when universe is teacher

[sagebrush]

"very interesting" to say the least.

 

I found myself outside today...looking for pictures to take.

it was not good location-

drove to the beaver pond.

 

what I noticed was the letting go of taking the photo---into just allowing it to be there or not...waiting.

eventually many good ones today. some frustrations with not being able to take others based on lighting and then problems with the camera.

 

THE MOST BEAUTIFUL  BUTTERFLY MARKINGS ON THIS BUTTERFFLY EVER! the flip side is depression possible because no other butterfly is going to be more beautiful. this I AM SURE.

wish that I could have taken atleast 10 more...

the markings were incredible....I will post it when I get a chance. hopefully some people will enjoy inspiration from nature.

 

 

 

saw some swirling in the beaver pond...sort of anticipatory anxiety mixed with fear because I am sure a beaver is potent and many large trees have fell? or have been fallen by them. the ends have defined chew marks--like how a pencil sharpens-but more whittled.

waited for atleast five minutes hoping it was the beaver...then hoping I was far enough back.

 

eventually it was the snout of a snapping turtle...all covered in the slim of the chia plant looking sprouts covering the pond surface.....apprehensive and it knows I was there.

got some pics but not sure if they are worth putting on screen.

 

funniest of all and I could never quite capture it was two ladybugs...one on top of the other...the top one gyrating like crazy ever few minutes..embarrassing...but making me laugh now thinking about it. even my iphone could not get the picture.

hell I even tore the damn stalk of weed down they were on to get the picture..which is way too much---but unique in and of itself.

a few flowers a pale blue one

then a cool white wooly caterpillar with maroon red face.golden points sticking up on toward the head.

 

it would be SOOOOmuch more effective to upload the photos instead of writing about them....

 

context clues:

there are many storybooks written for children that have historical value. Photographs lend authenticity, or reality, to these books as well as teach the lesson in an enjoyable manner.

 

ie...lately I have been assigned the most tedious task imaginable. on the other hand, my partner seems to get interesting, exciting tasks each day.

ie...I am not surprised he chose to teach kindergarten because he always had an aptitude for working with young childern.

(children) even if some of them lacked couture...he loved them all the same.

 

ie. the small boy tries to emulate his father in everything he does. He even copies the way his father walks.

par for the course....

 

the undertone hues----bipolar

you can feel so close to someone then millions of miles away.

what is happening inside of me and .....off the beat in path....looking at yesterday and tomorrow.

 

my audio is not working-damn

 

missing many details I am sure....not so good at scans.

Edited August 24, 2016 by sagebrush

[sagebrush]

oh yes my own notebook

 

my sincere apology on the murking cultivated waters of my life

[Kar3n]

I am happy to walk you through uploading photos...

 

Will you upload them from your computer or a website?

[sagebrush]

not sure. I need to purchase a usb- again.

I am fee today to do this

tried to send them to email but that is time consuming to then drag them to desktop then upload--not my gift and my gifts that were personal have turned cultivated....still sorting that out.....

I guess that unfolds in the sequence of time

plus I have about 2000. so I have to sort and sift but I can certainly make that a priority today after I get my headache subsided

 

 

wondering if you have ever seen the face of a dragonfly? and then the back side of the head as well?

just as a matter of fact level

 

then question the intelligence of the universe

and wondering about what flies about.

[Kar3n]

To the right of the "Post" button, at the bottom of the reply box you will see "More Reply Options", click that, then click attach files and go from there.

 

If you have trouble, try using the basic uploader.

 

If you have anymore questions about it, you can always shoot me a PM.

 

I have seen the face of a dragonfly, a very beautiful blue one. I can not say I noticed the back of its head; I was too busy looking at its eyes. They are rather interesting looking creatures up close and personal.

 

The Cool Picture Thread would be a great place for sharing your work, or we can create a space for only your pictures if you would like. Either way is perfectly fine.

 

Happy uploading

 

[sagebrush]

ok how about a fun song from Blondie-

I always enjoyed her music...her music I was fond of growing up.

does the format for this dao bums get all info typed and retyped ---so once it is typed it is saved?

