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I just listen to Max Christensen's radio interview posted in another thread and it made me think about a lot of things. It made me think about how many spiritual adepts do not share things with others on the path. And I thought about this and I didnt like how this thought tasted. So im going to start to open up more and share more. Ive still been having my exp with sunlight soaking it in and letting it charge me up. I figured naturally that i was storing this energy but really didnt know. So one day i decided to see if i could push this energy out and I felt this vibration and the sunlight energy I had absorbed started to come out. I called sifu. Who told me not to do that and to let it build. And Im like ok just another thing I have to keep to myself. So for the past year or so I cant read any spiritual or religous books that have spiritual power with feeling the spiritual energy from it and it making my shen go nuts. Cool thing is that some spiritual books actually make my aura puff up. An they react or activate your shen if you come across something that doesnt vibe with its spirit. Which can be a handy tool at times. You learn a lot about people... I was just sitting at my desk at work a few weeks ago. An I decided to bring up my internal power. Which I havent nor thought about in months. I focused on my ldt and a very familar buzz and heat started to swell in my body. I thought this is cool and I should do this more often as I felt great. This reminds me of another point that when you reach a certain point in your training where you have to reach the point of where you were and then pass that to progress. So you train to progress not for leasuire. Meaning that I cant do one training session and just think its going to help my internal power. I have to meditate like a hermit to get to that point that took me a very long while to get to previously and pass it. But the reward is worth it. The wind there is something in the wind and how it blows that lets you know the condition of things or that can give you the answers to things. All of nature has a golden aura. (yes I know its weird) Im slowly becoming aware that a lot more happened in tibet than what I originally thought. An in my own personal pursuit I think that the garden of eden might have been in Ghana Africa as it is the most spiritually powerful place that ive seen. But thats stuff for another day. To be honest I took a break from training simply because I wanted to live life again. After my family's plea to get a haircut and "act like the rest of the world". One of the things I learned is that no matter how hard you meditate that you cant get rid of the "I" that even if you have some experience that makes you feel connected to all and over whelming bliss that it is still you experiencing it and no else is going to experience bliss or no mind from your perspective quite like you. That some things ordained by god can not be undone - you will always be you. Well im starting to ramble..brb