Nungali Posted September 13, 2022 18 hours ago, helpfuldemon said: I decided to only order the Gems of the Equinox. The other two are mostly Magick books, and since that stuff drives me crazy and I don't believe in it, I decided to cancel them. Oh wait, I kept the Equinox 3 vol 1, that one was a kindle purchase. Ohhh HD ... what are we gonna do with you ? Do you realise what is in Gems from the Equinox ... it has rather a lot of 'Magick' in it . Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
helpfuldemon Posted September 13, 2022 25 minutes ago, Nungali said: Ohhh HD ... what are we gonna do with you ? Do you realise what is in Gems from the Equinox ... it has rather a lot of 'Magick' in it . I realized I already have the pdfs of the first set of Equinox books, so I cancelled it. If I want to I can just read those. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Nungali Posted September 13, 2022 16 hours ago, helpfuldemon said: I think I am one step away from being a master of Wisdom (my own wisdom, of course). I don't want to take the next step though. I am at a place that is comfortable to me, and this is something I do not take for granted. It is a wise place in itself, so I can be content. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
helpfuldemon Posted September 13, 2022 Yeah no more cliff diving for me haha Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Nungali Posted September 13, 2022 2 minutes ago, helpfuldemon said: I realized I already have the pdfs of the first set of Equinox books, so I cancelled it. If I want to I can just read those. But you won't . In any case the set has what Gems has in it so its full of Magick too . I tell ya what might be easy and more accessible ! dont bother buying all those expensive books or re reading your old pdfs (if you ever read them in the first place ? ) If you a are feeling a bit clearer ( today ) just simply re read everything I have posted in response to you Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Nungali Posted September 13, 2022 2 minutes ago, helpfuldemon said: Yeah no more cliff diving for me haha Ummm .... that was a response in relation to your comment " I am one step away from being a master of Wisdom" The obvious ( to anyone ) connotation is ... ahhh , forget it ! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
helpfuldemon Posted September 13, 2022 40 minutes ago, Nungali said: Ummm .... that was a response in relation to your comment " I am one step away from being a master of Wisdom" The obvious ( to anyone ) connotation is ... ahhh , forget it ! I said I have mastery over the self (my wisdom) Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Aeordimm Posted September 14, 2022 3 hours ago, helpfuldemon said: I said I have mastery over the self (my wisdom) As someone who survived falling down the fool cliff, I understand how the determiner "my" makes all the difference. 1 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Lairg Posted September 14, 2022 5 hours ago, Nungali said: That is the standard definition . The problem with definitions is that a mental construct sets limits (fin = end). What if the mental construct places limits on a reality that exists above the mental plane? Better perhaps to experience the reality than set limits to its components. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
helpfuldemon Posted September 14, 2022 2 hours ago, Aeordimm said: As someone who survived falling down the fool cliff, I understand how the determiner "my" makes all the difference. One cannot be a "Master of Wisdom", because there is too much knowledge now. But, you can master yourself and what you personally know. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Nungali Posted September 14, 2022 (edited) 5 hours ago, Lairg said: The problem with definitions is that a mental construct sets limits (fin = end). Dude , that isnt the problem ...thats the function of definition ! Quote What if the mental construct places limits on a reality that exists above the mental plane? Hang on , this was qualified in your first sentence , ie relating to definitions as a mental construct ... not all mental constructs . If a word has too limited definitions to contain an expanding mental construct , then add more words , or adopt some from another language . Unless you didnt mean that at at all and where actually asking ; what if a mental construct limits things beyond mental constructs ( which is actually yht literal meaning of what you wrote ) . Quote Better perhaps to experience the reality than set limits to its components. If you are still talking about 'the reality' as something beyond a mental construct , then I would suggest relating to it with those faculties we have that are beyond mental constructs . Or you could just go with the whole above mish mash in some type of new agey teaching / justification to be able to 'validly ' 'teach' , declare 'wisdom', twist meanings or even change the meaning of a single word to suit your own ...... whatever it is that is going on for you . " I thought you said you where ready to leave 15 minutes ago ? " " What does 'ready' actually mean though ? And time is a non spiritual construct , besides , the Buddha nature of my make up allows for possible alternate universe cross fluctuations .... and how do you know that watch of your is not really running backwards ? " Edited September 14, 2022 by Nungali Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
