the moment. Unseen_Abilities