I Apologise To The Universe For Not Being Sincere Enough In My Endeavours To Become Enlightened

[Heartbreak]

I Apologise To The Universe For Not Being Sincere Enough In My Endeavours To Become Enlightened.

 

Over the past week, I have been attacked countless times by “unknown parties” during my meditations and prayers leading to severely lethargic unconcentration lack of focus. 

 

During the end of my 2 hours meditation, my kundalini shaking and vulgarities channelling by unknown entities become so severe that I had to scream and beg silently to the Universe Creator for help.

 

That’s when it hit me. I see prayers and meditation as work as a chore as a duty of responsibility. I was really bored with the monotony of long sessions of prayers and meditations so this is why I was attacked.

 

I am simply not Sincere enough in my efforts to reach and communicate and embrace our God the Universe Source Creator.

 

I Sincerely Apologise To You My Father.

[Cleansox]

Practice less. 

Take more walks. 

[Limahong]

1 hour ago, Heartbreak said:

I am simply not Sincere enough in my efforts to reach and communicate and embrace our God the Universe Source Creator.

 

Hi HB,

 

I am touched by your post.

 

I think your words are simple and sincere.

 

Why do you go into meditation?

 

- Anand

 

(P.S. One... 

I had just seen your other thread ~ What’s wrong with choosing Siddhis over materialism including sex?

Are the two threads linked? Is there a common denominator?)

 

(P.S. Two...

I had a quick scan of all your posts on the other thread and I believe you are holding out very well on your own.)

 

(P.S. Three...

All good wishes.)

 

(P.S. Four...

I saw yet another thread from you ~ If you know Aliens run your world governments, wouldn't that change your perspective of life?)

 

(P.S. Five...

Do you have other threads?)

 

 

Edited February 18, 2020 by Limahong
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[CloudHands]

Hey, I don't know you so it's awkward for me to say... but I'd say this : don't worry too much about finality it may be bigger than just you, but search for lightness and regularity

 

[Limahong]

1 hour ago, CloudHands said:

I don't know you

 

Hi CloudHands,

 

Now I don't know you ~ how are you?

 

I like the lightness of being...

 

 

And its regularity...

 

 

 

 

- Anand

 

[rideforever]

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Edited February 20, 2020 by rideforever

[CloudHands]

Hi @Limahong !

No you don't yet But maybe one day we will know each other, maybe !

 

I'm fine, doing some house painting at home as it was necessary. Talking lightness It's the very first I enjoy white so much.

[Limahong]

1 hour ago, CloudHands said:

Talking lightness It's the very first I enjoy white so much.

 

Hi CloudHands,

 

Likewise. I like white too. I start with it for my imagination to run wild...

 

I can live with white lies too... sometimes...

 

 

 

11 hours ago, CloudHands said:

Hey, I don't know you...

1 hour ago, CloudHands said:

No you don't yet  But maybe one day we will know each other, maybe !

 

You are correct... I just quoted you with a strikethrough...

 

"Hey, I don't know you..."

 

 

 

 

- Anand

 

[Nungali]

On 19/02/2020 at 1:33 AM, Heartbreak said:

I Apologise To The Universe For Not Being Sincere Enough In My Endeavours To Become Enlightened.

 

Over the past week, I have been attacked countless times by “unknown parties” during my meditations and prayers leading to severely lethargic unconcentration lack of focus. 

 

During the end of my 2 hours meditation, my kundalini shaking and vulgarities channelling by unknown entities become so severe that I had to scream and beg silently to the Universe Creator for help.

 

That’s when it hit me. I see prayers and meditation as work as a chore as a duty of responsibility. I was really bored with the monotony of long sessions of prayers and meditations so this is why I was attacked.

 

I am simply not Sincere enough in my efforts to reach and communicate and embrace our God the Universe Source Creator.

 

I Sincerely Apologise To You My Father.

 

 

 

" Dont worry about it Son .    Take some time off ,

relax . Just dont think about me for a while . Go

and enjoy the planet a bit and have some sex . "

 

 

[Limahong]

14 minutes ago, Nungali said:

" Dont worry about it Son .    Take some time off ,

relax . Just dont think about me for a while . Go

and enjoy the planet a bit and have some sex . "

 

 

                                         

 

[ralis]

33 minutes ago, Nungali said:

 

 

 

" Dont worry about it Son .    Take some time off ,

relax . Just dont think about me for a while . Go

and enjoy the planet a bit and have some sex . "

 

 

 

This prosperity gospel preacher will most certainly help our dear Heartbreaker achieve what he always dreamed of. I am certain she has a price!

 

Quote

White, a prosperity gospel preacher and current White House aide, claimed that a weight suddenly fell upon her that pushed her to the floor, at which point her spirit ascended to Heaven.

“I literally went to the Throne Room of God,” she said. “There was a mist that was coming off the water, and I went to the throne of God, and I didn’t see God’s face clearly, but I saw the face of God … I knew it was the face of God.”

“He put a mantle [on me] and it was a very distinct mantle,” White continued. “There was a mantle, and I saw it very distinctly, the color was like a goldish, a yellowish goldish … and then I saw the Earth for a moment, and [God] brought me back, and he put me in certain places, one being the White House, one being certain continents.”

 

https://www.rightwingwatch.org/post/paula-white-claims-to-have-gone-to-the-throne-room-of-heaven-where-she-saw-the-face-of-god/

[Limahong]

5 minutes ago, ralis said:

she

 

?

[ralis]

1 minute ago, Limahong said:

 

?

 

The preacher is a woman.

[Limahong]

3 minutes ago, ralis said:

The preacher is a woman.

 

My apology to her for not being ~  a gentleman gentle enough man.

 

Hope she will not have anymore heartbreaks...

 

 

[Limahong]

15 hours ago, CloudHands said:

Hey, I don't know you...

 

Good morning ~ let us rehearse...

 

 

 

[Nungali]

4 hours ago, Limahong said:

 

My apology to her for not being ~  a gentleman gentle enough man.

 

Hope she will not have anymore heartbreaks...

 

 

 

You're a man ! ???

[Limahong]

7 minutes ago, Nungali said:

You're a man ! ???

 

Yes ~ as in YANG.

[Nungali]

We got a little nation of those guys here ;

 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yangman

[Nungali]

Ooops ... it wasnt one word yangman it was two words ' yang man ' 

 

Nope , we dont got one of them ;   https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yang_Man

 

 

( I never knew you played football !    )

[Limahong]

5 hours ago, Nungali said:

' yang man '

 

 

 

                                                            

 

                                                

 

 

Edited February 21, 2020 by Limahong
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