helpfuldemon Posted September 14, 2022 Though I feel I have mastered my Wisdom, I am saddened, because I know that I fail it still. I wonder if it is possible to be perfect? I wonder too, about an immortal God, who has mastered themselves and life, having witnessed it for millennia. I wonder how this God keeps their compassion? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Cobie Posted September 14, 2022 (edited) . Edited June 29, 2023 by Cobie Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
helpfuldemon Posted September 14, 2022 It just seems so futile... no matter how we try, we fail at times. I know, sometimes it is not a failure, but... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Nungali Posted September 15, 2022 (edited) For goodness sakes man ! Put some colour (scales) in to 'your' work . Edited September 15, 2022 by Nungali Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
helpfuldemon Posted September 16, 2022 On 9/12/2022 at 11:24 AM, helpfuldemon said: To summarize, the grades of initiation are such that the Adept is climbing a ladder of knowledge, developing a philosophical perspective of the Universe, and especially the life of mankind. It involves the moral and philosophical training of the magician. Magick aside, it is the intellectual climb through ignorance. This is accomplished in the lower grades, and is re-examined in the higher. The 4=7, the 6=5 and the 9=2 are all similar, except that the tools from which they develop their philosophy are different, and so the outcome of the philosophy will be different. Each has a world view that is valid. The higher grades denote a more powerful foundation of the temple of the mind, and their Will shall be stronger, because they have undergone rigorous training to develop it. In the pursuit of this, the Adept confronts many forms of knowledge, and so they are acquainted with many fields and ideas, and are not easily persuaded away from what they understand, because they have examined and confirmed their knowledge. They have acquired many observations of philosophical steps towards enlightenment that they can pass on as Wisdom. They can find peace in their knowledge and no longer wander through ideas lost. They have precise words when they communicate. With each level of adeptship, the magician is able to have more choices of action, and understands more beliefs, and isn't limited to one, specifically, though they probably settle on one they favor, which suits their level of attainment. As I said earlier, I do not attribute special powers of the supernatural, nor special privileges of the Divine to the various levels of attainment. "Magick", in the supernatural sense, is an illusion, and is only a tool for contemplation. Only the fool falls for claims of supernatural abilities. When the magician reaches mastery over the philosophy of the climbing of the Tree, they are now free from contradiction, and can act according to their Will. There is no more illusion to suffer, no more struggling with ignorance. They are free to do what they will. The reason the magician settles on Do What Thou Wilt is because they see there is no organizing Chaos, that even they will fail their Wisdom, and that one cannot predict the outcome of every action. They are still Wise, but who can be so Wise as to avoid every trap? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
helpfuldemon Posted September 16, 2022 Sorrow is unnecessary. Grieving won't change the outcome, it won't change the laws with which Nature functions, it won't bring back the dead. Still, we love and we are aware, and so we sorrow. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Cobie Posted September 16, 2022 (edited) . Edited June 29, 2023 by Cobie Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Nungali Posted September 16, 2022 Thats the internet for ya . You can never be sure if you are conversing with an amorous woman in Connecticut .... or some fat old guy sitting in his underwear smoking a cigar in an apartment building in Moscow . Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
helpfuldemon Posted September 16, 2022 1 hour ago, Cobie said: How old are you? 50 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Nungali Posted September 16, 2022 I think Cobie meant in years . Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
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helpfuldemon Posted September 16, 2022 1 hour ago, Cobie said: Thanks for your answer. I really do not understand you. I wish you well. It's not hard to understand me. I have thought long about life and Nature and the world, and found it to be a reason for sorrow. Now I am deciding that to grieve it is wasted, for it changes nothing. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
helpfuldemon Posted September 17, 2022 Oh how I mourned for our condition! But the Gods have set the Law of Nature long ago, and no amount of sorrow will change them. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites