Unseen_Abilities Posted October 29, 2014 (edited) If a feeling of peace emerges naturally from within myself then it feels right for me - it is useful. If someone (usually new-agers) attempts a working of some kind to "bring me peace" it is useless and causes trouble. I no longer want only peace - many think it is all about peace, I no longer do. I want deathly magic, I want anger, I want gnostic solar energy, I want liquid serenity, and I want doom. I experience these things naturally - I want to be myself. I channel the energies that I am in useful directions, but I don't care about peace the same way many seem to. I can understand that people may find freedom in peace...I now find it elsewhere. A gamut of vibrations. Edited October 29, 2014 by Unseen_Abilities Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Marblehead Posted October 29, 2014 I have solar energy. Would some contentment be useful to you? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
The Tao Of Alex Posted October 29, 2014 Hi UA. It sounds like you were seeking freedom, or perhaps as you mentioned 'to be myself'. How about happiness, or possibly 'just being'...both valid pursuits or lifeways. Alex Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
GrandmasterP Posted October 29, 2014 (edited) Peace will do nicely thank you. I've had war. It was shit. Edited October 29, 2014 by GrandmasterP 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
woodcarver Posted October 29, 2014 Doom is doom for a reason. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Marblehead Posted October 29, 2014 There is no room for doom or gloom in my life. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
woodcarver Posted October 29, 2014 There is no room for doom or gloom in my life. Doom you really mean that? 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Unseen_Abilities Posted October 29, 2014 Doom is something I actually resonate with. Think in terms of Music, Art, etc. It is epic, it has grandeur. I have that much frickin' Scorpio energy it's there naturally. Like it matters anyway - I'll make Doom something spiritual. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
woodcarver Posted October 30, 2014 Doom is something I actually resonate with. Think in terms of Music, Art, etc. It is epic, it has grandeur. I have that much frickin' Scorpio energy it's there naturally. Like it matters anyway - I'll make Doom something spiritual. I have no opinion on this statement 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Unseen_Abilities Posted October 30, 2014 (edited) Thanks for sharing. That indicates to me that you may be contemplating what I wrote - would that be correct? Edited October 30, 2014 by Unseen_Abilities Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
iain Posted October 30, 2014 (edited) Hello Unseen_Abilities,Do you know of the guna? There is nothing wrong with tamasic energy, that is black or doom as you say; much learning and growth comes from there within; Key to my mind is in being aware that we are doing it, and understanding why, so as to have direction, which is counterintuitive in that it is sattvic.A desire for tamas energy is paradoxical also, as it is founded in rajas, pride and proud ego; careful or you might end up swinging back and forth like a pendulum which can be very painful.Obviously only my opinion; but I thought never the less that I would voice it. Edited October 30, 2014 by iain Share this post Link to post Share on other sites