Tantra? and a dream..

[Yinja]

Hey folks.. 

 

I had this particular dream about 6 month ago and as a big fan of jungian psychology i take my dreams VERY seriously.  

It goes like this.. Im in my bedroom and im aroused sexually. Im looking for an objective for my horniness and eventually my eyes rests on the computer screen and there is some pornography running on it. Watching it makes me seek and dizzy to the point i got to push the screen off the desk to stop it as quick as possible. I turn around and outside the window there is a magical darkness, I almost fall inlove with it and it becomes my new objective. I know im about to ejaculate and to my suprise just before i do, all the energy rises to my heart and i have an extremely pleasurable heart orgamsem. The end  

 

I was never to much into celibacy before but what i call the "self" has a better purpose for my energy and i belive its in my best intrest to consider its suggestions. 

 

I tought maybe some members here on the the DBs can suggest practices or reads of this kind of sort. I mean not only in sexual intercourse or masterbation but also directing sexual energy in general maybe? 

 

Thanks in advance. 

 

P.S I dont do porn anymore and i masterbate every period of time when it feels right and not as a mean to avoid something. sex daily when i have the option and its exhausting me very much as a 27 years old male. Also i know sex practices in tantra is not what tantra is all about .  

 

[Everything]

I just had the exact same experience today. So funny. 

 

I'm dreaming, and in my dream, I'm lying on bed, suddenly feeling very good. Pleasure flowing through my entire body. It became more than my body, so I became this pleasure more than the body. I levitated slightly phased out of my body. As a new free good feeling energy body of extacy. Felt so good and so free! I just wanted to be and DO ANYTHING! I like everything, because I felt so good! I didn't care about what, just want to do and be and do. Like run real hard. Or fly or whatever. Felt really good.

 

I really love those full body orgasmic experiences in dreams. In reality, it often happens when I meditate. On feeling good. And I really honestly go and run or ride bicycle hard. it's so enjoyable to be fully alive, and feel and smell everything. And feel your energy flow so fully and freely through you and be so lucid and awake and conscious. It feels so good. To feel free.

 

I remember and know a guy who always said he liked snakes and their skin is beautiful and stuff. And he told me a story where he went into the rain and just stood there and felt so free and good that he started to scream ENDLESSLY! LIKE SCREEAAAM ahahaha. He got arrested, it was hilarious. He kept screaming in extacy, endlessly. For absolutely no reason whatsoever. Wooooh!

Edited September 3, 2019 by Everything