God Was Hovering Over The Waves

[rideforever]

It was 3 years ago when just after Christmas, I called an ambulance in the middle of the night, crunched up in pain, feeling my body fall apart.  I was surprised that I just reverted to crying helplessly for my mother.  Anyway, it turned out I wasn't so ill.  
Probably due to my endless wrath, I will meet a painful and protracted end, my organs falling apart, bodily fluids leaking out, worried doctors injecting and cutting open, fear terror sadness, the strip lights of a hospital ceiling.
My God what a mess we are in, and I'm just so goddam sorry about everything.
Well I am in pretty damn good health these days, but I feel that it is prudent to practice dying, so that when the end comes then I will be able to let the body-stream slide away and not resist so much, and for that I have got hold of two very nice guided meditations that I can share with you, if you would like to likewise have a looksee.

The first is called Relaxing The Body Mind, "almost as if you are dead" :
http://www.oshoviha.org/p-1528-relaxing-the-bodymind-cd

 

The second called Osho Bardo :
https://oshosammasati.org/products/osho-bardo/

 

 

"Father, into your hands, I commend my spirit"

[Nungali]

4 hours ago, rideforever said:

It was 3 years ago when just after Christmas, I called an ambulance in the middle of the night, crunched up in pain, feeling my body fall apart.  I was surprised that I just reverted to crying helplessly for my mother.  Anyway, it turned out I wasn't so ill.  
Probably due to my endless wrath, I will meet a painful and protracted end, my organs falling apart, bodily fluids leaking out, worried doctors injecting and cutting open, fear terror sadness, the strip lights of a hospital ceiling.

My God what a mess we are in, and I'm just so goddam sorry about everything.

 

 

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Well I am in pretty damn good health these days,

 

Wow , what a statement after reading the above !     I guess you are referring to your PHYSICAL  'good health '  ?

 

 

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but I feel that it is prudent to practice dying, so that when the end comes then I will be able to let the body-stream slide away and not resist so much, and for that I have got hold of two very nice guided meditations that I can share with you, if you would like to likewise have a looksee.

The first is called Relaxing The Body Mind, "almost as if you are dead" :
http://www.oshoviha.org/p-1528-relaxing-the-bodymind-cd

 

The second called Osho Bardo :
https://oshosammasati.org/products/osho-bardo/

 

 

"Father, into your hands, I commend my spirit"

 

Osho  ...... meh !     'Osho products'  .

 

Just take 250 micros of pure white light LSD, 1/2 hour of  hatha yoga,  to get any kinks out , some time in pranayama to adjust the internal 'gas levels' and visualise going to your own autopsy .

 

( In my case the visualisation was helped by previously assisting in autopsy during my hospital work .  At one stage an incision is made across the forehead and down the sides of the face and the forehead 'flap' is grabbed and pulled down, this exposes what is under the skin, and the face hangs down from the chin, upside down and inside out  , with the eyes still in the eye sockets , it also makes a .... 'specific sound' when done .

 

Seeing  that happen to yourself  is a very effect form of meditation for non attachment to the physical .    )

Edited December 5, 2018 by Nungali