Seeing inside body cells and feeding your demons

[skydog]

Fuck swear I just got images of certain cells in my body where the nerves where all gangly or there was a blockage in parts of my body, so I kept sending light or awareness there or relaxation and there seemed to be a demon trapped in one part, so I remember from tibetan feeding your demons book, about making it come outside then asking it what it wants so it said attention, then i fed it juice of attention and it changed a bit, then i fed myself to it, did this again a few times, things like acceptance, freedom, understanding, and i seemed to be laughing (releasing tension) and almost vomitting feeling dizzy..

 

 

Once again making an effort not to doubt myself

[GrandmasterP]

Eat!

 

:-)

[Marblehead]

Drink!

[Stosh]

Be merry!

[GrandmasterP]

partay!!!!!!

 

:-)

 

Anything but this Sinan.

It is Friday night for goodness sake. You live in London!

The night is young and so are you.

[skydog]

Im having fun tommorow and sunday with a girl, but yeh these things happen when they happen, doing a lot of hours of it everyday, and I know other people do it,

 

also there is this idea I have to be doing something or drinking, I dont like drinking, I dont hang around friends who I dont share similar interests to.

[GrandmasterP]

Not booze.

That is Satan's buttermilk.

:-)