 

the song is dragonfly-

 

I do not usually think along those lines as far as the divine universal intelligence.

 

but to see this photo of the face of this blue one(although I will say here) that

it is not the painter of the sky.....but I am happy to have met you and

what has happened here> is beyond my real knowing...as far as facts and scientific data.

what is happening here?

my first thought is that my health is in a very red zone my doing

and totally my responsibility.

met at a auto immune meet up group 1x per month

 

my question is on the personal front

as If I would think this is all ok

that is not necessarily so

I was never out to cultivate bliss.

certainly not wanting to be in the way of it either

 

 

 

I

[Kar3n]

Once you post something it is here until you remove it, unless of course it is against the forum rules.

 

I like Blondie, and am listening to the song now. I have not heard this one.

 

Your guess is as good as mine about what is going on here

 

I hope and pray all works out for you, especially regarding your health.

 

Bliss is nice, but it should not be a goal of practice, but rather something that rises and falls, like breath, naturally, as a result of practice.

[sagebrush]

not to be too exotic here/hear:

or too personal or mean...

 

beyond what is is not coming-

 

at hand is this---

 

I can look at you and tell you that I am beyond for concern with all my own gurglings and bubbles

and whatnot...

wow

 

ok-

before kundalini or bliss rides---

before symptoms-

the same day I met you...not even sure of the year...

but my son would have been 2? maybe 3?

I was already IN my bowel trouble--

recalling the day I met you two distinct happenings...

I crapped my pants in the rental car.....and the stuff going up my legs from waking from the nap.

so stopping the dramatization..can be heard but also

I have some real LONG term....debilitations that have now got to be completely quickly examined before I make myself any more---ill.

incorporated changes--vitamins, trying to choose healthy

I grew up with a mother that was VERY into health and still is-

so the growing up from illness is the average home...with a few extra sprinkles of

whatever....won't be opening worms for that right now.

however,

any one perspective is too much

I know I think you are someone on a tyrad!

you have lived longer, wiser, calmer, etc, etc..

forget my point

oh yeah-

I can't focus.

not from any rides today-necessarily

but the fact that my electrolytes are probably beyond depleted.

drinking that now.

 

not sure why I am not so willing to utilize better skills?

the pendulum has just swung so far it has become the norm I guess.

 

I am happy to have an ok from you on the personal front but also understand your own life I guess.

 

my health is so not good that it creates mass anxiety waves---

as you may be aware-

and that I am efforting at where I am to really investigate why I don't seem to sometimes give a shit-

my exotic marry gold hotel is as exotic as if I could live anywhere it would be india-because my anxiety about the bowels would decrease 100 fold....with the liberty of the okness of maybe that...

but that I am ridiculous for that kind of bs.

I am moving forward because I needed to know from you as best you can deliver

quickly to me...and I think there is some resolution here.

and I thank you for

I guess having to unwillingly embrace my horror.

and its not that I didn't care to read about your life and symptoms

or new books and ideas--

I am just so spun out in not mental illness at a level that I can not handle but yes it got very odd to say the least.

spun out in

the life of me.

what does all that mean?

I can't say I think anyone has the ultimate answer.

regardless of all the info out there-

not that I need to buck it all the time.

one sentence at times has been more to me than a months worth of typing

it can be like that for me.

I do not go to that website often by the way...

rarely---

because I pay attention to the resistance elsewhere trying to make sense

so----it was a sheen moment of holy goodness...

what do I reach for in the end?

I am left sitting here really-

kind of in a weird place

where I love my son the most unconditionally

but I have tried to tend to you much more..

I do not know what else to say.

never intended to be a drama queen.

then it got really hectic

then no..then yes

making choices with smaller cups of coffee IS best.

if that is within my abilities

Edited August 24, 2016 by sagebrush

[sagebrush]

less is always more

[sagebrush]

pics on the way hopefully-

[sagebrush]

one day I will type to when I am really pissed.

[Kar3n]

If you do not mind my asking...

Who is the you that you refer to often. In your writings?