I wrote a post on my blog it is pretty lengthy but is very genuine. I have quoted it below.
I am wondering if I should continue on the path? Or change yet again to something else. What about an enlightenment course?
Or is there a point where you just give up? I don't necessarily mean suicide either.
Note: therapy seems pointless because it only works on the ego and not the Self below (or above) it. Which is my target (Self Realization). I have had some glimpses of no-ego and it is an amazing place to be.
Entheogens seem like the next best option.