Integrated Posted September 14, 2018 So I joined this here forum and I even found a tarot section haha So I decided to lay a spread on what this whole new experience meant to me so far. I'm using the Modern Spellcaster deck. 1. Core issue There is a lot of arguments and colliding opinion on my entry here. 2. Crossing factor This is somewhat at odds with my original purpose to learn more about Nei-Gong. Though I have made headway on that too. 3. Visible factor I seem to be caught within some very narrow reactionary dichotomies, where I operate out of an either or solution to certain situations. 4. Hidden factor I have strengthened my willpower and resolve considerably lately. 5. Past influence I've been plenty of dark places, and have taken plenty of deep journeys already. Always finding something new to be disillusioned about. 6. Future ideal My ideal for the future is pretty realistic, you win some you lose some. 7. Me as I see myself I'm driven by a wish to compete, to put my own take on things first and damn all the rest of the blind fools. 8. As others see me Others see me as a newbie with a lot to learn. 9. Solution Keep gathering resources and power, that is all that people respect in the end. 10. Result The end result will be that I will find a way to take part in this community. This paints an interesting picture on the last couple of days. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Marblehead Posted September 14, 2018 19 minutes ago, Integrated said: The end result will be that I will find a way to take part in this community. Interesting. But the above quote; you are doing very well as far as taking part in the community. No, it hasn't been a cake walk but then the ride gets rough when we travel on a road full of potholes. Some discussions will be so smooth they almost become pathetic. Others will inspire our emotions. 2 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites