Integrated Posted September 14, 2018 So I joined this here forum and I even found a tarot section haha So I decided to lay a spread on what this whole new experience meant to me so far. I'm using the Modern Spellcaster deck. Â 1. Core issue There is a lot of arguments and colliding opinion on my entry here. Â 2. Crossing factor This is somewhat at odds with my original purpose to learn more about Nei-Gong. Though I have made headway on that too. Â 3. Visible factor I seem to be caught within some very narrow reactionary dichotomies, where I operate out of an either or solution to certain situations. Â 4. Hidden factor I have strengthened my willpower and resolve considerably lately. Â 5. Past influence I've been plenty of dark places, and have taken plenty of deep journeys already. Always finding something new to be disillusioned about. Â 6. Future ideal My ideal for the future is pretty realistic, you win some you lose some. Â 7. Me as I see myself I'm driven by a wish to compete, to put my own take on things first and damn all the rest of the blind fools. Â 8. As others see me Others see me as a newbie with a lot to learn. Â 9. Solution Keep gathering resources and power, that is all that people respect in the end. Â 10. Result The end result will be that I will find a way to take part in this community. Â This paints an interesting picture on the last couple of days. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Marblehead Posted September 14, 2018 19 minutes ago, Integrated said: The end result will be that I will find a way to take part in this community. Interesting.  But the above quote; you are doing very well as far as taking part in the community. No, it hasn't been a cake walk but then the ride gets rough when we travel on a road full of potholes.  Some discussions will be so smooth they almost become pathetic. Others will inspire our emotions.  2 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites