Everything Posted April 25, 2012 (edited) Hey, you! I've been looking for all the monsters that I've been hiding in my subconscious, you know... To invite them over for some hugging and forgiving and conspiring, maybe even drink some warm chocolate milk. I've been seeking in my dreams, in my conceptual thoughts. I've sought "negative believes" within my self and even sought them in other people. Never did I find much of the supressed inner part of us that we call subconscious. It seemed invissible! ...untill a realization I had. The realization was when I was most excited, joyfull and extatic and happy! I suddenly felt this ill feeling in my stommach like butterflies, that want to make you throw up when you're in love. Everytime I felt excited this feeling also came up. I realized the butterflies feeling were coming from negative believes I was holding on to! Like a coin in the engine, I suddenly became more sensitive to it as my entire body was operating at these higher frequencies! The coin was the subconscious I've been looking for, for so long, and it finally became visible! So don't seek the monsters before you allow yourself to be happy, be happy and the monsters will show them selves! I transformed my monster into a bunny that is all pink, and he loves his new form. We are best friends now I think you got the point, you had it all allong! The great thing about all of this is, as I said my good byes to mr bunny, I no longer felt butterflies and I was able to get even more excited then I was before that! My engine is now operating at higher frequency. I do feel a little bit of butterflies now, but I have already invited mr impatient spider over for some tea, he's considering to transform into evermost patient Mr spider! =D Edited April 25, 2012 by Everything 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
astralc Posted April 26, 2012 everything, congratulations, you are doing something incredibly powerful, more than most people realise, you are resolving issues and barriers to spiritual growth within your psyche. Please keep us posted on how it goes, delving and healing at the subconscious level frees the Self to move forward, you are doing your own psychotherapy 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
三江源 Posted April 26, 2012 hi Everything. You didnt let go of seeking the subconscious. You found a manifestation of a part of it. Resistance to the sublime. There is a good article on this by Liz Greene and Howard Sasportas - they are Jungian astrologers and describe the ability to live the true self and the higher self, and the sabotages of various astrological constellations. I dont know if you are interested in astrology or not, but if not, you can pretty much ignore that aspect of it and just read it as an interesting delineation of the human psyche in relation to this issue. Resistance forms archetypes. You can find the article, if you wish, via google. It's in googlebooks. BTW, your unconscious will rebel if you try to make everything fluffy.. there must be balance. Too many fluffy bunnies will create a Big Bad Wolf... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
astralc Posted April 27, 2012 hi Everything. You didnt let go of seeking the subconscious. You found a manifestation of a part of it. Resistance to the sublime. There is a good article on this by Liz Greene and Howard Sasportas - they are Jungian astrologers and describe the ability to live the true self and the higher self, and the sabotages of various astrological constellations. I dont know if you are interested in astrology or not, but if not, you can pretty much ignore that aspect of it and just read it as an interesting delineation of the human psyche in relation to this issue. Resistance forms archetypes. You can find the article, if you wish, via google. It's in googlebooks. BTW, your unconscious will rebel if you try to make everything fluffy.. there must be balance. Too many fluffy bunnies will create a Big Bad Wolf... cat, hagar, everything, we are onto something here, if we go further down the Jungian side we find that we can connect with our personal archetypes, and if we want we can use our astrology chart, natal and transiting, to 'talk' with each astrological archetype, discuss issues, resolve them and gain insight into ourselves. I have read Greene and Sasportas's books, I think I might have the lot, I love what they have done for psychological astrology. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Everything Posted April 27, 2012 (edited) hi Everything. You didnt let go of seeking the subconscious. You found a manifestation of a part of it. Resistance to the sublime. There is a good article on this by Liz Greene and Howard Sasportas - they are Jungian astrologers and describe the ability to live the true self and the higher self, and the sabotages of various astrological constellations. I dont know if you are interested in astrology or not, but if not, you can pretty much ignore that aspect of it and just read it as an interesting delineation of the human psyche in relation to this issue. Resistance forms archetypes. You can find the article, if you wish, via google. It's in googlebooks. BTW, your unconscious will rebel if you try to make everything fluffy.. there must be balance. Too many fluffy bunnies will create a Big Bad Wolf... Sounds interesting, I'll check it out. I don't know much about astrology, but I do know that I could relate strongly to King Warrior Magician Lover a couple of years ago. Also jung archetypal book I think. I love to read these kind of stuff. Its great fun. Not been doing much reading lately, since I have had to let go of so much informational bagage, I now prefer to hold on to my trust that every situation and person in my life is there for a reason, to teach me something about my self. I also know that it is physically impossible to attract a situation into my life that I am energetically incapable of handling. I trust that every bad wolf is my biggest friend. For the very fact of existance makes it perfect and eternal. I have to empty my mind of pictures, expectations, information, as much as I can. These things shred my being appart when I'm operating on higher frequencies. Its like placing a formula one engine into a cheap family car. The family car will be shred to parts, because its too heavy. Too much bagage. Let go, trust, being like water in a sense. Not resisting change, allowing what you prefer, flowing to it. Allow allow and allow. The word "disallowance" does not exist in waters mind. Letting go is also a sort of allowance in a sense. You surrender to the flow of the river to take you where you know you want to go. Astralc, synchronisity manifestig like crazy! That is the best way to describe it xD Edited April 27, 2012 by Everything Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
astralc Posted April 28, 2012 Sounds interesting, I'll check it out. I don't know much about astrology, but I do know that I could relate strongly to King Warrior Magician Lover a couple of years ago. Also jung archetypal book I think. I love to read these kind of stuff. Its great fun. Not been doing much reading lately, since I have had to let go of so much informational bagage, I now prefer to hold on to my trust that every situation and person in my life is there for a reason, to teach me something about my self. I also know that it is physically impossible to attract a situation into my life that I am energetically incapable of handling. I trust that every bad wolf is my biggest friend. For the very fact of existance makes it perfect and eternal. I have to empty my mind of pictures, expectations, information, as much as I can. These things shred my being appart when I'm operating on higher frequencies. Its like placing a formula one engine into a cheap family car. The family car will be shred to parts, because its too heavy. Too much bagage. Let go, trust, being like water in a sense. Not resisting change, allowing what you prefer, flowing to it. Allow allow and allow. The word "disallowance" does not exist in waters mind. Letting go is also a sort of allowance in a sense. You surrender to the flow of the river to take you where you know you want to go. Astralc, synchronisity manifestig like crazy! That is the best way to describe it xD Everything, I love your positive attitude, what you are doing is incredible, if it feels good and supports your life, then keep doing it 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
