Feminine play on the theme of sex in my dream.

[AstralProjectee]

Hello everyone,

Well I thought I would post this here since you guys are familiar with the spiritual as well as the bodies energies.

 

OK so I have been taking hormones estrogen and progesterone plus I take sleep aids and amitriptyline. I am a guy so I think that has something to do with it. So I have been feeling great. And am able to make more jokes. The other day I was feeling good, and went to sleep, and had this dream of this young lady that was around me and my friend. I kept making her laugh. And she kept doing things. She eventually got naked and was running around. And I didn't say anything. I just ignored it. Then she came back. And I was joking around saying. Did you see that girl, she was just running right through here naked? Can you believe that? Of course I was just joking about it, and she was laughing. Knowing full well that it was her. Then I was minding my own business and she came over to me and whispered in my ear and said: "lets have sex". I got a hard on then in the morning. Meaning a threesome with my friend. And I told her that she would have to ask my friend. Knowing that he probably would not want to do that. Then i woke up.

 

Now I have never had a threesome. Or sex with any lady. I use porn. But I have always felt that women were out of my reach from my highly Conservative Christian background. I am a funny and smart guy in real life but I have been bogged down by a pretty bad health condition. So I am wondering if any of you as Taoists have insights into this. Note I don't think any of this would have happened if I didn't take the women hormones estrogen and progesterone. Which make a women and women. They estradiol is so powerful it can even make a man grow boobs. So I can only imagine what it does to the brain. BTW estradiol is what I am taking.

 

The way we were playing around in the dream is so like the female energy. All the things were in place for make for the perfect play of the famine. There was no just plain out sex. There was joking. And in the end she came to me and whispered in my ear which is the feminine way of initiating sex. I am not trying to sound all brag as much as I want to learn from this.

 

I have also been feeling this really noticeable feeling of love and compassion. I have also been hearing this very subtle but beautiful music in my mind. God...... I can want for scientists to open up our hearts with real medicine that heals the soul. And no wonder Suzanne Somers says she loves hormones so much. LOL

 

This dream was definitely out of the ordinary for me to have. Any thoughts as Taoists. about the feminine energy manifesting like this in this guys body, with my beliefs? This is very fascinating to me. Perhaps I should post this on the dream forum too.

Edited September 20, 2013 by AstralProjectee

[Flolfolil]

why are you taking hormones?

[AstralProjectee]

I am naturally underweight. I have been seeing my endocrinologist and told her about it. And I've gotten many blood tests done. We did a base line test which showed my estradiol is low.

 

Even when taking small amounts of progesterone and estradiol for a while, we found that my testosterone was much higher than the estradiol. Probably because of the progesterone was more often than not getting converted to testosterone not estradiol. While the estradiol stayed in the normal range even though i was taking it. I don't take very much of either of them, but if taken for a while I really do notice it, as it has a chance to saturate my whole body. I am very sensitive to medicines. And a little will usually go a long way for me.

 

And yes, I got the amitriptyline from my doctor which is also known to increase dreams. When I first started taking estradiol I noticed my dreams increase with vivid color but that waned a bit.

Edited September 19, 2013 by AstralProjectee

[AstralProjectee]

I think a dream forum would be better for this topic. But I thought you guys would have some input that would be unique and different. If anyone has anything to add i will be glad to hear it. Thanks.